This happened a long time ago; in the nineteen sixties, a few months after my eighteenth birthday. I'd known Miss Princess since I was fifteen when she and her sailor husband moved into one of the two ground floor apartments in the two storied building obliquely opposite to where I lived with my grandparents.
Soon after moving in she started making and selling icicles in little plastic bags, a treat recently become popular in the country. Buyers, mostly kids, would go to her back door and knock or call out to get their icicles. I liked the tamarind flavour ones and hardly a day passed without me finding myself at Miss Princess' back door once or twice, sometimes more.
A cousin of hers lived in our building, so Miss Princess would occasionally come over; this led to her and my grandmother becoming friends and she would sometimes ask me to run little errands for her, which I was always willing to do because this got me some free icicles. I once heard her telling my grandmother that I resembled her husband and my granny agreed, saying we were probably distant relatives.
It wasn't until years later, after graduating High School, that I started seeing Miss Princess more as a woman than as the icicle lady, which is what, kids at first, then everyone else in the street called her. She was a jovial woman in her late thirties, a little on the thick side with a noticeably round, pushed out ass and pert breasts which stood proudly high on her chest; she had never breast fed, being childless, so no damage had been done there.
Her skin was a smooth dark brown and her shiny jet black eyes always had a sleepy look to them while her small, thin lipped mouth bore a perpetual smile giving her round, dimple cheeked face the appearance of always being in the afterglow of good sex. Her shoulder length black hair was kept well pressed and mostly worn in a ponytail. The afro was only just becoming popular and she hadn't tried it as yet. There was also a prominent mole on the left side above of her lips.
Sexual awareness of Miss Princess crept up on me suddenly without any previous provocation and escalated within a matter of days, replacing my boyish admiration with the burning lust of a man. One day she was the nice, friendly icicle lady and the next a beautiful, sexy, fuckable woman who haunted my forever horny, eighteen years old body and mind. She became my favourite fuck fantasy and I regularly masturbated to mental images of her body, especially her ass and breasts, both of which seemed to bounce in unharnessed glory when she moved.
I lusted in silence for the lovely creature and stuffed myself with her icicles so I could be near her and look at her for a minute or two several times a day. And inside my head she was now known as Princess; I thought it fitting, under the circumstances, to drop the Miss. She seldom wore bras and I would be in voyeur heaven on those days when whatever top she was wearing was close fitting or light enough for me to see the outline and dot like nipple imprints of her marvelous titties. It got to the point that whenever I drew near to her backdoor to buy icicles an erection would grow in my pants.
Despite my raging hunger for her body I was careful never to let her catch me looking at her inappropriately. But one day, a month or so into my newly sprouted longing, she came to the door wearing a tight T shirt with a plunging V neck and when she drew close to hand me the icicle I stared so hard at the bouncing, mouth watering mammaries, I nearly came in my pants. I felt the familiar buildup and slight shudder, but somehow it managed to keep at bay.
"Charlie, one of these days your eyes are going to fall out; you're always staring at my bubbies," I heard her say.
There was a playful, cross look on the pretty face as she spoke those words which softened the seriousness of the offence; but I never the less felt floored for I realized then that I wasn't nearly as careful as I'd thought when stealing looks at her goodies; Didn't I just hear her say that I was always staring? There's no mistaking always.
"Hey, don't faint, I'm just joking. Look how red and shaky you've become; I could knock you over with a feather," she said, laughing.
I managed to gather together just enough of my scattered nerves to laugh along with her. As if trying to ensure I didn't take offence or feel embarrassed she whispered softly:
"You and me, we cool, right?"
I nodded.
Feeling somewhat shy I skipped the next day but turned up the following for my icicle and was nicely greeted by the unbelievable sight of Princess' breasts practically bare to my eyes through a sheer, red blouse. After what happened the last time I wouldn't have wagered a cent on the possibility of what stood before me then. Her chocolate face beaming, she handed me the icicle. I tried, really tried but just couldn't resist looking long and hard with popping eyes at the puffy tipped breasts with their little raisin like nipples that seemed to be asking me a question. She held out the icicle and asked:
"Yuh really like these things, eh?"
"Yes, Prin ...Miss Princess; you make the best icicles."
"I ain't talking 'bout icicles."
She looked down at her chest and pushed it forward, smiling teasingly. I barely heard the soft:
"These."
"Yes." I mumbled through trembling lips.
Then, I don't know what came over me but I looked up into those sleepy but blazing black eyes and as she boldly held my gaze, her little mouth nervously twitching just like mine, I felt my hand swiftly move upward as if trying to catch a nearby bird, and did the unthinkable; I grabbed a lovely, tempting breast and squeezed it roughly, causing her to gasp and pull away as if I'd hit her, her eyes and mouth wide open in disbelief. Then she looked around and behind me nervously to see if anyone had observed my indiscretion.
I looked at her shocked face and felt my young body shake with fear and shame. My knees felt like they were about to buckle.
"I, I, I'm sorry Miss Princess ... please don't tell granny."
I turned and began walking away on shaking legs, barely hearing her soft, still shocked voice:
"I won't, it's alright, we cool, Charlie,"
One week later, late in the afternoon I ran into to her coming into the grocery store as I was walking out. She stood in front of me, blocking my path.
"Yuh don't like my icicles anymore, Charlie?"
I bent my head without answering; unable to bring words up my throat.