Beth knew she was too quiet, shy. That was probably the reason she was never noticed by all those good looking boys she would often find herself fantasizing about at the dorm in her bed with her spit covered fingers manipulating her womanhood.
She never could figure out how to share with anyone else what she did by herself even though she was aware that people did these things everyday, every night, all the time. Was it because how her parents viewed sex, then? It had to have been the environment she grew up in. How was she to break out, or break it? It came to her that perhaps she should put herself into a situation where she had no choice but to overcome the weakness that kept her from fully enjoying what all her girlfriends chatted and buzzed about. It wouldn't be rape if she allowed it.
That weekend, Friday night, she stood in front of her full mirror, naked, gazing at her flesh. Quick and easy was how she wanted it even if it was going to be her first time. Her brother would talk to his friends about this x-rated place on the other side of town where in the back where booths with televisions of porn and the occasional glory hole. They said a lot happened in those tiny rooms. Beth decided to try it out. It would definitely place her in that situation where circumstances would lead to her squirming on the floor with some stranger she allowed to take her. Digging through her drawers she pulled out a pair of purple sheer panties, some knee-highs, and a very short denim skirt. She lifted her smooth pale leg to put on the underwear and remembered, quick and easy. She tossed them aside. Instead she just pulled the skirt on. Next, there came the white knee-highs and then a white tank top with the word 'Proud' on the front. She always loved wearing this top which did little to hide her chest, strutting in front of her brother's friends, knowing their attention was in the corners of their eyes, on her. To not draw any attention, she grabbed a pair of sweat pants and an oversized sweater. Beth walked over to her vanity and sat, it was time to make her up, sluttish, and heavy on the lipstick.
The drive over town was peaceful. She wondered at how calm she felt and of she would continue to remain so. Getting inside the store was actually easy than she thought it was going to be. The man at the counter was about to ask for ID she was sure until he glanced up and saw her. She had taken the sweatshirt and pants off in the car. Although she was wearing tennis shoes, she was sure she looked the part she was aiming for, because the guy just licked his lips and pointed at a door in the far wall. A simple sign on it read 'Booths'. She nodded, not saying a word, and smiled as sweet as she knew how. As she got closer to the door she could already make out sounds from the movies playing. She reached out, opened the door, and stepped through into the dim hallway beyond.
There were six rooms, three to each side, and two benches on either side of the hall. One was occupied. It was a lady that left no doubt to what her profession was. Beth smiled to her as she walked by her to a middle door that was open on the right side, not so much out of any kindness, really to the idea that Beth probably didn't look too much different from the hooker. Only younger and a virgin. Suddenly a man came out of the room right across from the one she was headed into. Beth was startled and she let out a little scream. At first the guy didn't pay any attention to her, he just grabbed the lady in the hall by the arm, jerking her to her feet, swinging her into the room behind him growling, "Get in here bitch, you're missing it." After swinging the bitch into the room he looked back as he was closing the door and then noticed Beth standing there watching.
He smiled a greasy smile as he said, "Hello, now aren't you a sweet little girl. Are we having fun tonight?"
"I hope so," answered Beth as smoothly as she could.
"Alone?" Even he licked his lips, too.
Beth turned into the room and looked over her shoulder at him. "For the moment..." He made as if to as saying something else but instead just shrugged and grinned, and shut his door. There was a loud slap and cry that Beth heard before shutting her door.
Putting her back to the door Beth looked around. The booth was small, dirty, and there was a heavy collision of smells. But, there was no glory hole. That was a problem. Stepping back out into the hallway she glanced left and right for another empty booth. She saw that the first one on the left was now unoccupied. Inside that one, roughly cut into the wall looking into the room with the couple, was just such a hole. Beth bent over and looked into the booth and saw the bitch obviously giving what she was paid for. Beth knelt down on her knees ignoring the stickiness of the floor and tried to get a better look of the entertainment.
The hooker's name was Joe. Or else, the greasy man called everyone he fucked that. "Oh... yeah... suck it, suck it hard, Joe... deep, deep... d-e-e-p!" Beth had watched porno's before but nothing like this in person, right there in front of her, this close, she was captivated and getting very excited. She was starting to get pissed off that the hole wasn't any larger, even more so when the man grabbed Joe by the neck, spun her around to fuck her from behind and all she could see was the expressions on Joe's face, the mascara running down her cheeks. The moans that came from the woman were a contradiction to her face that looked agonized, they were sweet and sexy and Beth wanted so much to experience what made that whore so happy even with the way he was treating her. Using her to fulfill his nasty wants eventually splattering her with his gratification. Beth reached down and started to rub herself. She could smell her juices with the rest of the smells in the room. She was always very aware of herself when she was aroused, she loved it, wished she could feel this way all the time. Witnessing this act before her, knowing where she was, she was beginning to realize just how much stronger the arousal could grow. She wanted to taste, feel, caress, suck, and fuck cock.
