Beth sits up and rolls off me.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing."
I know better.
"No, really what's going on, Beth? You seemed to be enjoying that."
"Oh Tate, I really was. My body feels so good when you suck on my breasts, especially ... you know ... down there."
I grin. "But ..."
"I feel like such a tease."
"Why?"
"I can feel how hard you are when I'm on top of you. I know you want more. I mean you've had sex before. You could walk out of my room right now and fuck any one of 20 willing girls in this dorm. Yet, here we are. Me keeping my panties on and refusing to let you take your boxers off."
I chuckle.
"What's so funny?"
"Just thinking about the first time I almost got your top and jeans off."
She blushes. "Oh, that."
"Yes, that."
A couple weeks after we started dating, Beth and I were lying in bed in my dorm room and things got pretty heated. I had unbuttoned and unzipped her jeans and started unbuttoning her blouse, and then she suddenly stiffened and said no. She straightened her clothes and took off. About a half hour later, she texted and asked me to come to her room. Turns out she was wearing "granny" panties and bra and didn't want me to see her in them, especially since she's a bigger girl. Like really big, but I like that.
Beth is beautiful but doesn't think so. She was bullied and ostracized in high school because of her weight. I'm her first boyfriend. She knows I've had sex with my ex-high school sweetheart and a couple girls since starting college. Beth, on the other hand, is about as virginal as they come. She's never even masturbated. In her own words, "why should I touch myself when no one else wants to?"
So for the past few months, I've been convincing her that she is beautiful. After her confession about her granny underwear, I insisted that she let me take her shopping. We went to a store that specializes in women's sizes, and we picked out a bra and underwear set we both liked. At first, she was embarrassed and uncomfortable about having me there. But she quickly got over it when she realized that the sales associates, also plus size women, were jealous of her. Not only did she have a good looking boyfriend but he was there helping her pick out sexy underwear.
We picked out a tasteful emerald green set to match her green eyes and auburn hair that she cuts in a pixie style. She's wearing the panties now, which are bikini cut, showing her nice thighs and hinting at the luscious ass beneath. The bra's discarded on her floor now, but it's nice too. It shows just the right amount of cleavage. I can slip the cups down and suck on her nipples - something she really enjoys.
"Don't change the subject," she chastises.
"Which was?"
"Me being a tease."
"Do you ever intend to have sex with me?"
"Yes, when I'm ready."
"Then you're not a tease."
"But it could be a year from now."
"Or it could be tonight."
"No. I mean we haven't even seen each other completely naked."
"I was just joking, and I can't wait to see you naked."
"Really?" Again the self-doubt.