As I step out of the shower to begin my transformation, I grab the large white towel off of the rack and start to pat dry the very wet parts of my body, legs and arms. After getting moderately dry as I begin to wrap the towel around my body. I flip the towel over my head, covering my back, and ass. I grab another towel and gently pat my hair to soak up some of the water. I do have the luxury of being able to have long thick hair, though not as thick as it was in my 20s and 30s. I wrap my hair and stand up straight. If you are going to act the part you have to play the part.
I reach for the razor and shaving gel and sit down at the edge of the tub. I was careful not to dry my legs too much since wetter skin makes the razor glide easier. I apply shaving gel to my legs, lathering my legs one at a time. I grab the fresh razor and start down by my feet, one stroke at a time. First one leg then the other. Lathering up and touching up the area around my cock, I tend to keep that up so it never takes too much time. I remove the towel around my body and start lathering up my chest, the least favorite part of shaving. My favorite being the legs. Who doesn't like to rub their hands over smooth legs? No matter what it seems my chest and stomach grow back twice as fast as everywhere else. I begin to think how far I came, how it started, and where I am going.
When did I become bi? Was it being in a sexless relationship? In your early 20s damn near every guy is horny as fuck. Its so much easier getting a horny guy regardless if they are bi or not. Guys tease each other all the time about sucking their dick, pulling it out and showing other guys to 'scare' them. Maybe even while watching a porno together the cocks come out and they masturbate. "Just don't look!". But everybody does. We always used to play with each others cocks. Wasn't that normal? Was that it?
But as I sit I look back to the first real encounter... Yahoo chat rooms. Had a girlfriend at the time, if you want to call it that. We had a kid together. Refused to work. Was probably doing every guy in the building, at least the neighbor right above us. I do know that for a fact. The only real job she ever had while together was with him. He owned a restaurant, so she waitressed. But later found out that was just an excuse to get together. But I digress. At night when she was work I would check out some chat rooms on Yahoo. Usually "Ohio babes for sex", "Hot Ohio Women, Couples 4U". This particular night they were dead, but one in particular "Youngstown Bi Married Men". 145 people??? I am bored. I need to chat with somebody anyway. So I hit 'Enter Chat', but a whole lot of nothing going on. For 145 guys there is no talking, but then it starts.... IM after IM after IM.... 12 of them in 5 seconds. All of them saying the same...
"Want to suck my dick?"
"Fuck me in the ass?"
Dick pic after dick pic. Never actually thought of doing anything like that before. Even though me and my friend Curt would play with each other, it was never sexual. No handjobs, or masturbating. Never cumming even. Hell I don't even remember being hard, even though i am sure i was.
Getting all kinds of sexy messages, some nice looking cocks, I did notice I was nice and hard myself. Pretty difficult not to with all the sex talk about getting it sucked. So I take my pants down, pull out my cock and start stroking it lazily. Reading about how this guy was going to blow me the lines started to blur between genders. It wasn't a man on the other end. It was just a mouth and tongue that wanted to do things to me that I have never had done to me before. Sure my "girlfriend" sucked my cock about as good as she thought you were supposed to do. She tried sucking my cock like she would a thick milkshake.
It wasn't long until I felt the buildup in my balls, that familiar tightening. I started to feverishly jerk on my cock until I came all over myself. A rushing guilt and embarrassment came over me and I quickly shut the chat window without saying a word and shut down the computer. As I laid in bed that night ashamed at what I felt, I realized that I was stroking my hard cock again. I quickly came again, cleaned up and fell asleep before my girlfriend got home from 'work'.
I stayed out of the chat rooms for a few weeks, mainly out of embarrassment, but had jerked off a few times going over that guys words in my head. How he would run his tongue up my shaft. Lick the pre cum from the head. Play with my balls until I came in his mouth. But sitting one night feeling lonely in need, I fired up the chat rooms again. "Ohio MILFS" empty. "Ohio Sluts" empty. But one in particular was hopping... "Ohio Noob Bisexuals"
I entered to more of the same. Multiple dick pics to my instant messages, all from married guys still in the closet, or just horny guys needing to get off. More messages wanting to see my dick, wanting me to suck on them. Then a familiar user...
"hey! Hru? I thought I scared you away"
Oh my God that was the same guy as a few weeks ago.
"No. Just something I never did before. Got embarrassed" I replied back.
So this conversation went more relaxed. Asking me where I was from, what I did, etc. He was a 39 year old recently divorced male. Damn near twice my age. His wife found out he was bi and quickly filed for a divorce since he "disgusted" her. Kinda harsh I felt, but whatever. So I tell him I am from Youngstown.
He says "No way! I am from Niles!"
Oh no, that's only 10 miles away.
"So, would you like to meet?"
My heart sank. Never I thought.
So I tell him "I don't know about that. I am pretty shy" and especially from someone I just had cyber sex with.
