An Overprotective Mom
Kathryn M. Burke
My name is Amy Watkins. I'm going to tell you a story that shows the bad things that can happen when a mom is too overprotective. Parents, take note!
My first year of college was tough. I felt kind of unprepared, so I just hit the books and had almost no social life. Also, I was stuck in a freshman dorm with a roommate I really didn't like very much, and that kind of soured my whole outlook on life. But at the beginning of sophomore year, I not only celebrated my nineteenth birthday but managed to get an apartment just a few blocks off campus. It was a pretty small place, with only a living room, galley kitchen, and a super-tiny bedroom that barely had enough space for a queen-size bed; but it was my own place, and I didn't have to let anybody in that I didn't want!
One person I did want in the place was Matt Kenney. He was my boyfriend.
At least, I thought of him like that, even though we hadn't done much yet. I'd met him the year before in a history class, and he struck me as fairly nice. Not exactly an Einstein in the brains department, but at least he wasn't an arrogant bastard like so many other guys around campus. In fact, he was really kind of sweet. I know some guys don't like to be called "sweet"--but it's a compliment, you nitwits!
Anyway, I'd decided that after a few weeks of "going out" in the casual way you do in college, it was time for--well, you know.
That's right, folks. I'm a virgin. But I didn't want to be for much longer.
During freshman year, I'd met a lot of girls who were "doing it" with various guys--it almost didn't seem to matter who they were. I mean, here we were, on our own and away from our parents for the first time, and you gotta have fun sometimes, don't you? So I heard all kinds of stories from my friends about how they'd spread their legs for anyone who was available--and there were plenty, believe me! Guys just looking to score at every possible moment. I got the impression that some of these encounters weren't exactly consensual from the girl's point of view, and I didn't want to go that route.
I wanted to control the situation as well as I could, and that meant getting Matt to my place and making sure my "first time" was a truly memorable event.
Well, it certainly was--but not quite in the way I expected.
I planned things for a Saturday night, so we wouldn't have to get up early and go to class the next day. I didn't think I'd have much difficulty persuading Matt to "go all the way." I had a feeling he was more than a little impatient to get things moving along that front, although I knew he was a gentleman and would never force the issue. So I wanted to put him out of his misery.
I'd given a lot of thought to what it would feel like. I mean, it's not the same for boys as it is for girls, is it? Some guys just don't get it. The girl is putting a part of someone else's body--a very important part, at least from the guy's point of view--into herself, and so there's always this sense of being, well,
invaded.
Don't get the idea I'm one of these crazy feminists who think that every act of sex is somehow forced. That's nonsense. In this case, I really wanted it. But I just wished I knew what it felt like. When I asked some of my friends who'd "done" it, they just rolled their eyes and said, "Oh, Amy, there's no way I can describe it!" Thanks a lot! Not helpful at all. I suppose I could have stuck a dildo or a cucumber or something up myself--but for one thing, I didn't have a dildo, and for another thing I didn't want to waste a cucumber in that way. Also, I wanted to keep myself "intact" (if you catch my meaning) for Matt, even if he ended up freaking out over the blood and the mess and stuff. Maybe I'd freak out too, but it's all a rite of passage, isn't it?
So here we were, going back to my apartment after we'd wolfed down some pizza at a nearby Italian restaurant. I'm sure Matt knew what was in store, because he seemed a bit on the jumpy side. For my part, I didn't want him to lunge at me the moment we set foot in my place. I mean, you gotta work your way up to that, don't you? A little romance and cuddling might be nice to start with.
It was a warm day in early October, so we weren't exactly bundled up with a lot of heavy clothes. After I settled Matt down on my tiny couch (really a loveseat--appropriately enough!), I put on a CD of some nice romantic music--and then plopped myself on his lap! He wasn't expecting that, but he didn't make any objections.
I'm a little on the short side--five foot four--but I like to think I have the whole package. I know guys get fixated on boobs and butts and whatnot, but I feel I'm a nice little item from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. And Matt was nice too. He wasn't super-tall (five foot six, I'd say)--and I liked that. I'm so tired of having to crane my neck up to talk to some ridiculously tall guy. I always get the feeling he's looking down at me in every sense of the word. Most of the time, I could look Matt in the eye. And right now, Matt's face was right at the level of my tits!
No wonder he didn't complain.
I was wearing a thin tanktop, but even so I'd gotten a bit hot in it, so the top of my chest (including some hefty cleavage) had a sheen of sweat on it. I think Matt liked that, because he rested his head on my chest and inhaled deeply, as if taking in my body-scent. His body-scent was nice too. He was wearing only a T-shirt and shorts, and I longed to pull that shirt up and get a look at his own chest. There were little tufts of hair sticking up from the neckline, and I liked that. I don't like a
lot
of hair on a guy--makes him look like some kind of animal--but a little is just right.
Well, with the effect of the music and our close embrace, things were moving right along. From where I was sitting on his lap, I began to sense something growing down in the area of his groin. A good sign!
So that's when I said, "Why don't you take my blouse off?"
He looked wide-eyed at me. Was he a virgin too? From certain things he'd said I thought he wasn't, but who knows? Maybe he was just bragging about nothing. Anyway, he seemed pretty nervous when he tugged at my tanktop and lifted it up over my head.
I was wearing a white bra, and he gazed at it as if it was some kind of holy grail. I didn't want to fluster him by having him fumble with the clasps (guys are terrible at taking a bra off!), so I did it myself.
When he saw my tits, his face kind of crumpled up into a weird little grimace that was almost painful. He let out a whispered "Oh!" and placed a hand tenatively on one of my breasts. It's fairly large (32D), and it filled his hand right up. It was firm but also soft, and he bent his head forward and placed his lips on the nipple. He just placed them there, not sucking or licking or anything. I wish he had! My nipples are super-sensitive, and I always play with them (usually twirling them between my fingers) when I pleasure myself.
But there wasn't going to be any masturbation this time! If I came, it was going to be through Matt's efforts, not mine.
He now put his head between my breasts and pressed them against his cheeks. I wondered how he could breathe like that, but he seemed in seventh heaven. Well, this was all very nice for him, but I wanted to move on to the main event. So I pulled his head away, got up from his lap, and, looking straight at him, pulled my skirt (and my panties along with them) off of me.
So now I was naked--the first time in a man's presence! A little shiver went through me, but Matt's reaction was even more amazing. I thought he was going to faint. Guys, I'm not