As with Chapter 1, all characters in this chapter (all chapters) are over 18. There are a few times the characters may think back to when they were younger, but there are no sexual activities in any of those memories.
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The next morning before school I sat on the sofa watching GI Joe and eating a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch. Mom and dad left for work pretty early every day, and mom always woke me on her way out the door. I was Lord of the Manor for one hour and twenty minutes every morning before school. This ruling of the house proved invaluable during the
Beth Debacle
. My best friend Raj Jeffries had coined that name for the whole mess.
"Dutch, Cobra Commander is not here," Destro taunted from the TV.
I swallowed the last bite of cereal and turned the bowl up. Drinking the sugary milk was my favorite part of my morning breakfast. I looked past the bowl at my front door. I could still see the way Beth looked that last morning- tear streaked eyes, hardly brushed hair. 'It is over,' she had said, and offered one last fuck.
I shivered. It was all so surreal. That girl had occupied all my thoughts and affected all my decisions for nearly six months. In less than 24 hours it went from her saying, 'Ok, you're right, I do love you' to me feeling the barrel of a pistol on my temple and finally to her saying, 'It is over' right at my front door. She was already back with Kenny, and she wanted one last fuck from me.
The strangest part is that I understood-, maybe, it was all way too new. I was okay with it all, though. Weird. Now, the whole situation simply excited me anew, and I loved sharing the tale with Abby.
I took my bowl to the kitchen and climbed into my gray Pontiac Grand Am. Two minutes later I waited in Jeffries's driveway. "Hurry up, numb nuts," I called out the window when I saw Jeffries step out of his house.
"I'm trying to give you time to unwad your panties." Raj fell into the passenger side. "What's up?" He put in a Tom Petty tape and turned it up. "Have fun with Abby last night? Hit that shit, yet?"
"No, but things got a bit interesting yesterday." I couldn't hide my grin.
"Do tell." Raj pushed fast-forward. "Let's listen to
Yur So Bad
."
"I was driving out by Eastern Edge. Abby was with me." I started.
"Spell-binding story so far." Raj lit a cigarette.
"Give me one." I did not call myself a smoker at that point. I only ever bummed cigs off Raj, and never bought my own. Raj passed me a Marlboro Light and, after lighting it, I continued, "Kenny Harris drove right by us."
"Did you pop a U-ee and run him off the road?" He blew smoke out the crack atop the window.
"No."
"You should have, pussy." Raj ashed through the window gap. "I told you that night you should have beat his ass. Look at you, over 6', played football-"
"I wasn't any good," I admitted.
"Better than that little bitch, Kenny. What is he, like 5'3"? I'm still disappointed in you. You should have thrown that fucker across the parking lot, pussy." Raj pointed at me.
"He had a gun, Raj." My defense came out as a squeal. "It was against my temple. You might remember." I made a gun with my hand and held it to his temple.
"Whatever, I doubt it was loaded. You could have wiped the floor with that ass then fucked his girl in front of him while he tried to stand up." Raj always jumped at every chance to grieve me over that night.
"Technically, she was my girl then," I corrected.
"Sure," Raj shook his head. "I doubt he would agree. I don't want to talk about her any more. It makes me feel sorry for you like how I feel sorry for Natty." Raj laughed. Natty was the special needs girl we had both gone to school with our whole lives.
"Abby wants me to tell her about it." I could feel Raj staring at me waiting for more. "Kenny actually smiled and waved when he saw me. You believe that?"
"Why does Abby want to talk about it?" he asked.
"It turns her on," I admitted.
"Whatever, weirdo. You and your boring, nerdy girlfriend can while away the hours talking about the girl that used to suck your dick. I don't give a shit." Raj ejected Tom Petty and put in
User Your Illusion II
. Axl Rose had been screeching a bit before Raj spoke again. "Why can't you just let Beth go, bro?"
"I did, man. Seeing Kenny was just a surprise." I wasn't still hung up on Beth.
"But you have never stopped talking about her." Raj hit fast forward. "I want to hear
Don't Cry
before we get to school."
"This version on
two
is better." Guns N Roses
Use Your Illusion
album was really two albums,
I
and