We used to know each other. A few years back. Not intimately or anything, just...cordial. There may have been some tension between us. It was definitely present on my end, though I never did anything about it. He was a grade below me (we were both 18, he just stayed back a year) and I have a strict rule. But I wanted him.
Once, in the hallway of the high school that we met, he walked me to class and lingered at the door. I was safe inside the room, but he was so close...I could feel his body heat resonating off of him. It made me hot. He leaned his face in toward mine and I swore he was going to give me what I wanted; that he would kiss me and take me right there in the hallway. Instead, he looked me directly in my eyes for a couple of seconds, all the while not letting any space come between our faces. And before I knew it, he was telling me to have a nice day and sauntered off.
That's what gets me: the teasing game. The making me want it, but not letting me have it. For the rest of the day all I could think about was him. Picking me up by my ass, my catholic school skirt around my waist, pushing my back against the wall as I bit his lip and he slid my panties to the side. I daydreamed about how he'd enter me from that position. So slowly, so filling. I couldn't concentrate in any class and when I got home I headed straight for the shower, where I relived my fantasy over and over again as I sat on the floor of the tub with my legs wide and masturbated.
I don't think he knew what he had done to me. At school he acted like nothing happened, brushing up against my back every now and then, creeping up behind me to whisper good morning in my ear. He was teasing me. No, he was torturing me. Every time I saw him I had to bite my lip to hold back the tremors of excitement from deep within my feminine parts. And he? Never said a word of any of it.
Years later and we haven't talked much. A "hey stranger" now and then. A few conversations about how he had no idea I wanted him in high school. All meaningless. But now I live alone. I have no one to complain if I have guests over late or make too much noise. Which is exactly what I had in mind to do that night.
I invited him over. My first time seeing him since I graduated high school. I wasn't interested in small talk. But then again I never really am. I wanted what I wanted, and that night it was him. You know that carnival game where you hit the thing as hard as you can trying to make the bell ring? Well that was my heart when I heard a knock at the door. My breath quickened and I think I started to sweat. It was so hot. Everything was so hot. I took a second to try to calm down; did a couple woosahs and shook my hands out. It didn't really work but I figured if I ignored it, maybe he would too.
I opened the door, turning the knob slowly and there he stood looking down at me. He dressed in all black, how'd he know I loved that? I wanted to jump him before even letting him in. My imagination started running wild as he stood there gazing at me until he broke my daydream "can I...come in?" What I wanted to say was "Yes. Yes you may cum...in me." but thank goodness I held that in.
"Uh...yeah. Mhm. Please." He walked a few steps inside, me following closely so I could creepily sniff his back. He smelled faintly sweet, like what flowers SHOULD smell like, with a hint of some kind of manly herb...maybe rosemary? I shut the door behind me with one hand, after which he gently grabbed the other and pulled me into a firm embrace. I laid my head on him, taking in his intoxicating aroma as I heard the vibrations of his voice through his chest.
"Hi" he said lowly. I just sighed. After a few seconds I thought it rude not to respond so I pulled together some of those words that make up small talk.
"How was your day?" I asked him quietly.
"It was chill. I didn't do much. How was yours?"
I separated our bodies so I could examine this man I hadn't seen in so long. This man that stood before me an actual...man. Last time we met he was still a boy, and now...well now his jaw line was even more chiseled (if that were even possible), his sleeves fit snug around his perfect biceps, his voice...oh his voice. I stood there, impressed, then I answered his question. I took both his hands in the both of mine and played with his fingers.
"My day was...boring." I dragged out.