Norah's acting weird today. Different in some way that I just can't explain but the air that surrounds us seems sweeter. Like the smell of chocolate chip cookies baking in the oven, it's warm so I can't complain but I also can't stop thinking about it. I feel consumed with thoughts about the strangest parts of her. Like her hair. I never realized it was so soft until it brushed my arm just now and I can't tell if I'm jealous because I want hair as silky as hers or because I never get to feel it outside of incidences like this one. The thing is we're watching Y Tu MamΓ‘ TambiΓ©n and every time a sexual act colors the screen I can feel my intricately laced panties dampen. The passion in those kisses and the way Ana coaches Tenoch and demands he pleases her as she likes just gets me every time. The thought of someone so experienced teaching me the ropes of an uncharted sexual territory has this way of making me salivate. It has a way of making every part of me drip with desire.
I digress-- basically I'm sure that's what's doing this to me. Or I was sure.
Norah just asked me if I had shirt I could borrow so she can be more comfortable and all of me wants to give her the most sheer and black top I have. I have no idea how this thought entered my mind but I'm finding my mind wander more and more around her. I am finding myself lost in the image of her in that shirt. The immaculate image of her small perky boobs lifting the material further up her body to reveal more of that muscular stomach of hers. The thought of her nipples poking out to say hello amuses and entices me simultaneously. I have never felt a sexual urge come over me quite like this and I know I shouldn't be having these thoughts. It's not only the fact that Norah is a girl but I also have a boyfriend.
A boyfriend who I love and I would not want to stray from. But what if I'm not into boys... I mean that's a pretty fine reason to act on such urges. I don't feel trapped in my relationship and my boyfriend has always told me I have free range when it comes to a sexual act with a girl. I have always been so quick to deny the existence of those urges but in this moment I just want to forget about David and rip this girl apart. I want to blame it on the fact that I haven't seen him in a week and I just want to cum no matter who is causing it but something is telling me that I am actually attracted to this girl. Plusβone small kiss won't hurt anyone.