My boyfriend picked me up around five, kicking up dust in the trailer park turn around. We were going into town that night, town being little more than a park, a bank, a library, and a McDonalds. We started with the park.
He told me he liked my outfit, even though I hadn't tried all that hard on it--a black tanktop, tight jeans, and sandals, with a lot of makeup to top it all off. It made me feel like a whore, but in a way I enjoyed. It made me feel like the one who gets bought first every night. It was our second date, and I planned to suck his dick.
Listen, I know what you're thinking, but we've all been there--well, I have, anyway--and by
there
I mean poor enough to think a movie ticket, some fries, and a coke were fair exchange for head. My head, the one with pretty pink lips, perfect pale skin, and seafoam blue eyeshadow.
I had never seen a dick before except on the internet. I had made it through highschool and a year of retail (while everyone I knew went to uni) remaining a complete virgin. I had practiced though. First on my hairbrush, able to touch my nose to the bristles after a few months, and later, when I had my own job, on a toy. For about $9.37 I was going to go balls deep.
I meant to do it in the park, but he was oblivious. Every attempt to lure him off the path and into the woods was met with a comment about how pretty I was, or how cool the sunset looked. He walked along with his thumbs in his belt. On the first date I had thought this was cute, but now, when I wanted the belt off, it was aggravating. When I looked at his thumbs I salivated a little. The sun kept glinting off his belt buckle. Before I knew it, we completed two laps through the park and were off to McDonalds.
He put his hand on my thigh and asked what I wanted. I wanted chicken nuggets and honey mustard sauce. Having the warm sack of grease in my lap made me feel like a queen, and I ate it with as much elegance as one can manage in a drive-thru. Still, I dripped a little sauce on my chin.
He started the drive out of town while I ate, taking us to a hill with a better sunset view. When he finished his burger, he put his hand back on my thigh and stared out the windshield. I put my hand on his thigh, then leaned over and squeezed his crotch with the other.
He kissed me a little more roughly than I expected, since he was so chaste on date one. I ran my tongue over his lips trying to outdo him and felt a gasp of surprise. I put my fingers on his chin and pushed him back, then pressed them to his lips.
I took his hand off my thigh and opened my mouth, laying my tongue out flat. I pressed the pad of his finger to my tongue as if I were taking his prints then wrapped my lips around him. I did each one in turn, sucking until they shined in the last of the sunlight.
He looked a little confused. I giggled and batted my eyelashes.
"It's a thank you," I said. "For taking me out for dinner."
"Well, it felt good."
He went to wipe his hand on his jeans. I stopped him, pressing my fingers to his wrist. I moved his hand to the back of my head.
"Pet me."
He ran his hand through my hair. As he started to feel more comfortable, he scratched his nails gently against my scalp.
"It feels nice," I told him
"Yeah?"
"Will you do that for me when I'm being good?"
"What counts as being good?"
I turned toward him, pulling my knees and feet up onto the seat and tucking them under my butt.
"Let me show you."