Of course she could stop this any time she wanted. But why on earth should she? She loved playing with the sow concept, and listening to sow Lauren on the CDs was soothing and erotic. Meantime, Carl was fascinated with her, and she could not believe her luck to have so much attention from her boss, bringing her home of an evening and taking such good care of her. Oh no, she would be stupid to bring this to an end. And then there was the clit pump he bought for her. She dreamed about it at night and daydreamed about it in the office, it distracted her and her body demanded more. By the time the working day had ended she was excited and dripping in anticipation. She couldn't wait for Carl to take her home to listen to her lessons while she gently pumped away at her clit.
It had become a ritual, and the most important part of her day. She recognised that little by little everything else was something she just had to get through until that moment. It was not right, she should do something about it, but not just yet, surely she could enjoy this a little longer.
Lesson 2: Pleasure of yielding milk
Welcome to your next lesson! You are doing really well, and by now you should hopefully feel that tingle of excitement we all feel when we think of ourselves as a sow. I hope you are also convinced how important this role is to society and how good you will feel about yourself doing something so important for others. Listen to your body and learn to appreciate it, follow your nature rather than fight it and you will feel all the pleasure nature intended for you. Nothing else will seem so worthwhile. In this lesson I want to give you a glimpse of the physical pleasure you will feel along with the intellectual understanding of your sense of purpose. Yielding your milk is a very physical pleasure, and you will experience some of that sensation in this lesson.
You need a large jug of water and a glass. For this lesson you are going to drink a glass of water every half hour, and most important: you must not go to the bathroom under any circumstances until instructed to do so. This is the first time you will subject yourself to an external authority, but you will see later that by acceding to it, you will derive a freedom you have lost for far too long. This is part of today's lesson too: relinquishing yourself to another person's authority. You will experience the liberation that comes with submission, and the immense pleasure when you succumb. Growing up didn't you have to learn to take responsibility in your life, whether you wanted to or not? Wasn't it from that time that you started to worry about whether you were getting things right? All that worry just inhibits us from following our natural responses. We lose touch with ourselves. As a sow we yield responsibility to our handler which frees us to respond naturally, care-free, releasing the enormous pleasure trapped inside our sow bodies.
Have you drunk your first glass of water yet? Well what are you waiting for? Then come back and settle down to listen to the next part!
Katie loved the sound of sow Lauren's voice describing to her the pleasures of yielding. She knew she wanted to and that it was her own inhibitions of letting go that prevented her experiencing complete liberation. She ran to get her jug of water and there in the kitchen, Carl had already prepared a large jug of water and a tall glass also full of water.
"Drink up," he said as he carried on preparing the food. Katie wondered how he knew what she wanted, but she was eager to get back to her lesson and pump at her clit some more. She drank down the glass in one long swig, gulp upon gulp of it. The water felt cold as it pulsed down her throat. She went back to her room and lay back upon the bed, her hand already aligning the pump with her clit as she pressed play.
The water you are drinking acts like the milk your body will produce as a sow. As the day progresses, your body will slowly build up a reservoir of milk inside you in much the same way as continuing to drink the water fills your bladder. As time passes, you will feel exactly the same sense of gradual tightness and tension inside your body as if your udders were collecting milk. From now on, at least until you finish these lessons, you must keep to this regime of drinking a glass of water every half hour and as you drink think of your sow body gradually accumulating all this fluid inside your udders. It will give you such a serene sense of purpose. As the tension builds you will experience those sweet sensations in your body, the growing desire for relief, that pleasant tingle as you hold the waters back. Concentrate your mind on picturing yourself as a milk factory, your body is designed for the production of milk, and you are slowly producing that vital milk for everyone. It is natural, it just collects inside you. Drinking your glass of water every half hour will simulate the slow accumulation of milk inside your udders.
Now go about your day and set a timer to ring every half hour. Keep it by the jug of water so you can reset the alarm once you have drunk your next glass of water. When you start feeling the urge to use the bathroom try holding the liquid in. Feel the sense of strain and how your thoughts turn more and more to your need, unable to focus upon anything else. You are experiencing precisely what a sow experiences as milking time approaches. Milking time becomes the most essential part of the day and as it approaches the sow will be incapable of doing anything except thinking about its milking. Its mind is taken over by its need for release and how it will endure that period of waiting, longing to be taken into the sheds, to feel the suction cups drawing their milk from them. The sows mind is utterly dominated by its purpose. The longer you can go, the closer to that experience you will have, and the associated pleasure each time will push you a bit further, to experience more.
See how long you can go, and when you feel your resistance approaching breaking point, come back and listen to the next part of your lesson.
