Carol
"Come on, you may as well tell me," my wife grinned. We had just finished making love and often shared our fantasies just before or after orgasm. I was feeling a bit shy because I had fantasised about one of her workmates.
"If you really want to know, I thought about Carol," I half mumbled.
My wife giggled - "you don't know Carol, she's a bit weird."
"I was just fantasising - that's all," I protested.
"I could put in a good word for you if you like" she grinned, "you have a birthday coming up, I know that she'd come to the party as it were. I could watch - I'd probably get more out of it than you would."
"Seriously?" I asked.
"Like I say, you don't know Carol," came the reply "I could introduce you if you like." she said and I noticed that her grin was a bit cheekier than usual. "She has trouble finding partners in crime."
It was true, I did have a birthday coming up - my fortieth. We'd joked about how to celebrate, my wife (Ruth) had suggested a minute's silence. I had noticed Carol some months previously. It was hard not to notice Carol, she was a few years younger than my wife and we met briefly at a works dinner. It was formal but Carol had chosen to wear a see through black top that left little to the imagination and had made the ensemble complete with some interesting jewellery. Despite working in a corporate environment, Carol had both nostrils pierced and delicate chains linked those rings to her ear lobes, I thought that's why my wife had said that Carol was a bit weird. Whatever, she was very good looking and until now I had put her out of my mind. I decided to go for broke,
"I'm game if you are," I said, Ruth laughed and said she would arrange a meeting over coffee.
I felt a little excited and also a sense of trepidation, what did Ruth know that I did not? I ran through the possibilities in my mind. Supposing Carol was into S&M - would that be so bad? After all you can't say that you don't like cabbage if you have never had any. I could always back out, true there would be a certain loss of face but I could live with that. I knew that she wasn't a lesbian but maybe she was bisexual, that could be fun. The thought of Carol distracted me from my work all that week until 5 o'clock on Friday. Ruth met me after work, at the pretentious coffee bar about 20 minutes from my office. We found a table and ordered a couple of coffees while we waited for Carol to join us.
"So what's so weird about Carol?" I asked.
"She can tell you that" Ruth answer with a grin "Whatever it is, I doubt that you would cope with it."
I thought of Carol and all her appealing physical attributes - and realised that the attraction was not just physical, Carol had an engaging personality and I had the impression that she would be interesting, I just wasn't sure how.
Ruth and I made small talk until Carol turned up about 50 minutes later. It was obvious that she must have been very good at her job, otherwise her dress eccentricities would not have been tolerated. Carol really wasn't into small talk, and, after introductions had been made, she got straight to the point.
"Ruth tells me that you might be up for something a bit different sex wise," she said.
A few heads on the next table turned for a quick glance and then turned back.
"I might be, it depends what you had in mind," I replied, keeping my voice quiet and low.
"Guess then," she grinned
"Threesomes?" I said hopefully.
"Probably not the kind that you would prefer," she said.
"BDSM?" I ventured.
"Not as such," she responded.
"Watersports?" I guessed.
"Getting closer," she answered, "but not quite."
"Rimming?" I suggested, hoping that she would say no.
"In part," she smiled.
"I may as well give up and you can tell me then," I said, my patience and imagination coming to an end. "What is it?"
"I want complete and utter devotion for the duration of the sex act. I want a man to be so turned on and so involved that he will endure anything in order to be allowed the privilege of coming inside me. - No pain, no permanent damage, not even temporary reminders and marks. Tell me, what do you know about Salvador Dali?" she asked.
"Surrealist painter," I answered " I think he used to get off by masturbating over his wife while she was being fucked by another man."
"Partly right," she said, "he also said that that if you really loved someone, if you were really devoted to them, you would eat their shit. That thought has stayed with me for twenty years or more. That's the sort of devotion that I want. Judging by the expression on your face I am guessing that it is not your thing."
Ruth grinned and gave me her "told you so look."
"It can't be healthy," I protested.
"There are very few health risks provide that the donor is healthy. I assume that you have had your hepatitis shots?" she asked.
I nodded,
"Not a problem then," she said dismissively.
"But the taste..." I grimaced.
"If you were to approach it from a standing start, then yes it would be a deterrent. But getting into it gradually when you are aroused is a different thing entirely. You would watch me getting more and more excited and that would make you more aroused too. The taste would delay your orgasm and increase the duration and depth of my pleasure.
Let me give you a scenario; I would line up five shot glasses and five, one inch spheres. The first glass would be pure white wine and the last would be my urine, the first sphere would be 100% chocolate and the last my shit, only my shit. Every time that you look like you are approach the point of no return then I would offer you something to eat and drink. You would be able to back out after the first serve or any point thereafter. But you don't get to come inside me unless you are prepared to go all the way. Ruth is more than welcome to watch." She concluded, draining her cooling coffee in a single gulp.
Ruth looked at me querulously with her eyebrows raised.
"I would need time to think about that," I replied "possibly a lot of time."