It was a lot for my young mind to handle. I guess, as a shy nerd, 'we' probably put certain women on pedestals, worship them to an extent and overly romanticize what any type of relationship would be. And then when you get the girl you want, and she changes you, your life and path forever, so quickly and unlocks something in you that you didn't know existed... well, it was a lot to handle. We were a couple but, at the same time, we weren't.
Jessica had literally just pimped out my cock for 60 cheap beers. I was enamored with her, but I knew it wasn't love. I was dumb but wasn't THAT dumb. I just knew we'd have this summer together. Fucking one another... and her probably teaching me more things, or, both, learning on the go or on the fly.
As silly as this sounds, we were out on her trampoline. It was fairly private, out of the way and with protected views. We were star gazing and she was snuggled in my arms. My arm wrapped around her waist, my fingers sneaking under her panty line.
"Mmm, that's right, Ricky. Get my button."
I eased my fingers up and down her slit, scooping up her wetness from her hole with my middle finger and bringing it back up to her clit. Rubbing it in. Teasing her gently. Her eyes closed.
I wanted to try to get the mental edge.
"What is it you get off on, Jess? Me, my dick? My dick fucking some random skank?"
She was silent until the last question where she groaned. She didn't answer me.
"Did you like watching my cock get buried in a dirty pussy?"
"Ungh." Was all she stated. I started going through the numbers, then letters, on her clit. I knew I was getting her closer and closer to the edge.
"Did you like watching me leave her full of cum?"
That did it. She came on my finger - but still didn't answer me. She rolled on top of me. Straddling me. Her wet twat separated from my quickly growing anaconda by a few layers of cotton.
"I told you, Ricky-Dicky. You're going to be my Skank-Hunter."
"I really just don't know what the fuck that means, Jess."
"We've fucked a lot, and you're getting better, but you mostly fuck well because," she tossed and flicked her hair arrogantly, again, "I'm doing most of the work."