I have been on edge all week since my confession to my husband. I have been so nervous I have just about completely lost my appetite. It had all gone a little crazy last Friday evening when my husband, Steven, was on our computer and using the internet. I heard him call my name and I sauntered into the study wearing only a towel as I had just exited the shower.
"What is this?" he asked, a small grin on his face.
"What is what? I responded, moving around the desk so I could see the screen. What I saw just about caused me to faint. On the screen was one of the adult websites I had been perusing this afternoon prior to Steven arriving home.
"And this?" Steven flashed up yet another of the adult sites I had visited.
I shut my eyes in embarrassed confusion. Normally I wipe out the addresses of these websites from our browser so there is no trace of the sites I had visited, but today the phone interrupted me and I plain forgot. I could see from Steven's demeanour he was not outraged by my behaviour, but was clearly very curious as to why his wife was surfing adult sites on the web, particularly as he did not see me as the sexually adventurous type.
I didn't want to discuss it, but Steven took my hand and pulled me down to sit on his lap.
"Angela, all these sites you have been looking at deal with submission and humiliation. If this is something you are interested in why have you not shared this with me?" Steven was clearly a little hurt.
As ego crushing as it was, I blushingly confessed to my husband that for the past few years I had fantasised about being humiliated, but was too embarrassed to admit to such thoughts as they were so perverted. Steven was curious and asked me several probing questions about my fantasies, which I shyly answered.
As Steven continued to question me I could feel his manhood growing hard and realised he was sexually excited by the conversation. We had not made love for several weeks so I reached under my lap and unzipped his trousers, freeing one very erect penis. Throwing off my towel in an uncharacteristic display of uninhibited nakedness I sat down again on his lap, guiding his penis deep into my vulva.
What followed was one of the best lovemaking sessions we have had for many years.
Afterwards we remained in a seated embrace, his penis still within me. It was then that he whispered in my ear he was going to help me fulfil my fantasy. I gave a little laugh in response, thinking he was just joking with me.
But he wasn't joking. In fact he had already formulated his little plan.
"For the next six weeks I am going to set a task designed to humiliate you. I will inform you of the task on Monday and you must complete that task before the end of the week. If you do not complete the task you will be punished by a person other than myself. If you agree, you must stay in the game for all of the six tasks." Steven was smiling broadly, obviously delighted with his kinky ingenuity.
Steven's little game was so far removed from our previously conservative sexual conduct that I just stared at him agog, almost disbelieving what I had heard.
"Yes or no?" Steven persisted
"Steven. Let's discuss this further. I need to know what these tasks are likely to be before I agree to them." I was very apprehensive.
"No you don't. Not knowing will add to the excitement. And anyway, I am sure you would not agree if I told you now."
Steven could not stop himself smiling as I squirmed anxiously on his lap. Incredibly I could feel his penis growing hard inside me again, which only served to re-ignite my passion, which probably made me much more adventurous than normal.