We both woke up at the same time. The sun was streaming in and I had forgotten to shut of my alarm clock.
We were spoon-fashion. She was snuggled up in front of me and nestling. It was a contrast to the dominant woman-in-charge who she was last night. It was very cozy and nice. She made sure to grind against my cock.
"Mine!" she growled.
That was more like the dominant woman-in-charge who she was last night.
We rolled toward each other, still in embrace. She kissed me, and wriggled against me.
"Mmmm. That was quite a night," she said, satisfied. "Did you like it?"
"Oh, yes," I stated enthusiastically.
Fact of life, I really did. I'm not sure why, but it just felt really good on many levels. I was feeling something powerful for her while feeling powerless to resist her. I ground against her body.
"Mmmm...good," she purred. "You're just what I've been wanting. Now let's get this day going," she commanded.
I started to take off my sweater.
"Uh Uh. Leave it on," she directed.
I reached for pants.
"Not now. I want you naked except for the sweater," she insisted.
I complied. She smiled slyly and made a little purring sound.
She rummaged around in my closet and came out wearing a cashmere, a favorite of mine, very soft, and very nicely shaping her lovely body, erect nipples beaming through. She slipped into her jeans, which were good jeans for her, and some simple, flat shoes.
"Where's your CD player?" she wanted to know.
"Near my desk," I told her.
She had more homemade music CDs to which she insisted that I listen. Not that I didn't like the music and the mixes she programmed, I did, but it was a little weird. I like all sorts of music, and she managed to pick some of my favorites in every genre, which seemed a little metaphysical, but I figured that we just have similar taste. Her obsession with my listening to these CDs had me curious, but I felt that I couldn't resist and that I should do as she suggests. She made them for our enjoyment. I should appreciate that.
She put a CD in the player. Music played.
Planning ahead for our sleepover, I had potatoes already boiled to make home fries, eggs, nice sausage, fruit. We got pastries and treats at the store the night before. I had good coffee.
I was feeling so dirty, hustling around the kitchen in my very large, extra-long turtleneck sweater, damp with sweat from having slept in it, a splash of dried cum across the front. I was in my bare feet. She sat, fully clothed, watching me, teasing me.
She made a point of coming up behind and feeling my ass while I prepared the meal. She ground her hips against my ass, and giggled. She reached around and played with my nipples. I couldn't resist her. She grabbed my cock. I squirmed a bit and ground my ass against her. She got kinda hot.
"Mmmmm... I love how you go along with my little games," she said, in a low, sexy voice. "I like owning you and making you do what I want."
I was dizzy, but I couldn't help liking it, feeling slutty, being owned by her. It was a very sexy. It was a fun sex game.
In my experience, crazy, hot sex in a relationship will mellow after a few months, and if there is a bond between the two when the heat dissipates, then there is most likely love and true connection. Sometimes, the heat dies down and so does the interest. When I thought about the possibility of our relationship fizzling, I started to feel anxious. That was not like me.
While I was cooking, she was sitting on a kitchen chair. She started to masturbate and insisted that I watch. My interest in what she was doing was becoming very evident under my giant sweater. She told me not to touch my hard on, and just watch. I watched.
She stroked her clit over and over and finger fucked her pussy and convulsed and jerked while she came like a tornado. It was hot to watch, and her actions were having incredible effects all over my mind and body.
It was an odd exhibition, though. She became a primal being arousing herself, clearly to achieve an orgasm for herself, but also to taunt me, tease me, and arouse me, maybe even intimidate me a little.
I have had girlfriends masturbate while I watched before, as part of foreplay or another tantalization. This was not the same as that.
Amongst all the different relationships in which we find ourselves, the roles we play vary from relationship to relationship, at least slightly. In my life, roles have been mostly traditional with some minor variations. It was not typical of me to give myself over.
This was very different from any role I've ever played. I felt like she was overtaking me and I was somehow letting it happen, and wanting it.
She wanted to masturbate again. I was cooking, so she moved her chair closer to me. Her nipples were nearly tearing through the cashmere sweater she was wearing.
She looked deep into my eyes. She swirled her fingers over her nipples and shuddered. She slipped a hand into her pants and pumped her fingers. She pushed her pants down past her knees.
She was inches from me. Her mouth was watering. It looked like an aroused cunt. My cock was stroking against the wool of the sweater as my hard on rose up. She reached for it with her free hand.
"Look at you, barefoot and naked except for a giant sweater all over your body," she taunted. "Cooking my breakfast and being the object of my arousal." She was slyly. "You like it. I can tell," she said.
Fact of life, it was very compelling. I was enjoying it. It was like waves washing over me.
Physically, this relationship was incredible, sexy, arousing. Emotionally, I was feeling more and more reliant on her, agonizing in her absence, tingling from head to toe in her presence, and in increasing compliance with her increasingly erotic wishes.
I felt so dirty, but I was feeling more and more that being the object of her arousal, being dirty for her, being available to her whims was what I was supposed to be doing. It made me feel good to be part of such dirty, shameful things. I was finding it hard to believe these thoughts were in my head. How did they get there?
I began to feel like she was my keeper. I was feeling safer near her than away from her. It was so hard to understand what was happening to me. I was becoming confused.
She was playing with my cock while I was in that spell-like trance. I couldn't tell where she began and I ended. I couldn't tell the planet I was on, even.
She took my cock in her mouth as she was cumming and thrust it down her throat. After some strokes with her velvety esophagus, she stopped.
"You don't get to cum yet," she informed me, breathily. "That'll be later."
She looked like she was in total ecstasy. She told me to lay a wad of spit on her fingers. I did.