Part II
I got back into my routine and Thursday sent out my reminder texts for my two massage clients. One in the morning and then Louise in the afternoon. I wondered if she would cancel. Would she show? How would it be going back to her being a massage client after her fucking me in the swing? Almost immediately I got a text back from Louise confirming her appointment and asking if we could do 90 minutes instead of 60. I agreed. I didn't have any clients after her.
She showed up a few minutes early. I had decided to play it as if nothing had happened since her appointment just 7 days ago. What happens on retreat stays on retreat, right? Right away I could tell something was different. It was hard to pin down, but definitely different. She had always been reserved and shy. At first I only worked on her back and she kept on her pants. Over time she at least was able to undress to her panties under the sheets. Today she looked a lot more relaxed. Her clothing was different, her hair, her makeup. Nothing huge, but small things.
"You look very relaxed already," I said. "What can I do for you today?"
"I've been re-evaluating a lot of things. I'm trying to get rid of things that don't serve me anymore. I want to be more open to things and expand my horizons."
"That sounds wonderful," I said. "And today?"
"I'd like you to focus on more of a relaxation or sensual massage. I'm not sure what the right word is. Probably not sensual. But I want less therapeutic and more relaxation and touch for the sake of touch."
"Ok. Light pressure, slower, longer, gentler?" I suggested.
"Yes. Anything you think would be more pleasure based."
"Got it. You want to go downstairs and get ready. I'll wash my hands and join you in a moment."
She went down and I washed my hands and got my oils. I was glad I was in my cage. She looked really good today and I was getting aroused. I went down and grounded myself and lay my hands on her back. When I was ready I peeled back the top sheet and blanket. Normally it is easy to undrape the back till you see the edge of the underwear. Except this time she wasn't wearing any and I almost went too far. She has really relaxed apparently. I gave her a long, slow gentle massage. I spent time on her feet and also added scalp massage. It was probably close to two hours by the time I finished. I did my normal closing and told her I would meet her upstairs.
I was waiting at my kitchen table with a glass of water for her. She came up with "massage face" and gratefully took the water and sipped.
"That was wonderful. I'd like my future massages to be that style," she said.
"I'm glad you enjoyed. We will focus on relaxation then."
Louise looked thoughtful for a moment.
"I don't know how you feel about it, but I'd like to talk sometime about last weekend. I have a few questions."
"Sure," I said. I was so hard in my cage. Not just from remembering last weekend but working on her body and wondering what she wanted to talk about.
"We could meet for coffee or a drink. Although it might be a conversation better held in private."
"Whatever you would like," I said.
"Can you talk now?"
"I'm done for the day. I can."
Louise sat at the table. I went to the kitchen and got a full pitcher of water and some lemon slices. I sat across from her and waited for her to start.
"I think you know that I had led a pretty sheltered life. My husband was my first boyfriend and I had been alone since he died."
I nodded.
"And we had a pretty basic sex life. I wouldn't share this with you if you hadn't been at the Body Retreat. Working with the SBW's made me realize that I wanted more physical touch and pleasure in my life."
I made a noncommittal noise. I didn't want to interrupt. She had been looking at her water glass. Now she looked at me.
"Also....what we did really affected me. You were blindfolded so you probably don't know, but in the demonstration, I spanked you and took part in all the sensation play. I was really attracted to the impact play and the way I felt when I did the hot wax and other things."
"Ok," I said.
"I've decided to work weekly with Gillian. We are going to continue doing some Sexological Body work."
"That's a wonderful idea. She is really talented."
"Yes. I want to know if you are interested or available for some work?"
"I'm not an SBW. I'm just a massage therapist."
"I want to continue seeing you weekly for massage. I want to know if you do sessions like you did at Pamela's retreat."
"You mean as a servant? Or as a masochist?"