Another month ended with a heavy envelope from Cam. He said that the website was going very well. I had over 700 subscribers. About 30 had sent tributes and Cam had rewarded them with dirty panties, socks, and sweaty gym clothes. A few weeks ago, I had complained to Cam that I was shopping more than I was going to school and that we needed to come up with a better way to do things. Cam, needless to say, had an immediate solution. He said that from this point on, he would buy all my clothes. He knew my size and he knew what sold best. He said he had found a site online from China that sold clothing in bulk, and he could get things there for pennies a piece. That's my Cam always looking out for the bottom line. I gladly agreed to his plan.
As we discussed how much I had made that month I asked Cam a pointed question. It was obvious that there were thousands of shy lonely men out there, willing to spend hard earned dollars to buy my smelly clothes. Cam had proved that. But why? I asked Cam to explain. Cam quickly became Cam and got animated. He said that men had become emasculated over the last twenty years. Men use to be men, rough, gruff and rude. Society had changed and had become feminized. It was no longer acceptable for a man to tell a woman she looked good. Worse yet, touch a woman without getting a ten-page permission slip signed and notarized beforehand. Now a days, it was just easier to jerk off to porn. The alternative was terrifying. He said that being accused of sexually assaulting or raping a woman was more feared than death.
My mouth dropped. I told him how frustrating it was to be a girl. Men seemed distant and afraid to speak to us. We spent our days focusing on body issues and questioning what was wrong with us. I told him that my girl friends all had vibrators and dildos and used them regularly but desperately wanted to feel the touch of a real man on them and inside them. Cam looked at me and said it was my fault. I responded quickly by asking him why it was my fault. He said that when women demanded their rights, a certain group of women pushed the envelope too hard and ruined it for both sexes. So, now its jerking to porn, vibrators, dildos, and loneliness. My mind was spinning. How the fuck did we get here?
I pushed further. I asked Cam what kind of pleasure a guy would get jerking off to my dirty clothes. In his animated way, he told me that it was very exciting. I responded by telling him to show me. His eyes became as wide as saucers, and he froze. I reached into my laundry bag and pulled out an especially dirty pair of panties and threw them at him. Jerk off, I demanded. Show me what you and your customers do to get off. Cam looked like a deer in the headlights back at me and asked, "really?" I pointed to his crotch and demanded for him to jerk off.