Last night my wife and I discussed a more formal female led relationship. We've role played with it from time to time. My desire for regular FLR hasn't interested her previously. But now, she agrees it may have benefits that haven't obvious and is open to trying. I've decided to journal our experience here.
Brief history: I've known I am submissive since my early 20s. My then girlfriend and I enjoyed porn magazines together. Whenever we saw a guy having his face sat on or sucking on toes, I'd get hard. As my girlfriend learned of it she played along forcing me to please her, teasing me into light bondage, even some spankings. Her favorite, having me suck my freshly deposited cum out of her pussy. Ever since I've looked for times to be submissive to the woman I'm with.
My wife is not wired as dominant, but enjoys the role in doses. We're both busy professionals, kids grown and on their own. She has rarely given me a blow job, not her thing. I love sucking pussy, to her delight. Otherwise sex has always been simple and satisfying, with occasional role play to spice it up. She likes the idea of me simplifying her busy day playing a submissive servant like role and decide what we do when.
I think what we are embarking on is Sensual FLR. Loving and caring with the expectation I serve her needs for less burden of the routine and her sexual satisfaction is prioritized over mine.
After last nights discussion she lay in bed surfing on her phone while I rubbed her back. When she rolled onto her back without discussion I slid down and began licking her pussy. She didn't acknowledge me for 10 minutes or more. Then one hand found the back of my head and the other set her phone down.
"You enjoying my pussy?" She asked.
"Yes indeed," I mumbled, my mouth being held tight to her pussy.
"In the morning you'll get to do this again!" She stated seductively.
I moaned at her directive. My tongue worked and slurped up her growing wetness. Well it did until she pushed my head several inches away from her delicious pussy.
"Maybe you should just watch," she began fingering her clit. "Hmm, would you like that?"
