Never meet your heroes. That's what they always say, and I think I've learnt my lesson. Obviously people more often say this about actors, musicians or authors. People who can never live up to what you have built them up to be. Not so many people say this about OnlyFans models. And what happens if they turn out to be so much more than you built them up to be...
She's an incredible woman. Tall and pale, her neon pink hair often tied back in a ponytail revealing the blue undercut below. Tattoos flowing across her body, accenting her every curve. Her OnlyFans was mostly pictures of her in various outfits, camera on floor, her audience looking up at her. I still remember the one that first caught my attention. Knee high leather boots, latex black mini skirt and matching corset. A glimpse of her pussy from within the shadows of her skirt. I was hooked.
I was subscribed for years after this, one of hundreds of thousands. She was a top creator, top 0.1%. And I jacked off to her daily. Every morning, every night, and every new post in-between. I was obsessed. The moment I got the notification of a new post I just had to see it, no matter where I was or what I was doing. If not it just played on my mind, and I could think of nothing else till I saw her. The problem with that is each post got me harder than the last, and there was only one way of dealing with that. Before I knew it I'd find myself sneaking off somewhere to secretly jack off to a picture of her showing off her new jet black butt plug or something similar.
One time I was out shopping, grabbing some last minute Christmas presents, I'm sure you can imagine just how busy it was. When I felt the all too familiar buzz in pocket. It got to the point where I could detect the difference in notifications, the second vibrate was a fraction of a second shorter for OnlyFans. My mind started racing, picturing her in hundreds of new outfits, doing countless different things. I had to see it. I quickly found a quiet corner of the store and whipped my phone out. A short 5 second clip of her kneeling on the floor, bouncing on a huge black dildo. She was wearing strappy black lingerie, holding her perfect tits in place as they bounced with her. She threw her head back in pleasure as one hand rubbed her clit and the other played with her pierced nipple. Oh My God. I could feel my dick grow immediately. Next thing I knew I was sat in the cubicle of a public toilet unbuckling my jeans, a wet spot already forming on my underwear. Quietly jacking off to her video on loop. Other times I ended up in the furthest corner of a parking lot to quickly jerk it, hoping no-one would see. Or possibly at my most desperate, during a stroll through the park, I retreated from the path as far into the bushes as I could manage to crouch. Desperately making myself cum to a video of her sucking on the very same dildo she had previously been riding.
But it wasn't till the day she sent me a private message that my life really changed forever.
"You are my lucky top 10 subscribers. Longest subscribers and top tippers. As a thank you for all your support over the years here is your chance to finally meet me. β¬500 entry fee will get your name in the pot. The winner... gets to come see me and star in my next video!"
I left work immediately when I read it. No excuses just got up and walked out, straight home. I barely remember the drive, all I could think about was her. Imagine. Me and her, her bouncing on my dick just as she had that dildo. Her moaning MY name in pleasure. I immediately sent over the β¬500 and didn't leave my house for the full two day wait until the draw. I must have jacked off to her 12 times in that 48hrs.
She streamed the draw to all 10 of us live. This part I remember like it was yesterday, she was wearing a full latex dress with a cut out displaying her perfect cleavage. The dress was so tight to her skin you could perfectly make out her pierced nipples underneath. Shuffling our names around in black velvet bag, she pulled one out. You guessed it. Mine. I lost my mind. I had a bag packed and flights to USA (nearly another Β£500) paid for before the end of the day, despite me not needing to fly out for another 3 weeks. I decided in that time to stop my jacking off to her, I wanted to build up the biggest load I'd ever had to impress her. Coating her face in rope after rope on camera, I couldn't wait. As someone that was previously pleasuring themselves at least 2 times per day this was quite the challenge. But the thought of what was to come, pun intended, saw me through.
The moment my plane landed I felt the familiar buzz, she had sent me across the address of the hotel room she had booked out. Also a new post of her laid on a bed, legs spread, playing with her pussy, shaved apart from a neon pink landing strip to match her hair. Captioned: 'All ready, wet and waiting to fuck my lucky top subscriber.' I threw my bag into the nearest cab and headed straight over, not even bothering to check in to my own hotel. I had to keep my bag on my lap for the entire journey, hiding my ever growing erection from the cab driver. It was throbbing so hard in anticipation it felt like it could burst through my jeans. My balls were so swollen and sensitive after denying them release, the pressure of my erection now pressing against them. I could even feel the steady drips of precum leaking out as I pictured myself bending her over and taking her in every corner of the room. Imagining all her other subscribers jacking off to the videos, wishing they were me.
I was finally there. Stood outside the hotel room door. Shaking with nerves, I raised my hand and knocked. I couldn't quite believe it when she opened the door. She looked all the more beautiful in person, astounding. She smiled brightly as she greeted me and I could barely find the words to respond.
"Uh..h.hi."
She chuckled as I stared at her perfect tits pushed together in a red buckled leather bra, she was wearing it with a red leather collar, matching buckled leather panties and black fishnets. My dick throbbed harder as I looked at her, all my dreams personified. She stepped back and let me into the room. An array of tripods were set up holding various cameras and lights all pointing toward the bed, she had laid out a black sheet across it ready for us.
"Thank you for coming, and thank you for being such a great subscriber!"
She leaned in and kissed me on the cheek, her tits brushing across my chest. Even that felt incredible.
"Everything is set up and rolling for us, so I thought if you're comfortable we can get stuck straight in to get any awkwardness out the way then we can hang out for a bit after and film any other bits we have time for?"
I simply gulped and nodded.
"Haha, you'll relax as we get into the swing of things don't worry."
She pulled me forward to stand at the foot of the bed, dropping my bag out of shot. She pulled my top off and kissed me deeply, grabbing the back of my head and pushing her tongue into my mouth. I felt my cock swell as she did. Then the panic set in. Why in God's name had I thought it was a good idea to not jack off for 3 weeks before this. The biggest sexual experience of my life and I was ready to blow before my jeans were even off. She slowly knelt on the ground. Not breaking eye contact as she did, she licked her lips as she began unbuckling my jeans. Fuck, I couldn't even look at her. So unbelievably hot, every second I looked at her brought me closer and closer to blowing my load. She pulled down my jeans.
"Oh.."
She looked at the huge sticky mess of precum that had built, now a large wet spot on my underwear.
"N..no. It's not. I've not. It's."