...betrayal is devastating and gut-wrenchingly painful for a partner who had dreams and hopes of having a healthy and committed relationship. Those dreams are now shattered and the Partner is left with the questions of "Why wasn't I enough?", "How could they do this to me?"; and "Where do I go from here?".
- Partners of Sex Addicts
Elliott kept finding himself feeling angry and it puzzled him. The change in Betty had been in many ways liberating, exhilarating to the extreme and ought to be celebrated he'd thought. Glumly. And it was that creeping feeling of unhappiness that had been surprising him. After years of forced celibacy to be feeling moody that his wife was, to put it mildly, behaving like an unhinged dominatrix on a sex binge? What the hell was up with that?
He noted with a grunt that once again it was a steely gray dawn that greeted him as he prepared coffee. Something had been gnawing at the back of his mind and he'd decided the attempt to drag it out was better than lying in bed staring up at the ceiling.
And once again he'd felt pain in and around his groin. Betty had become even more demanding of him since that first night. And her consumption of the contents from his recently revealed porn stash was becoming alarming. Both in the rate and her seemingly insatiable appetite for even more extreme files.
A blessed cup of coffee poured Elliott stood and stared unseeing out the window over the sink, his thoughts deep and tinged with troubles. Item one. Betty had chucked the idea of sex from their marriage decades ago he mused. Item two. Followed were years of disappointment and frustration with anger built up layer upon layer. Eventually those layers twisted around themselves, then eventually dulled into quiet despair when he'd come to terms with her decision. Item three. With the out of the blue change in his wife he should be feeling all that accumulated anger washed away. Item last. It hadn't and it really distressed him.
He sipped and grimaced. "Yeah" he mumbled. There was that little problem of his wife still manipulating and using him. His feelings were still absolutely irrelevant to her. The night before being a perfect example with Betty gleefully shopping for cock cages and having the time of her life describing the various ones she'd found on line.
And her threat hanging over his head. If he didn't behave, perform to her satisfaction she'd... yeah. She would happily ruin him. Of all the things she'd ever said that one he definitely believed. Nothing really changed Elliott realized. Oh, sure there was now an abundance of sex... but. There wasn't a point in sighing. Too dramatic and who'd care.
The skies lightening, he heard her alarm go off, shrugged. It was Saturday and Betty would spend the day at her office. The reflection of his tight grin mocked him as he turned to pour another cup. At least he had plans for the day with his neighbor.
He trudged to his study and as was her wont Betty showered and dressed for the day leaving without a word to him. Sighing as he heard the door close Elliott mouthed a sarcastic "Bye...". Then went back into the kitchen and after making himself a quick breakfast showered. Cleaned he dressed in work clothes and then left for their next-door neighbors.
Even though it was still early Elliott knew he was expected. Their neighbor, Jane, was a much younger divorcee and she'd become an almost instant buddy right after moving in. She'd been updating and remodeling her house and with Betty rarely around on weekends it became a thing with Elliott helping her out.
Elliott enjoyed his weekend DIY projects with Jane. She'd been a tomboy growing up and that part of her had never left. And her stories about the many misadventures she got into were always so interesting Elliott didn't care if they were true or not.
Jane was - lithe became be the term he'd come to use about his neighbor. Medium height with slim hips and fantastic legs. A cute bubble butt he never tired of looking at - especially if he was holding a ladder for her. Flat chested but with wavy light brown hair - and a face that would really require a serious set of beer goggles to find attractive.
The girl's face was just plain old fashioned ugly. The terms 'plain' or 'girl next door' were euphemisms that got lost when looking at her. Elliott and Jane became buddies because of her looks; Betty figured the woman was safe, probably looked down upon her and would find it hugely funny that anyone would find Jane desirous to bed. Elliott figured it was probably why while Betty wasn't pleased with the friendship she hadn't complained. Elliott viewed that as a bonus; nothing ever said but there was always that hint of frostiness and derision whenever Jane was mentioned.
Whatever. Jane loved it when Elliott, hell when anyone looked at her body and got aroused by it. He knew she was aggressively bi-sexual; hell it made for cock throbbing stories as the two of them would kill a few beers and Jane would get into the minutiae of her sexual life. Slut was a harsh word he ruminated but it certainly fit his carousing neighbor.
He'd been leaving his tools there as of late, which was another good thing. They'd been accumulating with all the work they'd been doing, it made things convenient. He went around to the back of Jane's house, walked up the short flight of stairs to a deck and after crossing it knocked on the door.
After a few minutes it opened and Elliot's eyes opened wide. Jane stood in the doorway dressed in a white midriff baring, very low-cut camisole top. As his eyes trailed down her body he took in the snug cutoff jeans that were just barely there, knee high white socks and light brown work boots. Her mid length hair was tied back into a pony tail and as usual she hadn't bothered with makeup.
The top was tight, Elliott figured it was at least two sizes too small, and molded like a second skin to her tiny breasts. And her large prominent nipples seemed to be pointing directly into his eyes. Considering she was a step above him a quiet voice in his head agreed. Directly in front of his eyes. And damn but she was pulling her shoulders back, pushing those devilishly placed nubbins so achingly close to his face...
Elliott shook his head from side to side and said "You've got to be kidding. How am I going to get any work done with you dressed like that?"