(Author's Note: I know it's been awhile. I'm sorry! Please don't spank me too hard! ;) Anyway this part features some watersports humiliation. I know not everyone is into that so I've marked the scenes to help you skip through it if you'd rather avoid it. It all takes place in (2) and I've written it so you can literally go from (1) to (3) without missing a major story beat. Anyway like I've said before I'd like you guys to tell me what you want to happen later on in the story. Everything's flexible.)
(1)
The comments that the stranger had made about me being slightly chubby got to me. I'm not. I'm curvy. There's a difference but what if Connor thought I looked big when we eventually met? I had emailed him back the next morning to arrange our meeting. He would be in London in five weeks so that gave me some time to at least try to lose some weight. I'm not much for diets but I quick a quick check online to see how much I should be eating vs. how much I actually was. No more chicken wings for me. With my job I didn't have time to go to the gym (and I couldn't go without any underwear on anyway) so I decided there was only one way I was going to get any exercise and that was during sex so whenever a member of staff decided they wanted a quick shag I would literally jump them and do all the work.
I would straddle them and ride them in a way that made them cum so hard that their cum faces looked pained or at least shocked. One guy had me bent over to fuck me doggy style and he didn't even have to anything once he was inside me. I moved back and forth so quick and hard that he had to hold onto my hips to stop me from knocking him backwards. I even offered to give a hand job to whoever wanted one just so I could work on tightening my arms. I was basically using my co-workers as my gym equipment and it was hilarious. Even Jenny was surprised when I took control during one of our sneaky meetings by putting on the strap-on before she had taken off her bra. I think she actually liked me being the guy this time. She certainly liked it when I had her on all fours and pulled on her hair...then again what girl doesn't like that? I sure as hell do.
'Are you OK?' she asked after I had given her the best orgasm I possibly could. She sounded unnaturally concerned and she cuddled up to me, which actually kind of freaked me out. We never did anything other than have sex. There was no cuddling or spooning afterwards. She would usually give me a "well done" pat and go and have a shower to wash the smell of my perfume off her.
'Yeah,' I replied but she gave me a curious look, 'What?'
She shook her head. 'It just felt like you were trying to fuck for England just now,' she replied and gave a tiny smile, 'I was just wondering if anything was bothering you?'
I frowned. 'Last time I checked you were kind of blackmailing me to keep fucking your husband and you,' I reminded her, 'I don't think you're meant to care whether I'm fine or not.'
She actually looked a bit hurt by this and let go of me. She rolled on her back and gave what was meant to look like a dismissive shrug but it wasn't convincing. I rolled onto my side and ran my fingers up her leg.
'Are you OK?' I asked.
'Yeah,' she said with a hint of a smile and I smirked. We had just had a complete role reversal in the space of a minute. 'I just figured we could be friends.'
'You call me your own little cunt slut,' I replied with a laugh, 'And while I weirdly appreciate it...I don't think we're meant to be friends? You're fucking me to secretly get back at your husband and you're having me fuck him so you don't have to. It would be a weird friendship.'
'Well...' she said, considering my words, 'no relationship is perfect,' she said and we both laughed and once we started it was awhile before we stopped.
It was weird. Even though she had been laughing she still managed to sound miserable. She had been less aggressive with me when we were having sex (apart from our visit to the same hotel where David and the stranger had shared me for the night) and somehow I hadn't really noticed it that much. Sure my arse was still red whenever I left the house but it felt like she had been going easy on me. Maybe this was my chance to finally address something I had been meaning to ask her but was afraid to.
'Are you...are you gay or bi?' I asked her and she gave me an unreadable expression, 'I'm just curious. You don't want to sleep with your husband and instead you have sex with me...very frequently and whenever you can find time.'
She swallowed and looked away from me. 'I think I've been gay for awhile...' she replied softly, 'but by the time I realised I was trapped in a life with a man that I hate.'
'Am I the first woman you've ever slept with?' I asked and she nodded.
'I don't want you thinking I've fallen in love with you!' she said quickly, 'I just like your company and...well you are very pretty.'
I smirked. 'But no stunner?'
She laughed. 'Well you're no Kelly Brook. But you are sexy. You have that girl next-door vibe. You look like you could be all innocent but at the same time you're filthy as hell.'
I nodded I agreement. 'True,' I said and looked down at the strap-on I was still wearing. I took the plastic dick in my hand and started rubbing it. 'Do you think it's weird for guys to have dicks? For them I mean? Do you think they look down at it and are just like "oh that's funny looking".'
She started laughing again. 'No. I highly doubt it. They spend more time thinking with their dicks than thinking about it.'
'Do you ever look at your pussy and think it's funny looking?' I asked.
'I don't have time. Normally your face is pressed against it,' she smiled and I smiled back.
'We could go to a lesbian bar if you want?' I suggested and she looked worried, 'what?'
'Do you not want to have sex with me anymore?' she asked.
'I do...but I can tell I'm just a distraction,' I replied, 'I think you'd be better off admitting to yourself that you'd be happier separated from David and finding someone you can actually stand.'