I climbed up into the seat beside Liam, and he held out a plastic bottle of water.
"Get your pills out. You start them today."
There was a buzzing in my ears as I opened the three bottles in turn and swallowed the mix of pills and capsules. I didn't even really take note of which was which.
Chris was lost in thought for most of the drive home. It was only when Liam pulled into his driveway that he had had enough time to try to put words to some of the emotions running through his mind.
"What... what am I supposed to do... if I can't even get hard anymore? I mean, eventually Cheryl will notice. We had our plans."
He turned to me, with something like kindness in his tone.
"I don't plan to ruin your life, or your wife's life for that matter. You are going through some changes now, and there will be some growing pains. I know, if you can admit it, that you are getting to live out dreams and fantasies that you had probably given up on ever making real. What is happening to you right now can be challenging, but I am quite sure it will be worth it."
"But... but some of these things that are happening... some of these can't be undone."
"Oh, sissy, nothing can be undone. You can never say again that you've never been fucked by a man, or never sucked another man's cock, or swallowed his warm load of cum. From now on you will always be someone who's cheated on his wife, in her bed, with a man. You've let a man dress you up and take your picture. The key is to know that these things are worth it. Yes, I know that there are consequences for you for disobeying me, or not submitting as I tell you to, but just know that you'd never be getting to live your secret, depraved, sissy fantasies if I didn't do that for you."
"Yes, Master," I sighed. "But now, what's going to happen... now that even when you give me permission, I might not be able to have sex with my own wife. What will she think?"
"First of all, it is 'if' and not 'when' I give you permission. I want you to think about if you're really worried about her, or about yourself. Are you thinking of her pleasure, or your own? Or are you just trying to avoid a difficult conversation? What can you tell her? You can tell her the truth, or even just some of it. Tell her you want to lose weight and be healthier and look better, and the supplements have this temporary side effect. But if you are truly thinking about her and her needs... well maybe think about whether she'd be happier having me fuck her than you. Tell me, slut, is my cock bigger than that clitty of yours?"
"Yes, Master, your cock is bigger."
"And do I do a good job, when I fuck your mouth, sissy?"
"Yes, Master," I blushed. "You fuck Crissy's mouth very well."
"Who do you think would fuck Cheryl better? You, her husband who was constantly sneaking away to stroke his humble litty clitty to submissive and sissy porn, or me, a man who is powerful enough to have even her husband on her knees for him?"
"You, Master."
"Say it, slut."
"Master would fuck Cheryl better than Crissy could, Master."
"I agree. So maybe you shouldn't be so selfish. Now, the day is getting on, and I have to get to work planning your wonderful new basement renovation. You will do an extra good job this afternoon of cleaning the house and making your wife her favourite dinner. I will be there later, to unlock your cage."
"Yes, Master, thank you."
I felt defeated and confused as I walked back to the house. I heard my own words echoing through my mind, and I wondered if I truly believed them. I had thought so many times about the differences between us, and how I had sometimes wished she was more sexually adventurous, but was that me thinking about my needs only? I had thought so often about how much I loved her, but that she wasn't kinky enough for me... but what if I wasn't man enough for her?
The afternoon of house cleaning and cooking, while plugged and chaste, dressed in panties and stockings, didn't do much to build up my feeling of powerful masculinity, but it felt very good to be doing things that I knew she would appreciate.
As the hours passed and Liam didn't return I began to feel more and more nervous about him being back in time, before Cheryl would be home from work. He had told me he would be back, to remove the cage... but it was getting later and later.
I waited as long as I could to remove the stockings and panties, and to ease out the plug. I had only just finished putting them away and gotten back to tend to dinner in the kitchen when she arrived.
I was in a kind of nervous agony every moment. I was constantly afraid that she'd brush against me, or reach out to touch me playfully. She, however, was in a wonderful mood. She seemed to notice every bit of cleaning that I had done, and she truly appreciated that she came home to a dinner waiting for her.