The following is a work of fiction and is in no way meant to represent real people or events. It is completely written and owned by me, OfStarsAndDreams.
>>>> My erotic stories are generally written on behalf of others and do not necessarily reflect my own interests, fetishes, or personal history. <<<<
F/m, F/M (offscreen). Small penis humiliation, blackmail, forced/nonconsensual, pantyhose/leotards (on F), clothing fetish, tan/suntan (on F), clothed female nude male, single male, stripping for group/exposure, mocking/harassment/teasing/verbal abuse, forced submission, dehumanization, catty women, anxiety/shame, domination, masturbation (m), public exposure/nudity/sex acts, CBT (moderate), bondage, crying (m), live stream/videotaping/filming, public exposure/nudity, anonymous sex (implied), PiV (implied), anonymous comments/humiliation
Let's begin!
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After meeting up with Felicia and her group at the ski resort I no longer had any faith that I'd be lucky enough to have her just forget about me or that she'd somehow grown tired of humiliating me and might finally leave me alone. I spent my days in an anxious turmoil, dreading the next time she'd call me in. I felt constantly ashamed of who I was and what I'd done. I could barely talk to people anymore, knowing what an excuse for a man I was - I struggled to even have conversations with other men due to the constant awareness that no matter what it was they were packing in their pants it was certainly more than I was. I wasn't fit to be in the same room as them.
And yet every night I found myself undressing and standing in front of my mirror, cock as hard as I could manage it, easily eclipsed by my hands, staring at the pathetic body in front of me as I remembered their words, recalled the glistening allure of Felicia's pantyhose, the feel of it in my mouth. The mix of heated arousal and immense shame twisted my stomach into knots and without fail I would be in tears by the time I was cumming, my cock not even long enough to keep it from dripping on my legs. Afterward I would be wracked with guilt and shame, swearing I'd never so much as jerk off again, and yet I'd find myself there again the next night, tugging out another load while thinking of her.
Since I'd been barely able to think about anything else I can't exactly say that I was surprised when Felicia's next message arrived, but my initial surge of sheer panic at the notification slowly turned into wary confusion as I looked over what I'd gotten. It wasn't the demanding threat I'd been expecting to receive. Instead I found myself staring at a photo of Felicia looking seductively up at the camera. I puzzled over the text on the image at first - a string of numbers and letters - but it all became clearer when I read the body of the message. It appeared to be, of all things, an invitation to some sort of video event. It seems she was making "content" of some sort for her page and had sent this out to people she'd hoped would attend her filming party.
I didn't know what to make of it. Of course I was terrified - the last time I'd gotten mixed up with her I'd ended up half frozen on a mountain and had been forced to walk naked to the reception desk to request a robe and get assistance finding my clothes in the middle of the night. I don't think there's a single person working there that hasn't heard about me by now. I'm pretty sure I heard some of the maids already laughing about it as I was leaving.
But what choice did I have? If I refused my life would be over. I could only hope that the invitation was somehow legitimate and I'd be showing up at a real event and not another set up at my expense. My hopes sank considerably a few moments later when I heard my phone chime again and saw it was another message from Felicia. There was another photo, of her in the outfit she'd been wearing at the ski resort, minus the coat, showing off her beautifully sculpted and pantyhose clad ass. The message simply read I had a lot of fun last time. I'm sure you're looking forward to seeing more. They seemed innocent enough, but from her, in this context, it came across more as a threat. It made me feel incredibly ill.
It was agonizing waiting for the night of the event, but inevitably it came. I went to the address listed and found a quite luxurious hotel. I was pleasantly surprised to find I hadn't been stuck with the bill this time - honestly I'm not even sure I would have been able to afford it. I was still paying off the room at the ski resort from last time, and this place seemed to exist at an even higher end than that.
I was directed upstairs by a cute girl at the reception desk. She seemed to almost be smirking at me when I told her where I was headed, like she was in on some joke I didn't know about. She kept looking me over, almost like she was laughing to herself. Had Felicia mentioned something about me to her? I felt increasingly embarrassed, not knowing what could have possibly been said about me, or why, and on top of that looking completely out of place in this ritzy building. A complete and utter loser.
I arrived to find the door of the room open. It was a shared suite with multiple rooms sharing one common room which people were moving in and out of. There were girls milling about in pantyhose and leotards - some of them I recognized from before in the warehouse and the resort. They were talking and laughing with an assortment of men, giggling and flirting, taking selfies, and messing with lights and camera equipment. Apparently Felicia hadn't been lying - she truly was filming something here.
I couldn't help but notice how into the men these girls were. There were nearly hanging off of them, leaning into them, touching them - I even saw one woman rubbing her ass against the crotch of a tall chiseled stud while taking his hands into hers and sliding them across their tights clad legs. I immediately wanted to hide in shame. I knew I would never get that kind of excitement from a woman, that no one would ever be into me like that.
These were real men.
It was then that I came face to face with Felicia. She was wearing a red two piece and an evil smile, obviously overjoyed that her favorite target of debasement had arrived. "Of course you couldn't stop yourself from showing up, you idiot loser."
"You... you invited me," I managed to say, swallowing.
"I sent you an invitation, you worthless excuse for a man. You chose to show up. Or does your brain match your tiny dick and you literally can't figure out something as simple as that?" This prompted some laughter from the men and women in hearing range. "Well, you're here now. Just remember that you came here on your own so everything that happens now is completely your fault. Fucking loser."
I wanted to argue but I couldn't find the words. No one even tried to defend me, instead they were openly laughing, mocking me. Nobody here was going to take my side.