It was a quiet week in Lake Wobegon, and, after Monday night, in the Donovan household as well. Just a normal, go-to-work-and-maintain-a-household week for a couple of thirty-something professionals. Evenings were casual and relaxed. Our interactions at bedtime were affectionate, if not erotic for a few days.
I didn't sense any tension on the part of my wife, my lovely and oh-so-playful Michelle. But I was aware of my own sense of uncertainty about just where we stood.
See, Michelle is a hotwife, and I have been moving, with her diabolical complicity but not unwillingly, from the "stag" to the "cuckold" paradigm. Especially this summer, when she began fucking my dad.
Michelle's always been in control, since long before we began exploring outside our marriage. She has veto power over our games, and she's the one who says, "Playtime's over." Actually, that's not quite fair. She assures me I have veto power, too. I just never use it. When she's in pursuit of pleasure, I can't deny her; and when she wants to take a break, I just want to fluff her pillow and bring her chamomile tea.
When she shocked me by cuckolding me with my father -- my sixty-year-old, robust, but seemingly benign "nice guy" father -- we had both started playing leapfrog with each other in terms of adding on to the taboo excitement in our whispered role-playing pillow talk.
I'm pretty sure she was the one who first started teasing me with the idea of my father impregnating her. For me that was a bridge too far... but a bridge that I just couldn't help accelerating into the middle of, and then setting on fire.
This week, I think, she had come to her senses. She had reminded me that there were limits to what she would do in reality, and that she had assured me of that many times, and that she wasn't going to say it again.
I took that to mean that whatever we said while acting out fantasies in bed, she would never actually get pregnant with any other man's child, and that I should stop making that the centerpiece of our play.
I think.
But she also reminded me that I had a safe word. So maybe she was saying, "Stop making me responsible for reminding you of my limits. If we're going to play this game, we're going to play it until you beg me to stop."
We went a few days without having sex. It happens. Outside of being the kinkiest people I know, we're also thirty-something professionals with evening
commitments and occasional headaches and sour stomachs.
I was wondering, though, whether, once the weekend came and we had more time and energy to ease into play mode, she would want to quietly retire that recent addition to our game -- condoms for hubby -- and step back away from our ridiculous focus on pregnancy risk.
I hadn't had my rigid, sensitive cock sheathed skin-to-skin inside her glorious silken pussy in three weeks. It drove me crazy to remind myself that my
father
had. The idea that this weekend might be my opportunity to reclaim that exquisite pleasure was... well, pretty enticing.
I knew her well enough to know that she didn't really like sex with condoms. Given the opportunity, I knew she preferred bareback. "Even with you," I could imagine her teasing me; but it would be teasing, if she ever said it. She was tolerating the latex right now because she knew it drove me crazy to
think
it was her preference, or that she was willingly denying me to amuse and please another man, to stroke another man's ego, as achingly well as she might stroke his erection.
And that right now that other man was my god damn
father
.
It wasn't the first time we had played this way; and in fact, I knew it wasn't even my dad's idea. Michelle had told me that he only made the suggestion (or mandate, as it thrilled me to contemplate) after she had told him about how another one of her men had insisted on the same thing.
That was Trevor; definitely the most "bullish" of Michelle's previous playmates; and yes, it was breathtakingly humiliating and exciting to me when
he
had instructed Michelle to require that I wear condoms, and reserve the pleasure of her bare pussy solely for him. It was a gut-punch, to be so thoroughly demoted and "put in my place;" for my wife to gleefully participate in my emasculation, even if only temporarily. But I didn't obsess over the notion that Trevor would actually get my wife pregnant. Intellectually, of course, I knew that had to be part of the erotic thrill for all of us, even if only subliminally; but it didn't consume me.
Not like I was consumed now, in spite of my wife's vague warning that she was done reminding me what her limits were.
***
Friday evening, Michelle was already home when I got there, but was back in the master bedroom. I called out a greeting and headed into the kitchen to see what was available for an early dinner, hoping that we would have a languorous and erotic evening ahead of us.
She came out a couple of minutes later, and wrapped her arms around me from behind, pressing her warm body against my back.
"Well," she said, casually, "I'm not pregnant."
I smiled, even as I felt my cock begin to swell inside my trousers, illogically. It was a common way for her to inform me that she had started her period. It really never occurred to me to wonder whether she really was pregnant, whether she had entertained another lover that month or not. Of course, I couldn't help myself this time... but to briefly muse,
this time,
if she
had
been pregnant, it would have been with my father's baby.
What those words usually really meant was that I wasn't getting laid that night. Michelle isn't shy about putting down a towel and having sex with me during her period, but not on the first day when her flow is the heaviest. That was fine.
We had another casual evening. That night I gave her an extended backrub, the kind of thing a husband learns to do for his wife who is having that time of the month at the end of a long work week. No expectations. She was appreciative, and later fell asleep on my shoulder. I lay there and enjoyed the feel and smell of her, and pictured her drifting off in the same position on my father's shoulder in his bed, and gently stroked my erection with my free hand.