Chapter Two. Confessions.
I really felt ashamed of myself. Here I was, a happily married respectable woman of 34 fantasizing about 2 old priests. I just couldn't help myself as I lay back on the bed imagining myself in school uniform being interviewed for some reason or other by the 2 old men.
As I lay there, fully dressed with my skirt up, gently touching my panties and feeling my nipples swell and pulse, I imagined them doing me. My nipples felt huge. I knew it was ridiculous.
There was a serious reality problem. It wasn't all fantasy.
In real life the 2 priests knew my needs so well and really took advantage of me. To be honest I wanted them to take advantage of me.
It had started when I used to visit them as a young mother to talk about the religious education of my children. They were both so funny that I became entranced with them and could hardly wait for the next visit.
Sometimes straight after the meeting I would ask Father John to give me Confession. He already knew everything about me and my husband Derek's weaknesses but I would confess everything again to him about our secret needs.
The following week when I was at Confession with Father Peter it was obvious that he knew everything about me and I would repeat everything and any new happening with Derek or myself.
Gradually they had started to give me Confession in the Church House together. Father John had explained it was cosier in their lounge rather than the uncomfortable Confessional Cubicle.
They knew that when I had my uniform on I wanted them to call me Little Lucy or Juicy Lucy. Sometimes they deliberately called me by my correct name of Mrs Lucy Marlow.
They knew it made me feel terrible. Sometimes they seem to be indifferent to my needs and wouldn't give me Confession for a few weeks.
It made me feel so miserable and by now I had explained everything to Derek. He was a rather weak personality. I could see it excited him. He knew that I had told the priests about his pretty dressing up fetish. He felt humiliated and embarrassed but I knew that this increased his feelings.
After church on Sunday I drew all my courage and told Derek that I needed to go to see the priests. He was obviously humiliated and bit his lip as he knew I needed a seeing to.
He was a bit pathetic as he took me over to the Church House.
Derek tentatively knocked at the Church House door and then stood back wondering what to say to Father John. Following my previous confession about two weeks earlier I had been thinking about the old man constantly.
The door opened. I think that he was more surprised than I had hoped. He recovered and smiled "Hello Mrs Marlow, how nice to see you."
He noticed Derek and smiled at him in a casual sort of way and then looked back at me. I stuttered, "I wonder if you could give me confession Father?"
He looked at my husband who stammered "I am not staying Father." The old priest nodded.
I had a very smart long scarlet topcoat on. I must have looked the model respectable married mother. When we got into his study he said quietly "Why don't you take your coat off Mrs Marlow?"
I knew this was crunch time when I showed how I was feeling. I took my coat off and quickly sat down. This didn't disguise the fact that he could now see I had a short plaid skirt and white knee socks. I was wearing a school uniform. I held my breath.
He still didn't give any clue to his thoughts but did say, "I see you have your school clothes on Mrs Marlow. Are they complete?"
I knew he was asking me about my underclothes and stammered "Yes Father," and as if to justify myself I raised my skirt a little, which showed my white cotton panties. He didn't comment.
He had sat down now on the same low chair as last week and beckoned me to sit on the carpeted floor in front of him.
He knew it would be so awkward I would have to bend my knees and show my underclothes. I sat down awkwardly. My knees spread automatically.
I was still desperately hoping he wouldn't reject me. I wanted so much to be Little Lucy.