"Don't look away from me. I'm your mother. And stop looking so nervous. You should be happy. You're pleasing me."
She sits, legs crossed. Her hands folded on her lap. She's wearing a tight white skirt, peach blouse, lace top of her bra shows around her cleavage.
I'm standing in front of her. Wearing pink lace ruffled panties, pink spike high heels with satin bows on the backs of the heels, made up in pink lip gloss and dark eye makeup, I have a big pink bow on the side of my head. I feel my face burn, bright red as I present myself to her, walk from her bedroom to her living room after preparing as she instructed.
"Now that we know you're a little queer boy it's so much easier to relate to each other, right? I mean now that we both know what you are things should be a lot more open and honest. Come to your house and catch you dressed as a girl, indeed."
She laughs, leans forward in her chair.
"Come here."
She snaps her fingers gently.
I move closer to her, feel her hand on the front of my panties. She smooths the top ruffles.
"A lady should always be aware of how she looks. That's important. You should have noticed the ruffles were bunched. Don't want you to be anything other than the perfect little girl, honey."
She reaches around and pats my butt.
"Are we all slippery back there? Are we?"
She smiles up at me.
Feel my throat tighten.
"Yes, mother."
I feel my face flush. Feels like my face will burst with redness.
"Now calm yourself. This is nothing new to you. You like boys. And I don't want you to disappoint. You know that this first time is important, first impressions matter. If he finds you unappealing after my build up you'll embarrass me."
I feel her slap my rear hard.
"Don't want that to be the case, honey, I have high hopes for you. So does he. Remember, he's a dear friend of mine."
The door bell rings.
"There he is. You just stay here, stand still. Don't move. You look perfect.
I feel like passing out, so afraid. She goes to the door. I hear her open it and then hear muffled talk, the voice of a man. Then I hear the foot steps coming toward the room I stand in.