Background: This story involves my on-line subject Nancy, who I introduced in Mistress Chronicles 4. We've had no in-person relationship. In fact, in all of our sessions Nancy has never actually seen me. I have sent him pictures that I have told him look similar to me, but never an actual photo.
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By way of background, Nancy is a computer nerd. Brilliant at working with machines of all kinds, but hopeless with humans. He's early-thirties, slender, but not really physically fit. Scrawny is the word one might use. He admits to having little experience with women and that he has only had actual intercourse one time.
Apart from female domination, his fetish is lingerie and forced feminization. Through our interactions he has gradually built up a sizeable collection of lingerie which he routinely wears to work under his outer clothes. At his core, he is very submissive and he's been gradually conditioned to accept my increasing authority.
A subject's orgasm diary
Early on in our on-line relationship Nancy submitted to wearing a chastity device and letting me serve as his key-mistress. As described to some extent in the last story (Mistress Chronicles 4), we have established a ritual he uses when removing and cleaning the device for hygiene purposes.
Once he was put into the device, his orgasms were only by my permission with the particular terms stipulated by me. This became an element of both reward and control which we both found quite satisfying. Sometimes an orgasm was granted as part of an audio session as described in MC4. Other times I provided him instructions he was to carry out in order to achieve his release. Whatever the case, he had no free choice in his own intimate pleasure.
One of my rules was that he maintained a detailed journal of all of his orgasms which included all the details related to the event. He was required to make a video as well (unless I told him otherwise). The time stamped videos gave me the ability to verify the accuracy of his account and to insure he spent no extra time out of chastity.
I ordered him to send me the videos on most occasions. Sometimes I asked for them because I wanted to witness his submission and sometimes just as a means of exercising control. Most of my thrill came from being able to make him do whatever I wanted him to, whenever I wanted him to, and knowing he'd obey.
Very often his descriptions were sufficient. Picturing the scene is frankly often better than the more awkward reality. The control and submission was my buzz, any extra humiliation in the act itself was just a bonus for me.
His journal for his first year in chastity which began on February 1, 2010 follows. I've edited out some of the repetition (such as descriptions of taking his device on and off) but it's mostly his original words, which by requirement were written within 30 minutes of doing what was described.
Just to be clear, I fully appreciate the fact that keeping a person in chastity 24/7/365 is much more complicated and considerably less, lets say glamorous, than its made to sound. I don't wish to imply that my subject spent every minute of every day inside of his device, although you may chose to read this that way if that's your fetish. The point of the story is the power exchange and my subject's willing surrender of control of his orgasms.
As a reminder, he's performing all of these acts for a person he's never met in person. He's only heard my voice and built a vision in his mind of who he is submitting to.
#1 Friday February 12, 2010.
It is 12 days since being put in my device. This was my first orgasm since you allowed me to wear a CB3000 so that I would be able to better focus my thoughts on serving you. You allowed me this orgasm as a "Valentines Day gift" for which I am thankful.
At your command I did my release by jacking myself off with my hand while I looked into the video camera. I was kneeling as I did this and set the camera above me so I had to look up at it, just like I would do if the camera was you.
While I stroked I thought of what it would be like to be kneeling before you. I imagined that I begged to be allowed to cum. I imagined you dressed in black leather and standing over me. I could hear you telling me to go faster to show how much my submission arouses me. You tell me to prove my devotion by showing I can't hold back when I think of you.
I was able to bring myself to release in five minutes and twenty five seconds based on the video clock. Thank you mistress for allowing me to cum. I caught all of my cum in my hand and cleaned my hand with a tissue.
#2 Monday February 22, 2010.
It has been 10 days since I was last allowed to cum. Mistress granted me permission to cum while I had my device off to clean it. My instructions were to remove one of the sissy girl ankle socks I was wearing and put it over my cock so that my balls were in the ankle of the sock and my head was at the toe.
I stroked myself with the sock on my penis. It felt good and was much smoother than my hand. I thought about what it meant to be a good sissy for my mistress. I imagined that she was right in front of me looking down on me with disgust and laughing at me. It took me 9 minutes and 30 seconds to produce.
I came into the toe of the sock. A little bit seeped out and I wiped that up with my washcloth. I put the sock, still sticky with my cum, back on my foot as ordered. I then finished putting my chastity device back on as I had been taught. It was a little difficult because I could feel my cum on my toes and it was making me hard even though I had just been allowed a release. Thank you mistress for my release.
#3 Thursday, March 4, 2010.
It has been 10 days since my last release. My instructions were to go to the mall and buy a new pair of panties at a department store. This was very embarrassing since I could tell the lady knew I was buying them for myself. They are yellow nylon granny style briefs, very shiny and very smooth. There is a small bow in the center of the waistband on the front. There is yellow lace all around the leg openings as well. I couldn't resist choosing them.
As ordered, I put them on in the mall bathroom and threw out my boy briefs. I went to the car and set up my video camera so mistress could see me remove my device. I then used my hand to jerk off my sissy dick into the pretty yellow panties.
I thought about the lady at the check out stand. She was a little older, but pretty. I thought about her watching me and laughing at me. I spurted in 4 minutes and 10 seconds. Walking around the mall in panties and being embarrassed by the department story lady had made me really aroused. I made sure the video showed the big spot of my cum on the smooth front panel.
Since I know it is important mistress can trust me, I immediately put my device back on and locked it. Thank you for making me buy new panties. I love them. They feel very girly on me especially with my wetspot rubbing against my chastised cock. I feel like a girl with dirty thoughts and a wet spot in my panties. Thank you mistress for my release.
#4 Friday March 26, 2010.
It has been 22 days since my last release, the longest I have ever been since being in my CB3000. I know I could have been allowed to release 7 days ago, but I failed in a homework assignment. I have edged one time each day, reciting my punishment mantra, during my device cleaning sessions. I am very thankful that I am allowed to cum this time.
