Well here I sit again alone,
I watch the clock and check my phone.
But still no call or ounce or trace.
I grab my head and hide my face.
I wish so much that at the end,
You'd type the rest and hit the send,
To long so much to hear your voice.
It's like I have no other choice.
So with frustration,
None to say,
I grab my driest cabernet.
Screw the cork, and pour a glass,
Turn the music on full blast.
I lay and sink within my muse.
Trying hard to just diffuse.
Releasing thoughts despite the heat,
I closed my eyes and fell asleep...
A little light but also hazy.
You know how much you drive me crazy.
Looking deep within my eyes,
I might as well have hypnotized.
Cause in that state,
I made you crack,
A sudden increase heart attack.
You looked at me as I did you,
Our lips an inch from what we'd do.
If only so it'd truly be,
And not within a stupid dream.
Please don't stop,
I need you so.
Baby please just let me know.
You grabbed my chin,
And made me weak.
I swear to God,
I couldn't think.
Just one more inch,
And then I'm there.
You ran your fingers through my hair,
Held me close and like a flood,
Ignited sparks within my blood.
Pumping faster, fight to stay.
Do not wake until I say.
Trembling hard I start to sink,
Endorphins reaching toward the brink.
Take me now, I'm more than close.
My heart about to overdose.
Our lips had touched but then would fade.
And then I woke to my dismay.
Miss You Pt. 2
...I'm sweating now.
And shocked to hell,
I jumped back up and dropped my cell.
"Fuck, how long had I been out?"
I checked the time and couldn't count.
I'm still so numb and out of place,
Removed my top and wiped my face.
Without a doubt I laid in stress,
In dire need to just regress.
And so I rose despite my power,
To take a long relaxing shower.
On my way, my clothes would strip,
I slid my shorts down past my hip,
My panties thrown, my bra undone.
I took my hair down from a bun.
To run the water scalding hot,
Knowing now your call was not.
So in the tub I raised the pin,
And let the water soothe my skin.
I threw my head back, breathing deep.
Taking in the steamy heat.
It felt so good to just unwind,
After patience killed my time.
And none-the-less I gave a care,
I smoothed my face and squeezed my hair.
I closed my eyes and just relaxed,
As bubbles formed my back and ass.
My hands were pressed against the wall,
Leaning under water fall.
And almost thinking twice once more,
I dreamt and let the water pour.
To think about the time and place,
The way you smell and almost taste.
The things you say and wish to do,
The way you hold me up to you.
The way I loose you in my eyes,
And never stopping helpless tries,
To just come closer to my needs,
You know I long to give and please.
For all I know, you're always there,
Never stopping once to care.
And ever knowing what could be,
If only so we then would see.
I thought about the change of rate,
A single second more to wait,
Until I see you one more time,
To feel my heart beat to a rhyme,
This very minute as I write,
I cannot help but wish I might,
For only then I'll feel in place.
And never more will be a waste.
My eyes were gone but felt entranced,
As I was leaning without stance,
Somewhat feeling almost high,
I felt a presence standing by.
Miss You Pt. 3
I'm so zoned out, I think I mean...
What if this is still a dream?
I still stood close to think of much,
And then I felt the slightest touch.
This can't be real, I'm out of sync.
I need to focus hard to think.
I'm just so lost, then like a wreck,
"You're so damn sexy when you're wet."
All at once, I jumped and screamed,
Woken up within my dream.
I turned around to see you here,
"How'd you..."
You hushed my lips and pulled me near.
You ran your finger down my chin,
Returning to that place we've been.
Again you grabbed me by the hair,
And kissed me deep without a care.
Breathing heavy, dense, and brisk.
You took my waist and grabbed my hips,
Moving lower down my ass,
You grasped it hard and made it last.
Water falling endlessly,
You made it very hard to breathe.
So after lips again had met,
You made your way down to my neck,
Biting hard, you rolled my eyes,
Body numb and paralyzed.
I'm so intense and in my zone,
I grabbed your cock and made you moan,
No longer teasing or provoked,
My hand was jerking while I stroked.
You looked down on me like you knew,
Of all the things I'd want to do.
I very slow came down to please,
And sucked your cock upon my knees.
You took a breath and deeply tense,
Your moans were sounding so immense.
I watched you want it very sweet.
You grabbed my hair and pushed it deep.
I took its length and looked up high,
Watching as I hypnotized.
It felt so good to let it go,
To loose control and feel it grow.
I then let off and licked to taste,
Starting down below the base,
To rise the length again and down,
Teased the tip and all around.
I swear you looked so very hot,
While I was sucking on your cock.
My hands slid up to only pass,
And used my nails to scratch your abs.
You needed more and so you knew.
You grabbed and pulled me up to you.
Now in your zone, still not enough,
You kissed my mouth and made it rough,
Squeezing harder, Giving more,
You smacked my ass and made it sore.
I squealed and moaned to take it all.
You pinned me hard against the wall,
Grabbed my breasts to lick and squeeze,