I knew I needed help. I've tried everyone but Pam. Pam is Kelly's best friend. She came over when we came home from the hospital, but Kelly had been so distraught the Pam had decided to give her some space. Now was the time for her to see Kelly again. If anyone could persuade her, it would be Pam.
I called her and she agreed to come and see Kelly.
I let her in, and she found Kelly in the living room. She had her hand between her legs and this shocked Pam. When Kelly saw her, she covered up and ran for the stairs immediately.
Pam just looked at me and I nodded. "See what I mean? There's no way the old Kelly would do that in the living room before the baby. Her inhibitions are falling away. I was hoping you could talk to her about her obsession with milking. That is all she thinks about now."
"'l'lI go upstairs and talk to her."
I waited downstairs until Pam came back. She just sat down beside me and let out a huge sigh. "She is fucked up. That is not the Kelly I've known most of my life. All she thinks about is being milked. All she talked about was the machine and you fucking her. She has never talked about you and her's sex life before to me. Now, she was proud of how much you can do to her. What's going on here?"
"She has insisted on being able to give milk for the babies. When she dried up, she was in a bad place. The lady at La Leche gave me the number of a man that operates a special milk farm. The only ones being milked are women. These women sell their milk and enjoy the process. It seems to stimulate their sexual desires as well as pumping milk."
"I can attest to the sexual desires being stimulated. She has never been that graphic to me, even when we lost our virginity on the same night. What now?"
"She had overdosed on the formula, and it appears she wants to become a real hucow. I am losing her to her inner demons. I was hoping seeing you would draw something out of her. I guess it hasn't worked."
Pam looked a little embarrassed about something. "You say there is a milk farm that you got the materials from. I don't suppose I could talk to them. I'm not interested in doing anything, but I would like to better understand what is motivating her."
"Do you want me to call Ty and ask if you can go and see?"
"Would you? And would you go with me? I'm way too nervous to go by myself."
"Sure, let me call him." I called Ty and explained the situation. He told me I could bring her tomorrow. "He says we can come tomorrow."
"Good, I'll be here in the morning." Pam hugged me and left.
I went up to find Kelly. She was lying on our bed, naked. She appeared asleep, but when I went in, she looked up. "Is Pam okay? I scared her."
"She's very concerned about you."
"I know, and I'm sorry. I just need my family and friends to understand what I'm going through and support me in whatever decision I make."
"She will help you, just don't close her out."
"Okay. By the way, isn't it almost time to eat?"
"Come on, let's eat." We headed to the kitchen. When we arrived, she sat in her normal seat at the table and waited for me to bring her something to eat. I decided to continue the feed experiment and brought her a larger bowl of the feed. She didn't hesitate and began scooping the food out with her hands. Apparently, that was too slow, because she finally picked the bowl up and poured the food into her mouth. When she finished, she didn't bother to wipe her face. I had to get a towel and clean her face. She was happy and let me do it. "Is it time now?"
"Yes, my love. We can go downstairs now."
She squealed and ran downstairs to the basement. I didn't run and by the time I arrived, she had already laid down on the bench and was waiting for me. "Hook me up, master. I'm ready to be your hucow again."
I didn't like the "master" thing at all. Everything she said and did tell me she was slipping away.
I hooked her up and turned the machine on. She had spread her legs as an invitation to me. I tried to resist, but the sight of her ass with the slit in it, dripping wet, was too much to resist.
I didn't try to go slow. When I was hard, I pushed straight into her. She shuddered, but didn't say a word. I fucked her hard and quick. In my mind, if she didn't want to be my wife, but my milk cow, I would treat her like one. The fact that she had always jumped when I pushed into her before, and this time, she did nothing only confirmed her mindset to me. The thought of her lying there, giving me whatever I wanted only made it hotter, and I came quickly. I couldn't tell if she had an orgasm, and I must admit I really didn't care at that moment.
I sat in my chair in the corner and watched her as the milk flowed. She didn't move. She hadn't moved when I fucked her, and when I came in her. She was in her own world.
When the machine beeped, I let her out of it and helped her upstairs. I washed her down in the bathroom and put her to bed.
I went back to the living room and tried to watch TV. I was alone, and couldn't get interested in anything, so I just went to bed.
She was curled up at the foot of the bed. Before I got into bed, I squeezed one of her breasts. She cooed in her sleep. I threw a blanket over her and went to sleep.
The next morning, Pam was there early. She was in time to see Kelly eat her feed. Another thing she wasn't prepared for. I put the bowl in front of Kelly, and she scooped it out with her hands and ate it.
I cleaned her face as Pam watched in shock. I told Kelly it was time, and she jumped up and headed downstairs.
I looked at Pam. "See what I'm dealing with? She wants to be a hucow. None of the other things matter to her any longer. Do you want to watch this?"
"I can't miss it now."
She followed me down to the basement. When we got there, Kelly was lying on the bench, waiting for me. Pam took my chair in the corner and watched with fascination as I attached the cups. When I started the machine, she didn't move. Because Pam was there, I put a vibrator into her and sat down to wait.
Pam laughed. "I was wondering how you'd work that with me here?"