Chapter 2
The rest of the day passed by without any further mention of Steve's height, and both he and Melissa seemed perfectly comfortable acting like everything was normal. Melissa worked diligently away in her home office, reading through medical journals, emailing colleagues about upcoming joint projects, and so on...like she normally did. Steve played some video games, met a college friend for coffee down the street, and leisurely surfed the web when he got back home, enjoying the free time he had before he started his internship the upcoming week. In the evening, Melissa ordered a large pizza for them both (they both liked pineapples and Canadian bacon on their pizza), and they sat around the table, engaging in small talk about their respective days. Melissa asked Steve about how he was feeling about his internship. On the surface, everything appeared normal.
The truth was, however, that ever since Melissa had mentioned how he looked shorter, Steve had been especially cognizant of his size as the day went on...and the more he paid attention to it, the more worried he became. There wasn't any way around it -- his clothes felt a little looser on him, and, conspicuously, he noticed that his jeans were bunching up a little around his ankles. The steadily growing sense that something was amiss didn't stop; everything Steve did seemed to add to it. When he played his video games, certain moves that would have been effortless before were not as easy. His hands seemed smaller, which meant that he had to strain his fingers more to perform the complicated moves that had been easy before. When he went to go see his friend for coffee, he found that he had to adjust the car seat, moving it forward and slightly up, so that he could comfortably grasp the steering wheel. He even had to adjust the car mirrors. And when he saw his friend, Dave, Steve thought that he saw Dave looking sidelong at him a couple times, like he was noticing something too, but not saying anything about it.
By the time he sat down to dinner with his stepmother, Steve felt on edge. He was worried that Melissa was going to ask him again about his height, and, even worse, that she might insist on measuring him. The thought had occurred to Steve on his way back from seeing Dave...that he could just measure himself and put the growing fear out of his mind. But he hadn't done it, and the reason why is because the prospect of seeing anything less than 6'1 on the measuring tape was too much to handle. He would go on assuming that everything was fine, and that he was just being paranoid.
Throughout dinner, Melissa made a point not to mention anything about her stepson's height. When she had decided to drop the topic as they both stood in front of the fridge, she had done so with the expectation that soon, Steve wouldn't have any other choice but to talk about it. Already, something strange was beginning to form within her brain, something that she couldn't quite define, or even think about. It was just a vague feeling, a kind of preparatory winding-up of her thoughts and emotions...before something happened. A kind of giddy tenderness, a mixed desire to cuddle Steve, and to tease him, was beginning to take shape within her. And this odd mixture of feelings was joined with something foreboding and inevitable, like the deep breath before the plunge. She didn't know why she was feeling this way, but as a scientist, and as a researcher, she had already learned to listen to her instincts...and right now, her instincts were telling her to just sit there and wait.
Right at the end of the meal, however, when they both stood up, she couldn't help herself. Standing there with her empty plate, she made a point of passing her eyes over his body, looking him closely up and down, as he stood there in tandem with her, watching her take stock of him. Steve knew what she was doing, and it irritated him. If she wanted to ask him about it, why didn't she just ask!? Why didn't she just get it over with?? But his irritation masked something more pressing: Melissa looked even taller to him now. The top of her head was now just a little over his eye-level. And not only that, but Steve again found himself noticing how curvy his stepmother was...how her hips bulged in her jeans, and how her butt blended in with the thickness of her thighs, swelling outward into two cheeks that surely looked bigger to Steve than they had before. Once again, Steve was saddled with the creeping truth: his mother only looked bigger because he was getting smaller. A sense of helplessness flared up in him, and he reacted angrily.
"What!?" he snapped, a little sharper than he had meant to sound. Melissa blinked and creased her brow a little, taken aback by his tone.
"Sorry," Steve immediately followed, shaking his head a little as he tried to stand up as tall as he could. "Just...you were, uhh..." His voice trailed away. He knew he had already betrayed his paranoia, and now Melissa was starting to smirk a little again.
"I was what?" she asked quietly.
"...you were just...looking at me weird, is all," Steve finished, halfheartedly shrugging. He was trying to hide how much her gaze had been bothering him, but he knew the damage had been done.
"Aw, well I'm sorry, Steve," Melissa replied. "I didn't mean to make you feel...uncomfortable."
She paused, and looked up and down his body again, obviously negating her words with her action. Steve was already on the defensive, so he didn't feel like he had anything to stand on anymore. He had to just stand there and take it, or walk away.
"Still feeling ok?" Melissa ventured mildly, cocking her head to the side.
"Mmhmm," nodded Steve. He felt a cold wave of fear wash over him. She was giving him another chance to bring up his concerns, his fears about his height. Was it that obvious that he looked different!?
"Still nothing else to report?" Melissa pressed on. "No strange symptoms? Or anything else out of the ordinary."
"Uhhh...nope!" Steve answered definitely, his eyebrows going up as he feigned cheerfulness. Melissa kept staring at him for a couple more seconds before inhaling a deep breath and picking up the pizza box.
"Well alright!" she said cheerfully. "Just thought I'd check."
It took Steve longer than usual to fall asleep later on that night. The myriad possibilities of his condition continued to torment him, but he still balked at actually measuring himself. He kept thinking, over and over, how he just needed to get to sleep, and how everything would be different in the morning. He was more right than he could have imagined.
The next morning, Steve woke up later than usual. He hadn't needed to set an alarm, since he was on break, but even still, from the heat of the sun on his face as he opened his eyes, he could tell that he had slept in a lot more than he usually did. He checked the clock. 11:13.
'Jesus, that late?' he thought. Reminding himself that he didn't have anywhere to be, he sighed out and stretched, his foggy mind blissfully forgetful of the previous day's anxieties. That is...until he got down off his bed and tried to take a step.
"What the --!?" Steve exclaimed as he stumbled forward, and only his outstretched hands prevented him from running headlong into the wall. He managed to catch himself without doing too much damage, even though he did knock over his nightstand in the process. His lamp clattered to the floor, thankfully remaining intact.
"Steve!?" came Melissa's voice from the kitchen. "Are you ok??"
"Yeah!" he grimaced, still braced against the wall. "Yeah I'm...I'm fine! Just tripped, is all!"