"Will you hurry up with that down there? My bedroom is a real mess, I can't get a good night's sleep like that."
"Yes Sandy, I'm almost done." Sandy was sitting at the kitchen table, and Mary was on her knees wiping up a puddle of coke from the floor. After several hours of cleaning and washing for Sandy, she was almost resigned to her new situation. Just enough, anyway, to have begun worrying about practical matters. Space. Money. Food. How did Sandy expect they would live? Had the girl thought about such things at all? Mary feared she already knew the answer to that.
But she was only half right.
"The laundry is taking ages. You still have to move all of the other dirty clothes out of my room, you know."
"Yes Sandy. I -" Mary hesitated. It had become hard for her to speak up. "I suppose we can put some of it back in the suitcases and store it in the kitchen and the bathroom?"
Sandy shrugged. "Whatever. Just make sure you put new sheets on my bed, the old ones are filthy."
"Of course." Mary nodded. "Um, Sandy?"
"What?"
"I was wondering, where do you want me - um, I mean, am I sleeping in the playroom?" Mary wasn't sure why asking this made her so nervous. "I guess?"
"Huh? No, that's stupid, I need that room for my games. Don't be dumb."
"Oh." Still on all fours, Mary looked down at the floor. "Well, I guess I can take a blanket to the kitchen..."
"Bullshit. Kitchen's off limits, I might want a midnight snack. Now stay right there!" Sandy dumped both her feet on Mary's arched back, hard. "That's good, stay like that."
Mary was caught in an awkward position, as she had just stretched to wipe under the table. Her arms were at odds with her shoulders, but she couldn't move now: Sandy was comfortable. Mary felt the muscles on her back tie themselves to knots under the other girl's soles.
"So... perhaps I can sleep in the bathtub?"
Sandy giggled again. Mary dreaded and adored that sound. "Perhaps, if you really have to sleep. But there's so much more laundry to be done. I thought you'd need the night if you want to be finished by tomorrow."
"Oh." Suddenly Mary felt very selfish. The little voice in the back of her mind that called her insane was being drowned out by the blood roaring in her ears.
"But if you don't care about keeping my stuff clean, I guess you can lounge out in the bath. Oops, I knocked over my glass again!"
From her position near the floor, head half raised, Mary saw a new torrent of coke and ice cubes splash down, but just outside her reach.
"Are you just going to leave it like that?" Sandy demanded.
"Um, no, sorry..." Mary mumbled. She took up her cloth in her fist and tried to stretch.
"God, you're so stupid. You're never going to reach it like that."
A smaller puddle must have formed on the table near the edge; it was dripping down into Mary's neck.
"Um, you're right. Sorry." Mary began to relax her back very slowly, letting Sandy's feet down gently.
"Hey, what are you doing? I said I liked it like that!"
Mary froze. "I'm sorry." she said again. "I just wanted to wipe up the drink..."
"Yeah, you really should."
Mary craned her neck and looked up at Sandy. She didn't know what to do. But Sandy had already lost interest.
"Sushi." she said.
"I'm sorry?"
"I want sushi tonight. Go order me some, ok?"
"Well... ok." Mary gazed up desperately, unsure which of three ways to go. "Um, but, Sandy, I'm sorry to say that, but that's expensive. Frankly, I could hardly afford the pizza earlier." She tried to smile apologetically, winningly. "You know I'm working my way through college? Right?" Silence. "I said so in my ad?"
Sandy sighed, deeply, a great mind put upon by lesser troubles.
"So you're telling me you don't have any cash left at all?"
"Oh, well, no. I do have some. Only I need it for groceries, and also, the rent is due in a week's time, and I guess, I mean, I don't know, but, I suppose -"
"What?" Sandy pushed down on her heels, digging her sneakers deeper into Mary's back.
"Well, I was planning on splitting the rent when I looked for a roommate."
Sandy didn't respond to that. Her sneakers were moving to and fro in very small circles, crumpling Mary's blouse and pinching her skin.
"And I - well, I don't know, do you work?" Mary eventually blurted out.
"Nah. Can't find a job that will suit me." Sandy blew a bubble, then wrapped one end of her gum around a finger and started playing with it. She looked down at Mary. "My parents support me quite well, and I get money from here and there, you know."
"Oh?" Mary's back was in pain, but she felt relief. "So you will pay your half of the rent?"
"What, your rent? Brrrffft." Sandy turned her gaze to the ceiling. "I guess I could help you out, I have the money... But I usually spend it on games and stuff. You know, fun."
"I see." Mary gave a dry gulp. Her left shoulder was twitching.
"I know!" Sandy exclaimed, kicking Mary away, who toppled over and fell hard against the kitchen floor. "I'll leave it to you."
"What?"
"I'll let you decide. Do you want me to spend my money on your rent, or on my fun?" She was grinning again. Her eyes were fixating Mary: The older girl had learned that this was Sandy's way of testing the waters. It was one of those moments that decided how their lives would go.
"Well..." Mary was scared by what was about to happen, what she was about to do to herself. But there was no way out. The decision was clear; it had always been clear from the start. "I do want you to have fun, Sandy." she admitted, meekly.
Sandy got up and came over to Mary. Her right sneaker, almost casually, happened to come to rest on the fingers of Mary's right hand. Sandy pressed down lightly, playfully.
"Are you sure? You want me to have fun?"
Mary felt tears welling up. But there was the familiar heat again, and she had known how this would go all along, after all. Only she still hadn't understood all of what Sandy was after.
"Go on, tell me. This is me, asking you what you want." Sandy's foot pushed straight down, painfully.
"I -" Mary began, and choked hard. "I really do want you to have fun, Sandy. I do."
"Well, if that's what you really want..."
"Yes, Sandy." Mary let out a little shout as Sandy turned her foot and twisted Mary's fingers.