Over the next few months Barry and I started to roll play. We copied the pictures that he had down loaded. I was the pantyhose clad girl, and Barry would be my rapist. We took photos with our digital camera and even videoed our sex games. The only trouble was Barry would cum so quick when we fucked afterwards.
On one of the occasions he was giving my clit a good seeing to. Then he just ripped a hole in my tights and slipped his cock in me.
"No not yet," I moaned.
"I can't wait," he panted.
He came within a few seconds and then pulled out.
I sat frustrated and angry at him.
"Sorry Julie I just couldn't hold on."
I saw red at this.
"No you never bloody well can!" I yelled.
He looked up stunned at my outburst.
"Sorry would you like me to try again?"
God was he trying to piss me off?
Now from time to time I would lose it with my husband. I would say cruel things. Eventually we would drift back to normal, although most times he would apologise for something that really wasn't his fault. More often than not his apology was accompanied by flowers or chocolates. But this had really pissed me off and I was going to let him know!
"Try again?" I said exasperated, "You're a once a night man Barry."
"Julie!" he said in shock.
"That's the third time in a row you've come off before I've started."
"OK I'll do better next time."
His words were bad enough, but he smiled, he actually fucking smiled!
Well let's see if you're still smiling when I've said what I was feeling I thought.
"Look we'll try again tomorrow."
"Oh would you?" I said in a condescending tone.
He pulled up his trousers.
"God I need to cum now!" I spat.
"Well, um."
"Well um what Barry? Christ it's just my luck to be married to a man who can't hold on, that's bad enough, but what did I do to deserve a husband with a 4 inch dick that's no thicker than a bloody pencil?" I took a deep breath, "and switch that bloody video camera off," I snapped wrestling with my ripped tights.
It took several weeks for us to get back to normal after my outburst. But I wasn't going to say sorry despite how much I hurt his feelings. For some reason I looked at him in a new light. He never was Mr Macho but now he seemed to be a little withdrawn. He asked me if he could do this or that, and for some reason I felt good about being able to control him. I always made most of the decisions any way.
I tried out my new found increase of power one Sunday. I had a heavy period and Barry had arranged to play golf. His mate was outside blowing his bloody car horn which annoyed me.
"Where are you going?" I snapped at Barry with my arms folded.
"Well to play golf," he answered like I was mad.
"I'd rather you didn't today."
"But, Julie you said I could, I mean the guys are waiting."
I just looked him in the eye.
"Barry I'm heavy this month and I could do with you being around for me," I added.
He came back from the car putting his jacket back on the hook.
God it worked!
"I'm going for a lie down, wake me up at 5 please."
I knew what he was thinking.
I waited... No he didn't have the guts to ask why he couldn't play golf seeing I was going to bed for 2 hours.
I don't know why I was suddenly being so cruel to him. It just happened, not all the time but now and then when he seemed to be comfortable. This did however have a downside which I hadn't considered, the lack of sex. The camera collected dust somewhere in the cupboard, and I was back in jeans again, and we had the usual 5 minute fuck once a month. I didn't even pretend to enjoy it. Our pantyhose sex had died some months ago. But that was all about to change, and how!
We got talked into having a German exchange student to stay with us. His name was Carl, a 6 foot boy with blond hair and piercing blue eyes. He was 18 years old and spoke fairly good English. I was dreading his stay for the 4 weeks, but much to my surprise we got on well.
Barry was a great one for chess and cards he and Carl would play together.
"God that's 4 games on the trot he's won."
"Oh what's up are we getting beat by the Germans again Barry," I giggled.
I winked at Carl, who just grinned and smirked.
"Perhaps he's letting me win?" Carl said.
I looked at Barry.
"You are not are you?" I asked.
"He needs some. Ah, incentive? Is that the right word?"
"Yes that's the right word Carl. So do you need some incentive?" I said smiling at Barry.
"Perhaps I could play for you Julie?" Carl suggested.