We met on the net. How modern. He was shy and nervous, very much like I was though if anything even more cautious. Being a closet cross dresser with a life outside my apartment door my main aim was discretion and major fear -- discovery. Charles appeared to be perfect for my yearning to fulfill my fantasies and spice up my solo adventures.
We chatted online. He claimed my emails made so hot he often came in his panties while reading them. I was thrilled. How I had secretly longed for the acceptance of another like minded person. His excitement was infectious.
We exchanged fantasies and it wasn't long before I realized that Charles was directing the flow and subject matter. It was an exciting discovery. My adrenalin surged the first time he referred to me directly as a "Princess". When he suggested that we each dress in our sissy best before commencing any emailing I readily agreed. From then he started every email with, "What are you wearing Princess?" That Charles seemed so pleased with my descriptions of my outfits thrilled me.
Charles inquired discretely about my life by asking innocent questions about my childhood, my exploration into the world of cross-dressing and sex. He was so understanding and accepting. His emails were full of praise and encouragement that eased my many fears and misgivings about leading my secret life of a cross-dressor. When he changed his query to, "What are you wearing for Me Princess?", my heart fluttered and my body was suffused with??. I sat still staring at the computer screen, visibly trembling as I let the excitement of Charles 's words surge through me.
Then he asked for a pic. Nervously I complied sending him a self portrait of my panty clad bottom with any identifying detail blurred out. I drove myself to distraction checking to see if he had responded terrified that he would find me so unappealing that he would end our contact.
It was with a trembling finger that I opened his response. Relief washed over me as I read his message. He was, he claimed, awed by the loveliness of my pantied bottom. My dick tingled beneath my skirt as he described in detail how hot I made him. How hard he had cum when he masturbated while fantasying about using my pantied bottom for his pleasure.
My panties tented out embarrassingly my cock was so hard. Rereading his email I gently stroked myself to a numbing explosive orgasm filling my shiny panties with hot sticky cum. Panting I quickly sent Charles an almost incomprehensible message about how hot he had made me and how wonderful my orgasm had been.
He promptly replied. He wanted to see my cum filled panties. Chewing on my lip nervously but caught up in the excitement of the moment I complied. It was a fuzzy effort as I had to hold my skirt and slip up while pulling the front of my panty away so I could capture an image of my cum filled panties for Charles . I rushed to send it to him then sat back to bask in my post orgasmic fugue.
Dreamily I opened his response only slightly startled by a close up picture of a fully erect shiny cock protruding from a delightful pair of ruffled panties the tip slick with precum. "Like a taste?" Was the caption beneath it.
Drawing in deep calming breathes I licked my lips wetly and typed, "Would luv a taste!"
Charles insisted on a new pic with every message. I was hooked.
Charles was fabulous. He made me feel deliciously sexy sitting before my computer in a slinky dress, sheer nylons and a lacy panty. Charles added url links to various websites he hoped I would find interesting, always keenly showing interest in my opinions and thoughts about them. Soon I was routinely visiting websites regarding all things a cross-dressing sissy Princess should know.
Through these sites Charles introduced me to proper sexual hygiene, directions and hints on sexual pleasure, training and transforming ones body to better improve your looks, your performance, my behaviour. There were sites dedicated to the latest in clothing and implements where Charles would indicate items he thought I would look special in or things that I would enjoy. I discreetly began ordering various items - panties first, then sex toys and outfits, making my daily visits to the mailbox a thrill of anticipation. I couldn't wait for something to arrive so I could share it with Charles .