The picture of me on my knees post blowjob went viral. It had 25 million views in two days. I now had something like 18 million followers on Instapic.
I was on cloud nine. Joe was my good luck charm and I definitely couldn't lose him.
But something was changing, when I would get up in the morning and look at myself in the mirror, I started to have a nagging feeling that I needed to change, I needed to be better.
Which was weird because my body, face, and basically everything about me was overwhelmingly beautiful. If anything I had always wished I didn't look this good!
But times had changed.
I just couldn't shake the idea that my boobs needed to be bigger.
It was an all consuming life. A mantra played out in my head "Big Boobies are Better!" over and over.
I really started to watch my weight, but truth be told it's not like I could be any skinnier. I knew that wasn't even possible.
To make matters worse I really needed to step up my Botox game! I didn't want to be like other insta models with a shelf life! I needed to keep my perfect face smooth for as long as possible.
The need for a frozen face was real. My favorite Instapic models all had the frozen look. Otherwise known as the "rich girl" face. I was sooo hooked.
If I was going to take my Instapic career to the next level I had to read the writing on the wall.
I became overwhelmed by my sudden need for change. I constantly looked at myself in the mirror, checked my face more times than anyone should in one day. This led to a makeup regiment that would be impossible to afford if I wasn't sponsored and received so much free stuff.
My beauty had always been award winning, but now with Instapic and Joe in my life I needed the award.
After living with the nagging need I decided to approach Joe this coming weekend and see what he said would say about my need for change.
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At lunch we made the typical small talk and then I proceeded to talk about myself the whole lunch.
At one point I switched the topic to my body.
Joe made an audible gulp, he had a look on his face that said, here we go again.
"Joe are my boobs big enough for you? I'm starting to think you need a girlfriend with bigger boobs."
Joe just eyed me up.
"Like all the hottest Instapic models have huge tits, it isn't weird or slutty to have big boobs, it's totally normal! What do you think?"
Joe's face said it all, not at all the conversation he wanted to have with someone he had just started to date.
"You have the biggest I've dated yet, if that's what you mean?" Joe answered in a confused but joking attitude, working to change the subject.
"I just feel like a guy like you NEEDS a big boob trophy on his arm at all times, don't you want that? Like you practically need it!"