Note: All people in this story are 18 years of age or older at all points in the narrative. There are no depictions of sexual violence in this story. All of these people are real people, albeit with changed names, and the descriptions of Matt's physical dimensions are absolutely accurate.
:Chapter 6:
A couple of days after our jerk off session, Matt seemed to disappear from the dorm. He left the dorm one morning and stopped coming back to his room. I heard Ari talking one day with some of the other guys about how Matt wasn't attending his lectures anymore. Some others said they saw him at a couple of parties and that he was staying at sorority houses (against their rules) and girls' apartments all over campus.
September ended and October came and Matt still hadn't made any further appearances at the dorm. Apparently there was some kind of unwritten rule that the RA's could enforce that said that if someone was vacant from the dorm for a month that they could reassign your room. Ari talked with the RA's and another guy from the dorm moved in to Matt's room. This guy had had trouble getting along with his roommate but was friends with Ari. Technically they couldn't kick Matt out of the dorm until the end of the semester, even though he wasn't attending lectures or showing up at the dorm, so they just told the other guy that if Matt came back he would have another roommate, but it was likely he could just have a single room for the rest of the year.
I had my door open on the evening that they packed Matt's belongings into a cardboard box and moved it to the other room. Most people brought a ton of stuff to the dorms--bedding, lots of clothes, books, televisions, and food and refrigerators and things like that. Matt had a few shirts, a couple pairs of gym shorts, and a pair of jeans. Apparently he had brought his entire college luggage in his backpack. They laughed about how weird that was while they took his stuff to his new room.
A week into Matt's exile, I was still thinking about his gigantic cock and jerking off to it a few times a day. I had naively expected to be jerking off with him often. I thought about the feeling of his cock in my hands, the sight of his enormous balls lying on my mattress cover, feeling the heat radiating off of his massive erection. My own erection could spring up at the first thought of that dick. I seriously considered the fact that I might be gay with how much I was thinking about him. I definitely had some bisexual tendencies but this wasn't an infatuation.
All of my fantasies were about imagining Matt's huge cock on my body. I wanted a gigantic cock of my own, hanging heavily in my pants all day. I wanted to hook up with girls and watch them stare dumbfounded at my dick when I dropped my pants. I wanted girls to tell all their friends about me and have a line waiting to get in bed with my gigantic penis. I wanted a libido so thick that I basically didn't care about anything else in the entire world except getting laid and sleeping in their bed for the rest of that night.
For me that was the most intriguing--Matt didn't seem to care about anything but sex, from my limited knowledge of the guy. I could conceive of a future for Matt where he found a couple of wealthy people who found his body so attractive that they flew him around the world as some sort of sexual companion. Surely he wouldn't be settling down, getting married, holding down a job, or anything remotely normal.
I started looking into penis enlargement on the internet. There was plenty of literature to look at--extenders, pumps, weights, pills, all sorts of contraptions that looked weird and dangerous and sort of geeky. There were plenty of chat boards where guys would share wild, completely unverified claims of gaining eight inches in length in a year and having fourteen inch flaccid dicks, and being young, naΓ―ve, and obsessed with my own dick size, I have to admit I wanted to believe it all.
I eventually sent a mail order for a penis pump for myself. I selected a hand pump, and nine inch cylinder, with a two inch diameter. I figured I could see how I liked it and get another cylinder if I wanted to.
While I was waiting for the pump to arrive, I sent away for another cylinder. I looked at their largest sizes--fifteen inches long and five inches in diameter. I imagined Matt sticking his cock in it and pumping it up. I fantasized about how swollen his enormous cock would look as he pumped, the size of a Subway footlong and slowly expanding. My cock wouldn't even reach halfway down the cylinder at the moment, but maybe one day...
My pump came and I started adding it to my obsessive masturbation schedule. I was amazed seeing how the pump could make my dick stretch longer and thicker than normal. I watched with fascination as the head slid past seven inches and then seven and a half inches. I also tried the Matt-sized cylinder too. It was enormous but the idea of seeing that huge empty space in front of my cock was arousing.
So from the middle of September through the middle of October I spent most of my free time masturbating and pumping. My senior year classes weren't that difficult and outside of a couple of friends I didn't have much interaction. I would finish classes, get dinner, come back to the dorm and pump while I did homework or write papers. Then I would masturbate for an hour or so and head to bed.
One Friday night in October started out that way. I had turned in at midnight or so but the rest of the dorm was usually loud until 2:00am with the students getting back from partying. I was used to the loudness and it didn't disrupt me too much, but this night I was awakened by some loud banging on a door close to my room.
The banging was insistent, uneven pounding. I had tried to go back to sleep but it just kept happening over and over. As my senses returned I realized I could hear someone calling out. They sounded drunk to me. The pounding stopped for a moment, and then scared me out of my skin when it suddenly reappeared on my own door. I jumped out of bed and put on some pants to go and open the door. I ran over and opened the door, just to stop the banging.