Hannah Forever Single -- Chapter 09
I got up from my desk after a long day of work. I felt the weight of the cock cage tug at my cock and balls. It surprised me how quickly I got used to wearing my cage. It became like a second skin for me. But in those moments of awareness, I thought of Hannah on her knees attaching it to me, wearing her transparent red body suit. I pictured her lips as she gave me one last orgasm before sealing me inside.
The device looked like steel skin -- armor plating, in a way. It was high end, designed for long-term wear, and custom fitted. There was a ring around my balls, a sheath for my shaft, and a cap over the tip with ports for my routine functions and cleaning. Rather than locks, it had a special tool to tighten the screws. (I know.) It was unyielding and beautiful, like my Hannah.
This was part of her next experiment in our relationship. I think I can use that word now. While Hannah joked she was forever single, we both had shared how much we cared for each other, even loved each other. We moved into this house where we lived and worked. I had my security consultancy, and she had her online fan account where she entertained customers. We were partners in business and in life without the ring to bind us -- well, not one on my finger.
Thinking back to that first moment when we met in the bar and bonded over our similar tattoos. Both of us declared we were independent of romantic entanglements, yet here we were close to a year later committed to each other, though we were not technically exclusive.
Not that I dated anyone else. I had no interest in anyone but her. Hannah had been dating lately, but as part of our mutual fantasy. I was her submissive toy with a kink for creampies. She shared the kink of owning a man's orgasm and having him service her well-fucked pussy. Up to now, we were content with me providing the fucking, but we also knew that part of the kink was desire for the outsider.
The adventure we were on included sharing our past sexual experiences. Through these stories, Hannah and I worked out what was a true desire and what was dysfunctional. My first marriage ended painfully for me. I became my wife's cuckold. She and my former best friend began an affair that led her to eventually invite him to live with us permanently.
My sexual experiences with them were both intense and emotionally painful. With Hannah's help, I've been able to sort out what was a primal need for me and what was simply the bargain I made with my ex to get the type of humiliation I craved.
With Hannah, I always felt safe. It wasn't sex twenty-four, seven. We carefully worked out consent and boundaries. We talked through it a lot in the days between play sessions. She could tease and humiliate me in a way that fed my kink, but she would also reassure me that the things she said and did were part of the play and not her deep feelings. That's part of what made the cage so perfect. It was binding, but it was also protective and beautiful. I didn't feel vulnerable. I felt the comfort of control and the peace of giving all my sexual agency to the person I trusted most in the world.
And it is that earned trust that allowed me to face this final fear -- that Hannah might find another to replace me. She was going out on dates more seriously now that she had locked me up. She was searching for the right person who could play with us in a safe way. She didn't want someone who would threaten our relationship but a third who could extend it. Plus, she enjoyed sex and our kinks weren't the kind to just fade into the background. In a way, the deep pain that forged those neural pathways also made it nearly impossible to escape them as a path to pleasure. But I noticed over time, and with Hannah's support, some of those acts became less charged for me. And for every loss of one, we gained others that brought more joy and intimacy.
I went into the kitchen to prepare dinner for Hannah and me but I found her there already.
Hannah said, "I got done early, so I figured I'd give you a night off cooking."
She might have other things in mind, I hoped. She wore a lingerie set that mainly comprised bands of material. It was jet black and traced every curve of her hip, rear, and thighs. A small silver ring held each strap at critical points.. When she turned, I saw two rings outlined her exposed nipples, which were erect. Another set of interlaced rings formed a triangle around a small patch of cloth over her pussy. I saw her light brown hint of pubic hair beneath. My mouth watered at the sight.
Hannah smiled knowingly as she saw me take her in. She touched her hair, a short pixie cut, and her light brown eyes locked with mine. "Is my pet feeling the walls close in?"
"Yes, Hannah," I said. My cock was filling the small space of the cage. I felt the now familiar ache of confinement and arousal.
"Show me." She turned back to her cooking.
I took off my clothes and waited.
After a minute, she looked back. "Tsk. Poor thing is bursting at the seams."
The flesh of my penis was bulging through the ports in the cap and sheath.
She stepped over to me and softly ran her fingers over the exposed flesh.
"Is it weird that I find this beautiful somehow?"
I shook my head. The touch of her fingertips was like an electric current through my cock.
She shook her head and turned away. She said, "I have to say, sometimes I have to stop myself from releasing you and fucking you senseless."
I gulped.
"But that would spoil the experiment, wouldn't it?"
"It's not like we're going to publish the results," I said.
She laughed. "Who says?"
I shivered. Just the thought of exposure was enough to shut down my executive functions. Being on display like this, helpless and vulnerable, was part of my need. I knew she was teasing for that effect, but a part of me wanted to expose all this for everyone, to have every eye that looked at me know how I humiliated myself.
We ate dinner and although I was used to her being in various costumes and lingerie from her cam work, I still found it difficult to focus. That I was also nude except for my cage kept me on edge.
"No good?" she said, pointing her fork at my plate.
"Distracted," I said.
She laughed. "Stand up."
I followed her instructions.
"I enjoy looking at it," she said. "How do you feel in it?"
"Strangely proud?" I said. "It's like... I don't know. A symbol for me."
"I know what you mean. It makes me want to take you out and show you off in it."
"I..."