Hannah Forever Single -- Chapter 07
From that night on, I think I imprinted on Hannah like a baby duck. I had already given her myself as her personal property, but this was deeper than submission. I adored her. I worshipped her. I only wanted to serve her needs. The experience a couple of days ago of multiple prostate orgasms opened my eyes to pleasures I didn't know were possible. And the bliss I felt afterward, cuddling with her as she fed me my copious pre-cum, left me in a state open to every sensation. I felt a lingering high.
Hannah laughed as she came into the kitchen for coffee. I had her mug and a fruit plate ready for her.
"Oh, my eager boy. I'll never need a pet now," she said. She literally patted my head. She was wearing just a simple white tee and underwear, which, with her tan skin and dark eyes, always looked casually sexy. Her smaller breasts didn't need a bra. Her dark hair cut in a pixie bounced lightly as she moved.
I said, "I'm sorry. I'm just happy."
"Your pupils are like saucers," she said as she sat down. "Now, you know not all consequences are punishments."
"It's a lesson I'll never forget," I said.
She smirked. "As for lessons, you still don't know
jack
."
My face fell. 'Jack' was our code word for the end of my submission. 'Queen' began those sessions, and I'd been praying for days not to hear the
off
word.
"Don't be sad, Johnny. Nothing lasts forever. Except, apparently, your devotion. At least you didn't use your counter word, even during that relentless spanking last night."
I squirmed in my seat. I was still tender from when she'd paddled me as I begged for her to stop. I could have used 'King' to end my delicious ordeal. It was the word we agreed I could say at any time to end my submission. I couldn't imagine what would make me want to use it. But twice last night, I think she pushed me just to see if I would cry it out. (Well, I cried it out, but not the word.)
"These have been the best days of my life," I said.
"I'm glad. For me too. I know I said I always wanted a toy to play with, but I prepared myself to be disappointed. I was not..." She lifted her foot under the table and pressed her well-manicured toes gently into my groin. "...Disappointed."
I groaned. Apparently, being off session didn't mean hands (or feet) off.
She wriggled her toes, coaxing my erection. "Sometimes our sessions will be shorter and sometimes we'll both wonder if they'll ever end." She took a bite of melon. "I'm following my gut here. I just want to play with my power. In between, however, we can just have regular fun."
"As you wish," I said, which made her smile.
"Cute. I like cute too. But let's be clear. We are not a couple. We are partners."
"With benefits," I said.
"Great benefits," she said, finishing her fruit. She picked up her mug and left me behind with her plate and an erection. "Off to work!"
I watched her perfect dancer's bubble of an ass sway away in her tiny white underwear.
Terrific benefits
, I thought. She had never backed off her promise to be forever single, but for the past months of living and working together, few others had come into the picture. She had her clients, sure, but those men and women were paying for her attention over the internet. They would never see her in real life. She had a best friend, Kelly, who she sometimes brought over for cam sessions. They also had a
friends with benefits
relationship that frankly I would never discourage. And men flirted with Hannah when we were out together. At least one gave her his number, but while she didn't turn them down, she had dated none of them
yet
.
I was definitely punching above my weight. What made her so wonderful, despite her being ten years younger than me but far above me in maturity, was that our sex was so healing. We would often share stories of past trauma and she'd turn our sessions into a way to re-live them without the pain. The emotional pain, not the physical. She taught me that while those scars had imprinted me with the desire for humiliation, submission, and pain, that I didn't have to be retraumatized. I could endure instead in a positive way.
It didn't hurt that the stories I shared of my first marriage and how my wife and
former
best friend had cuckolded me turned her on. Still, what excited her were the acts themselves and not my suffering. She seemed to get off more on my openness and honesty. She hated my ex-wife's cruelty and lies. But Hannah also wanted me to understand how I contributed to my suffering, and how I could still find pleasure in the acts without wallowing in the self-hate and pity.
As I went about my day of meetings, I realized again how smart Hannah was. If she'd hadn't released me from my submission, I don't know if I'd be able to concentrate. The last thing my internet security clients needed was a distracted consultant. I also found myself more relaxed than ever before. A long weekend of service cleared my head. I was less anxious and more focused.
At lunch, I missed Hannah. She had some clients that naturally spent their lunch hour online with her. I wondered which wig or outfit she might come out wearing. She was never herself for them, only a character. Lately, she had taken on a keyholder role for many clients. It proved lucrative. She wore their keys on a golden chain around her waist. She would show the waist chain, floating above her naked pussy just out of frame, and wonder aloud which key was whose. "I get so confused," she'd tease them. (In fact, she kept careful track using pictures.)
Before I went to make us dinner, Hannah texted me. "Don't worry about dinner. It's on its way." I felt happy not to have a chore and yet sad that I missed a chance to show Hannah my devotion. But whatever Hannah wants, I'll give her. When the doorbell rang later, I was in my office. Hannah shouted, "I'll get it!" from her studio and I heard her run down the hall toward the living room.
I closed up my document and headed to the kitchen. There I saw Hannah and Kelly setting out Chinese food that Kelly brought with her. Kelly had light blond hair and blue eyes with lightly freckled skin. Tonight, both girls wore simple jeans and tees.
Kelly smiled at me demurely. We had a bond of sorts because of Hannah had shared something of mine with her. That is, Hannah had me give her a creampie so that Kelly and Hannah could act out a cuckqueen session on camera for a client. I couldn't look at Kelly's lips now without imagining them lapping at Hannah's sticky pussy.
"Hungry?" Hannah said when she spotted me.
"Yeah," I said. Then I thanked Kelly for bringing the food. I grabbed some extra napkins for us and sat down.
"No problem," Kelly said. It felt as ordinary as could be where Hannah was involved. Just three people sitting down to dinner. The only exception being I knew Hannah and Kelly were former lovers, and had grown up together in the same dance studio, and Kelly's mom was Hannah's mentor through all the traumas and bad boyfriends. Also, Kelly had eaten my cum and probably knew all my kinks, even though I'd never seen her naked. So... super casual, totally normal dinner.
"Looks tasty," I said, instantly regretting my choice of words.
Hannah and Kelly laughed.
"Very," Hannah said, looking at Kelly.
"Eat it up," Kelly said, and then I knew they were both busting my balls.
I blushed and set about my meal. They chatted about what was going on with them. I tried not to make any more of a fool of myself, feeling lucky to be at the table.
We finished dinner; I cleaned up and brewed us some hot green tea.
As I set their mugs down in front of them, Kelly thanked me and said to Hannah, "So, how have things been for the two of you?"
Hannah beamed, "Oh, you know, it's great. He treats me like a
queen
." She reached over and pinched my chin with her hand. I blanched at the keyword. The look in Hannah's eyes told me she'd clocked my reaction. She went on. "As you can see, the house is spotless and you know that's not my doing."
Kelly shook her head, smiling, "Nope."
Hannah said, "He takes care of everything I need, often before I even ask him."
"Must be nice," Kelly said, giving me a sly smile. Were they both toying with me?
My heart raced. Hannah had started a session with the code word, and Kelly was right here. I didn't know if Kelly was in on the code or not. They were close. She could have shared it. I hoped it was just Hannah's way of reminding me of my place here with her friend in the house.
Hannah said, "It is wonderful, truly. Plus, Johnny is incredibly open and honest. He will answer any question without hesitation. He won't lie to us -- at least not tonight."
Shit
. There it was. Hannah was directing me not to lie tonight -- simple, direct, and no hesitations. She was wickedly clever.
"Is that true?" Kelly said.
"Yes," I said.