This story happened 10 years ago, when I was dating casually, exploring a wide range of sexual experiences.
Her personal ad was straightforward: Big Beautiful Goddess looking for oral worship. I answered without hesitation. After a few messages we exchanged phone numbers. She allowed me to call her.
The first phone conversation is the crucial transition from online to real life. Conversation provides the opportunity to decide whether there is chemistry between strangers. Her voice was cheerful. She had a sense of humor. A mixture of curiosity, excitement and just the right small dose of nervousness made us decide to spontaneously meet the same evening.
Her expectations were clear: I would rim, lick, eat her, and she would provide precise instructions how to do it. There would also be playful verbal humiliation. I shouldn't expect any gratification in return. Worshipping a Goddess was a reward in itself. I enthusiastically agreed to her conditions. We were both looking forward to a twisted fun playtime.
She lived in an upscale residential complex near the lakeshore. It was summer and therefore not completely dark when I arrived at 9 pm. The last remnants of the sunset were still lingering in the sky when I opened the door that she had left unlocked for me.
As instructed, I went upstairs. Her room was dark, but I could make out her imposing feminine figure on the bed. Kneeling on the floor, my first words were "Good evening, Goddess". "Hello, little one", she responded. "Turn around and strip." She slowly turned the light on while I did my best male stripper act wiggling out of my ripped jeans and t-shirt to reveal my ripped abs (ok, that last part is fantasy). "Good boy" she said approvingly. "Now show me that ass of yours. Squat so I can see that little dick dangling between your balls. If you have any balls, that is." I was facing the closet opposite her bed, so I couldn't see her. However, I was eager to give her a good view.
Men can be as self-conscious about their body as women. However, since the sight of a naked woman would make me naturally excited regardless of any real or perceived body imperfections, I realized that it would be quite similar for a woman looking at a naked man. Therefore I exposed myself in a slutty way without hesitation, spreading my legs and lifting my ass so that my cock and cojones (I am a sucker for alliterations) could be seen from behind.
I find it liberating to be in the submissive role in the sexual dance with a woman who lets you know that she knows what she wants. She will go for it when she is ready. She will show and tell you what she likes and dislikes. She is not self-conscious, because her body is perfect by definition. As a submissive, I am expected to be both appreciative and honest with her. Therefore I will look for beauty in everything about her and eventually see her as the Goddess she already is.