Chapter 5 We all get There
As I knelt there waiting for my sub-conscious fantasy to be fulfilled, my heart was pounding almost out of my chest. In pee-soaked and precum filled panties, my little tiny dick was still in pain from the swat, but responsive. He made me open my mouth wide, then cleared his throat and spit in my mouth. "Keep your mouth open but don't swallow that. For lubrication, faggot" he indicated, as he put just the very tip of his long-awaited cock into my mouth.
Then he said, "I know you have some heroic idea that you are going to take my cock balls deep, but that's not going to happen tonight, my sissy bitch." This disappointed me some, but there was that "my" again. I fixated on it. I was HIS, and I was; completely his. The degrading nicknames now felt like terms of endearment to me. I didn't care if I was his fucking, slutty, filthy, whorey, faggot, cuckold, sissy bitch! All I heard was HIS...
And, of course, I took his warning as a challenge; I was going to prove my man wrong. I tried to get as much as of that cock as possible in my mouth, wanting to swallow his whole enormous cock, even if it would choke me death. I wanted to choke myself on it. I wanted to taste his delicious cum again and feel its heat as it ran down my throat.
I engulfed his cockhead with my mouth nearly stretched to capacity. I knew the base of his cock was much fatter than the head, and I feared he would be right and I wouldn't get it in much further. He intuited my condition and shifted positions to change the angles, and I was able to get just a bit past the head into my mouth.
I was in predicament; here was the sexual moment I had dreamed of for years, even if in denial, and I wasn't sure I could perform. I loved the feeling of his cock in my mouth; the taste and aroma and incredible warmth of it was driving me crazy. If you could bottle them, you might call it "hot nasty fuck"; that's what it smelled and tasted like.
He paused, then reached down into my panties where there was about a quart of precum, along with piss. He scooped out gobs and gobs of it then spread it on his magnificent cock. He bathed it with the muck from my panties, when he was done, he scooped out some more and put his massive fingers in my mouth. I sucked on his fingers trying to practice for his cock. He inserted his big fat index finger and let me suckle on it like baby sucking a binky. The feeling was so satisfying.
My mouth, which had been so stretched on his cock, now adjusted to his much smaller finger. The sucking action had a calming effect on me, and I felt less anxious about being able to perform. I hadn't thought consciously about it for a while, but the plug continued to send delightful love signals to my prostate, but my peenie was still aching enough from the last swat that I could relax and enjoy the feeling, but not too far off, I still sensed a stirring that might get me in trouble.
He took control and began to feed me his finger slowly pushing it down toward my throat. When he got to point where my gag-reflex began to engage, he pulled back ever so slightly, then let me suckle again. After I got used to suckling his finger at the entrance of my throat, he pushed just a bit more. I gagged some, but it was as if he had turned down a dimmer switch in my throat.
When he had his whole finger in, he began to slowly go in and out, but with each stroke, he sped up a little until he was fingerfucking my mouth. He soon, added his middle finger and repeated the process with two fingers. Before adding third finger, he reached in my panties again, for more...lubrication.
Three fingers in, was still just a bit shy of the girth of his cock. He pulled his fingers out; got more spunk from my panties, and shoved it my mouth "Don't swallow," he said again." And replace his cock in my gaping mouth. When he had first put his cock in my mouth, it was in nearly erect state.
This time (from the action with my mouth I hoped) it was rock hard. I saw and soon tasted the delicious precum coming out of his piss-slit. He had stretched out my mouth and throat with fingers, but the cock was another matter entirely. He let me work on his cock sucking slowly on the head, and frequently lapping up its full-length from the tip to his glorious testicles. I took each ball in my mouth and gently suckled on it just as I had with the head of his cock.
Oh... his cock! It's not as if had a large font of knowledge related to the human penis, or had made any kind of study of it. The glorious specimen I was currently worshipping was only the second I had ever touched; my teeny peenie being the only other, and these were like comparing an ant to Hercules. I had seen many pornographic dicks, but they were always already a comparison to Mr. Jenkins's gorgeous penis.
I was fairly certain there could not be a nicer cock in the world. With this thought, I set about getting that almighty cock down my throat with fresh enthusiasm. I took a deep breath, opened my mouth, prepared my throat, and threw myself at his cock as hard as I could pushing past the pressure point at the entrance of my throat. With all of that I got down to what I estimated was half his cock.
Feeling proud of the effort, I began to pull back, when I felt his hand prevent my head from moving. He--at first gently, but with growing insistence and urgency--pressed my head toward his crotch, well past where I had gotten on my own. I had between six and seven inches of cock lodged in my mouth and throat, and although gagging and choking, tears flowing freely from my eyes, and unable to breath, my lips were so tightly wrapped around his widening baton, I was in a sexual revery.
My body writhed and squirmed, but he held my head firmly in place for some time. The combination of my thoughts and what was actually happening to me was too much. Even deep in revery, I recognized that familiar stirring. I couldn't really feel my penis so much anymore, but I could sense what could happen.
As soon as he pulled his cock out my mouth. I tried to alert him to what was happening. Through my coughing, burping and gasping I tried to speak, but he was about start pushing his cock back into my mouth. I was desperate to stop him; I knew if he pushed his cock back in mouth, I was going to come without permission...so... I closed my mouth.
Finding his way barred against him, he looked down at me perplexed and slapped my face angrily. Knowing this was my only chance, despite the pain, I focused on getting my alert out. "Sir, please, please! My clitty! I think I might come! Would you swat it please, I don't think I can hold it otherwise, please, Sir!"
I still didn't like the pain, but I knew it was the only way. He gestured for me to lift my ass off my feet and present my tiny pecker. Sure enough, it was stiff in my panties, and continuously spewing precum. He swatted it hard with crop, also getting my bean-sized testicles. The pain was ghastly, but I appreciated it, and thanked him for it.
"You have to control yourself, faggot! Do you need another one?"
"Yes, please, a few more I think, Sir, to make sure," and he swatted me three more times and motioned me back into position with the plug and my ass resting on my feet. When I was back in position, he gestured with his head, and I knew I should turn my head for another slap as punishment for my lack of control. I did so, and waited; he did not move. Then I realized I had not properly begged him for the punishment.