From Cucked Husband to Sub Wife
Chapter 2 A Twist of Fate
For years, I could not get that scene out of my head, but I never shared it with anyone. What I most thought about it, I realized, was that all of the things he had done to her and or made her do, she had asked--no, begged--for! The power he had over her was mind-blowing, but her continual reaffirmation and commitment to this man and his cock was what got me. She did all these things eagerly and apparently of her own free will.
That was ten years ago. I left the job that fall to back to college. However, what I witnessed that day had a profound effect on my developing sexuality. As I replayed the scene over and over in my head, often masturbating to it, I consciously fantasized about myself in the role Mr. Jenkins, the powerful Dom. But that truly was a fantasy, since I lacked the requisite equipment. My well below average endowment was an unlikely contender for the part. So, I fantasized about having a big dick like his to let me wield power. But it must, by necessity, remain a fantasy.
In my last year of college, not long before graduation. I met a girl, Lori. She was gorgeous, lightyears out of my league. She was, however, like me, a socially awkward science nerd, which allowed us to get close enough to find we had a lot in common. I had seen her around a few times, but he had never officially met until we were in class together and ended up in the same group for our final project.
Like Mrs. Smith, she had great big titties, except, Lori had great big nipples to go with them, which would harden at the drop of a hat. They were so much fun to suck and nibble, like huge meaty erasers. She was also tall and shapely with nice curves. She was, at least four inches taller than me and could easily pin me when we play-wrestled.
Except for witnessing that scene, and lots of masturbation, I was a virgin, though not for lack of trying. Lori, was a science geek from a super religious born-again family, so she seemed even more virginal than me. She seemed shy and reserved and told me she was saving herself for marriage.
We got together, eventually we graduated with engineering degrees and both went to work for the same firm in Houston, and got married the year after graduation. Once married, our sex life, was just okay. I would do a lot of mouth work on Lori, however, she made it clear early on that she would under no circumstances suck my peenie (that's what she called it).
Usually, after I would eat her out and she came, I would poke my peewee pecker into her a few times and come in less than five minutes. She would then push my head back in her pussy and make me eat the cum out of her pussy. While I was quick to come, I did have a quick recovery time, so we might do this routine twice or even three times in a session.
After working at my company for a few years, I got the opportunity to transfer to the New York office with a big promotion. Because I was making a lot more money, Lori was able to get a part time job at a smaller company. We made the move, and I was happy to be back home in New York. We bought an apartment five blocks away from my old deli job. Before the move we had spent some time trying to get pregnant, but it had not happened. We thought we could proceed with the project after the move.
After months of trying, we were both tested, and it turned out--surprise, surprise--I had a very low sperm count and would be unlikely to sire children. Lori was bummed, but I was doubly so, after all it was me that was unable to perform my manly duties.
I was depressed, feeling worthless, emasculated, un-virile and lacking self-esteem. Lori suggested a little getaway, and we decided to go skiing in Vermont. We rented a private aprรจs ski chalet made reservations at the most romantic restaurants. But on the first day on the slopes, I broke my leg and had to be rushed to the emergency department.
Back in the city, after a month of a cast and three weeks on a brace, my orthopedist recommended physical therapy. Because I was still in a brace and crutches, Lori came with me to the appointment. We sat in the waiting room to be called in. I had not been assigned a therapist, so I looked at the list on the board, and one name stood out: Jordan J. Jenkins, MSPT. I never knew Mr. Jenkins's full name, but he was listed as J.J. Jenkins on the delivery receipts. What were the odds?
One hundred percent it turns out.... I recognized him as soon as he walked over to us, with his clipboard of medical information. However, I was quite sure he did not recognize me, as he could barely recognize me when I made regular deliveries and saw him more or less weekly. To him I was an insignificant servant, who rather anonymously brought him groceries. To me he was now a sex god whose exploits had afforded me many masturbatory delights, the image of whose cock was seared into my memory and fantasies. My wife jumped to attention and gave a broad smile as soon as he approached.
"I am his wife," she beamed at him, while taking in his rugged good looks. Lori could be flirty from time to time, especially when drunk, but it was always, it seemed to me, a bashful kind of flirting and never serious. I described it as G-rated, Disney movie flirting, at best.
Seeing him in this context suddenly made me anxious and jittery. "Yes, Sir. This is my wife," I said. I don't know why I called him "Sir." Freudian slip perhaps. My mind kept going back to that scene. I tried to make my nervousness seem related to the injury, but it was hard to think, with images of that day bombarding my mind, and my wife fawning all over him.
"Am I allowed to go in with him?" Lori asked like a young girl asking permission to go to a slumber party.
"You are allowed to do whatever you'd like, young lady," he crooned, and touched the tip of her nose. She turned almost beet red instantly, and I could tell she was flustered and aroused by his attention.
We went in; he asked some questions about the leg and my progress convalescing. Then he said I should "disrobe" pointing me to a hospital gown, and walked out saying he would be back in a moment.
When he was out of the room, my wife just looked at me and whispered, "WOW, he's really something, isn't he?" I wasn't sure if she meant the old-fashioned philandering (verging on sexual harassment), or how hard she had been drooling over his physique. I didn't want to think too much about it. I was distracted by the fact that she was helping me take off my clothes, before the guy with the biggest dick I had ever seen came to exam my upper thigh.