I regret my impulsiveness for the rest of the day and as the evening approaches I am so anxious that I am shaking. I count to myself the ways in which this could go wrong and reread all the messages he has sent me searching for warning signs. Is he as straight forward as he seems? But then again is anyone? I think about calling to cancel but I know that I wont have the nerve. I take a bath to kill some time, running the water so hot it turns my skin pink, thin I sit on my bed wondering what I should wear. I have never met anyone for sex before and I am frightened of breaking the rules. I look through my wardrobe of clothes and try on a dark red dress, although it hugs my body tightly I don't think it looks too bad. I walk around the room enjoying the unfamiliar sensation of my legs touching as I walk and the swing of the fabric about my thighs.
I feel like a teenager preparing for prom until I come face to face with my reflection. The hem of my dress sitting high above my knee and my pale white legs stretching boldly out beneath it. I am suddenly 28 again and about to meet a man for the first time who is going to help me finally cuckold my boyfriend, something he has been begging me to do for years. I am so far from reality and my comfort zone that the anxiety within me is growing every second and making me shake again. The buzz of my phone saves me from exploring this thought, its him texting me to tell me he is on his way so I grab my bag pick up my keys and run out the door ready to explore the life of cuckolding. No turning back now.
We get back to his and the conversation has been muted, both of us fully aware that we are meeting for only one thing. As soon as the door closes behind him he takes no time at all in taking control of me and showing his dominance over me. Pulling me against his firm muscly body suddenly I am his to do anything he wants with and my heart is beating so hard it feels as though its about to burst from my chest. There are no pleasantries like offering me a drink or to even sit on the sofa. Instead taking me straight to the bedroom and commanding me to strip. The moment of hesitation that follows earns me a hard spank across my bottom making me jump before he reminds me to do as I am told. I remove the thin straps of my dress from my shoulders letting the dress fall to the floor.