Renate part 4
Well, my adventure with Renate screamed for a follow-up.
I just couldn't wait for the 6 months to be over. We talked on the phone and made an appointment for after the summer. I was going to visit her on a Monday afternoon and would stay for 2 nights and then leave again around noon on Wednesday.
This time I would also fly to Germany and then take a local train for about half an hour. Quite convenient actually.
The day arrived and I got ready to leave for the airport early. Again I had told my wife that I would be in a conference for the merger. Never quite knew if she believed it but I didn't really care because she was not going to be able to find us out anyway. She was a little too gullible and did not ask for hotel details or whatever. To make her a little more comfortable I would call her in between meetings so I could let her know when I was not to be disturbed.
But, although she still believed me about the conferences, she was not stupid because years later she found some scat photo's on my computer (still don't know how because I always deleted my cache and browser history). Then she was really mad and was sure I had visited one of the scat loving ladies she saw on those pictures. But I could honestly say I hadn't.
So she didn't trust me completely. But again, I didn't really care because our marriage was soon to be over anyway.
My wife really hated me for my perversions although I did not ask her anymore to help me with them. She just ignored the fact that I might still be interested in them.
She had helped me by shitting on me in our early years but didn't want to do that anymore because this was past her boundaries and just expected of me to forget all about my desires, which wasn't really fair. She liked molten cheese very much and I really hated the smell of that. But I couldn't ask her not to like molten cheese anymore now could I?
What I did was just hide my perversions from her so that she was not confronted with them anymore. And she finally believed I wasn't interested in those dirty things anymore.