Before I get to the next bit, I'd like to thank everyone who has commented on the parts so far. It really does help to know you're with us on this. Richard has a few favourite comments. He's glad he isn't alone in his sissy feelings. I've given him a pink note book to write his favourite comments in, and his own feelings, and one day I'll put them altogether and publish them. I am thinking about letting him stuff his bra, but there will be consequences for that.
Thank you all. Jenny.
So to Mark my parent's neighbour. Mark would talk to mum and dad over the fence, but it was my mum mainly. Some of my school friends didn't like him, they thought Mark's eyes lingered more than they should, he just watched us when we walked home. Somehow I put those two things together, and came up with the ridiculous idea that Mark was hitting on my mum. I really can't explain why, but they talked for quite a while over the fence, and quite often. Just by watching my mum talking to him I thought she was flirting. While it wasn't obvious flirting, I hadn't seen her act like that with any other man.
I always got on well with Carol, Mark's now ex wife, and being next door I would baby sit their two kids when I was at school. The first time something happened with Mark I was 18. Carol was drunk when they got home, and I helped him get her up to bed. (Carol would later own up to being an alcoholic, which I guess she was at the time, but at that time as far as I knew, she was doing nothing about it.)
I took her up a glass of water, she took a couple of sips, and then I left her to it. I went down the stairs and Mark gave me the money, and said he was sorry I had to help him with Carol. I said it was okay, and I hugged him. I felt him kiss my cheek. We parted a bit but he still had hold of me. He did this thing you see in films, his head moved a little tentatively towards me, and then he stopped. I knew he was lining himself up for a kiss. I let his head move forward a little more, and then I moved towards him. We kissed really deep; I think I can honestly say he was the best kisser I had at that time. We ended up on the couch, still kissing but he was pulling my skirt up. He pulled my tights and panties down, and he even ripped my blouse a little, he was that eager.
He pushed his cock in me, and at that time it was probably the longest I had had, but it felt quite thin, almost as thin as a magic maker pen. He fucked me fast and came within a couple of minutes. It felt like he had been pent up, and this was a fuck which he needed more than anything.
I went to put my panties back on but he had them in his hand. I held out my hand for them, but he fished around in his pocket and pulled out Β£20. I took the money; well Β£20 to me back then was worth more than some panties which were a few years old.
I know I have told you I won't let Richard have my worn panties, and maybe the above is why.
Mark walked me to the door, got on his knees and held my shoes while I put my feet in them. It was quite odd looking down at his smiling face looking up at me. I don't think I said anything, not even goodbye.
A few days later I was looking down from my bedroom window. Carol and Mark were getting in their car. He looked up at me and smiled. I didn't smile back. I don't know why but I was playing this moody teenager thing. I wasn't like that at all, it just seemed to happen. I had been with boys my own age, but no one as old as Mark. I had this weird fascination for him. Mark was in his late 30's and not much to look at, but still I went back for more.
I went out with my friends and we went to a pub which I had heard Mark talk about with my dad. The pub was a bit of a dive, which ended up being our nickname for the pub. One of my friends moaned about going there, and before we had got to the bar, she turned and went out. We didn't even get asked for ID. Mark wasn't there, but this was what I was like, just hoping to spot him, so I would be fresh in his head.
Mark was out on his drive doing something to his car not long after. I was watching him from my bedroom window. I saw Carol taking the kids down the road. I went out and said Hi to Mark. He smiled at me and asked what I was up to today. I said not much. It was a Saturday in the summer, and my mum and dad had gone to the supermarket. He asked if I would get him a drink of orange, so I went in his house. I heard him follow me in. I just turned round and he was smiling at me. He came up to me and we kissed. I felt the straps of my little summer dress being pulled down, and it slipped to my ankles. He dropped to his knees and pulled my panties down. I stepped out of them and he pushed them in his back pocket. He gave my pussy a kiss, and pulled me to the floor. His hands groped my bare tits, and his cock went in me. I clung to him and I was panting a lot. I came on his cock, and he was grinning at me. He fucked me and came after a couple of minutes. I just got up and went home.
We had two more episodes like that.
Then I baby sat for him again. He was going out for a few beers, while Carol was going to a hen do. When Carol was up putting the kids to bed, Mark told me he would come back when Carol had left. 20 minutes or so after Carol had gone Mark came in. We kissed and he undid his trousers and asked me to suck him. I did, and I felt him getting excited. He said I was good at it, and he knew I must have had plenty of practice. He asked me if I did, and I nodded. He chuckled to himself, and asked me if I swallowed. I nodded again, and he got really excited. He came in my mouth, and then said he was going to the pub. It wasn't what I wanted, and felt quite angry about him going off, but I just took it.
We did fuck once more, but I didn't enjoy it like the first few times. Soon after it became known Carol was an alcoholic. I never got asked to baby sit again, in fact my mum said she had told Mark she didn't want me babysitting because she heard Carol yelling and throwing things, and she didn't want me becoming involved in that. Mum said Mark said he understood.
What got me about that was mum did the odd baby sitting for them, because of my thoughts about them flirting, I wondered if there was something more going on.
I got married and I thought that was the end of Mark and me. I knew through mum and dad, that Carol had divorced him, and according to mum she was dry, and had moved in with some guy with the kids.
I went to see mum, one day, and because I was in a rental car I had left my key to her house in my car, which was having some work done. Mum and dad were both out, and Mark must have heard me knocking the door. He stood on his doorstep and called across that I could come in and wait, so I did. I had been fucking around for a while now, but I never expected anything to happen with Mark. (Richard had talked to Mark a few times, and Richard had said he seemed a nice guy, and it was a shame about his wife divorcing him.)
Mark made us both a coffee and asked how married life was; I really think I talked to him more in half an hour, then I had done when we fucked in all those times in the past. Gone was the moody teenager act, and now as a woman I was totally different. Mark told me he was pleased for Carol getting back on her feet, and he still saw the kids. He said he had dated, but there was no one serious in his life. I heard mum and dad on the drive coming home, my dad was moaning about something or other. Mark thanked me for popping in, and we hugged. I kissed him, I just did it. He looked a little shocked, but I held his hand and put one foot on the stairs. He asked me if I was sure. I just gave him a gentle tug up the stairs.
We got to the bedroom, and he said, "What about Richard?"
I said, "He'll never know, but if he did he might like it."
We fucked and it felt different, again I think because I was acting differently, and talking to Mark about fucking other men, and how Richard didn't mind, and encouraged it.
Mark asked if I would tell Richard about him fucking me, I said no, and I had fucked a few guys that Richard didn't know about. Mark liked that he chuckled and fucked me deep. I came and he pulled out and said he wanted me to suck him, so I did.