Patient: M. C. W., 24 years old, female, married for three months. No history of psychiatric, medical, or substance or medication use.
Employee of partner company; referred for consultation by the primary care provider, with symptoms of moderate anxiety, distress, and depression.
Simple, banal case of effects of daily social pressure. Nothing that a few antidepressant or antianxiety pills can't quickly resolve.
She came in, looked curiously at me, at the pleasant office, clean decor, and at the consultation couch, where she would perhaps settle down to get comfortable. Pretty girl, with a beautiful body. Light eyes, gray, golden hair.
"Good morning, Marcela."
"Good morning, Dr. Warden."
"So, what do we have?"
She's talking, with her eyes down. Having recently married, her husband has been demanding things that she is not used to and that her rigid conservative upbringing does not approve of.
"Things?"
"Yes, certain acts in bed, well... you know... different from the usual."
"Things that you didn't do before marriage?"
"There was nothing before marriage, doctor."
"You didn't have sex? It's common among couples these days."
"I got married as a virgin, doctor. The deflowering was on the first night, very painful, brutal, he was in a hurry, wanted to get it done right away, I wasn't used to it. And he already wanted to do those things again."
"And you?"
"I love him, I would like to serve him, but... well... I don't know... I don't think I'm ready yet."
Concept review: it wasn't such a simple and banal case of migraine and occupational boredom. No mere pills. Detail: M. is a docile patient, seeking a solution and interested in the success of the treatment. She wants to do things, she just doesn't know how.
"Well, Marcela, let's start then. Take off your dress."
She slowly took it off, without resistance, showing herself standing in the office wearing only a white bra and panties.
Beautiful thighs, a well-shaped body, the panties small, delicate, sensual. Very young and only three months ago, she had stopped being a virgin. Her cherry was quickly broken, clumsily, by a husband who was not at all seductive or skilled, just wanting to enjoy the good forms of sex with a beautiful and desirable wife.
Maybe he would be the one indicated for treatment, not her. Talking about marital sexuality with a couples counselor or some psychological therapy.
I signaled for her to come closer, I put her on her back and admired her ass, well-shaped, beautiful, full buttocks. The guy, her husband, was right. Wanting to do "things" there was the natural desire of an excited man.
I ran my hand over her ass a little, sensual, attractive and still a virgin, even though she was married.
I asked her to take off her bra. She complied.
Sensual, firm, round, symmetrical and perfect breasts. Delicate, full and pink nipples.
"Very gorgeous teats, Marcela. You are a beautiful and desirable woman. Have the body that men appreciate."
"Thank you, doctor. My husband says the same thing and that is why I should let him use me."
"We will take care of this, resolve everything quickly and in the easiest way."
"Does your husband kiss you here? Suck those beautiful little nubs?"
"Oh, yes, he does that all the time, even when we're not having sex. He puts his hand inside my dress and asks me to go braless, he likes to see the nipple prints on my dresses."
"Do you do as he asks?"
"Yes, I always let him play with my breasts. Men like that. I just find it a little weird when he wants me to go out without a bra. And when he asks me to show my bare breasts during dinner at home."
"And you don't feel embarrassed?"
"I do, but my mother says that men are different from us, they have strange desires, but we should let them fulfill them."
"That's great, we're on the right track to healing."
"That's good, doctor."
I grabbed her breasts from below, weighing them in my hands.