"All I'm saying, Emmie," said Maisy, with a slight pleading in her voice, a few minutes later, "Maybe take it a little slow? We're not sure how deep the pond is and...well, you could hurt yourself just jumping in. How deep's the pond, do you think, Jim?"
"Not rightly sure," he answered, putting his hands in his pockets as he stared out blankly at the placid water. "I could get the boat out and check...do a measurement."
"Maybe that's a good idea," said Maisy, wringing her hands slightly. Her 16-foot-tall daughter was standing on the edge of their family pond, poised to jump in, with Daniel and Daisy standing close by, looking on uneasily.
"Aw don't worry about it mom," Emma said nonchalantly, waving her hand, in the process unintentionally generating a draft of wind that blew everyone's hair back. "I'll be careful, alright? I'm not gonna, like...dive in or anything."
"Not sure a cannonball is the best idea either," muttered Daniel. Emma looked down at him inquiringly, and Daniel realized that even though he had spoken just a little below a normal speaking voice, she hadn't heard a word he had said. She had heard sounds coming from him, but no words.
'It's because she's so high up there,' he thought, craning his neck up to her, marveling at how her knees were basically face-high for him.
"I, uh...I was just saying," he repeated a little louder, "That maybe a cannonball might, you know..."
"Blow half the water out of the pond," finished Daisy, staring straight ahead at the water. Daniel's shoulders slumped a little and he gave a little sigh. He wished that Daisy wasn't so blunt all the time around Emma -- he knew that it didn't help at all with Emma's anxiety. But looking back up to his girlfriend, he saw that Emma didn't seem too affected by her older sister's words this time. In fact, she was actually smiling.
"Huh...yeah," she mused out loud, her mouth twisting into something like a crooked smile. "I guess I...I guess I would, wouldn't I? Heheh I just...um...wow, yeah. I didn't realize how...big I was compared to the pond."
It was truly striking, just seeing Emma standing next to the pond itself. It wasn't a big pond by any means, but at about twenty yards in diameter, it wasn't too small either. But even still, Emma made it look much smaller than it actually was. As she squished her toes into the soft mud by the water's edge, she found herself wondering why she hadn't had a realistic idea of how much of the pond she would actually fill.
'I just...thought it was gonna be much bigger,' she thought. She could feel herself beginning to get sad again...the old pond was miniature to her now...but she was distracted by Daniel and Daisy, who were carefully making their way around to the other edge of the pond.
"Where are you guys going?" she asked bluntly, feeling the jealousy surge up in her again.
"Just...around here to the other edge," said Daniel. "Probably not the best idea to get in on the same side you are Emma, haha...right?"
"I...well why not?" she asked, knowing full well that she could have worked the answer out in her head. In the moment, though, she wasn't really in the mood.
"Well...you know," answered Daniel, his inner eyebrows creasing upwards a bit at the corners, like he was silently asking her why she was making him say it out loud, "we don't really wanna be...uh...near you in the water when you jump in, is all."
"Remember when we went water skiing that one time in the intercoastal waterways?" put in Daisy, stepping gingerly into the mud at the far end of the pond. "And those big supply tankers came by? Remember how we wiped out in the massive wakes?"
"Daisy," muttered Daniel in a low voice, touching her arm, "I don't think you're helping."
"I'm just trying to help her understand is all," whispered Daisy back, touching his arm with her hand. "She's seemed a little dense about some of these things recently."
"Well I have no idea what you two are whispering about," announced Emma in a bit of a loud voice from the other end of the pond, "But I don't know what you're talking about, Daniel. I'm just gonna walk in, ok? No jumping."
Even though Emma hadn't planned that up until now, she had declared her intentions with more than a little attitude.
"I think...that's probably best, honey," said Maisy earnestly, as she pulled up a fold-up chair in the grass, sat down, and began knitting. Jim did the same, except he took out his whittling knife and started chipping away at a piece of wood, looking up from time to time silently to take in what was going on.
Emma felt the cool water start to creep up her body as she walked slowly into the pond; she felt herself getting excited...it felt tremendously refreshing, and aside from the mere pleasure of feeling the water on her skin, Emma felt a kind of odd, primal thrill as she waded deeper into the lake. She didn't know why she was feeling this giddy all of a sudden, but she realized that she wanted to play around and laugh...she felt almost like a little kid again.
"Haha, wowwww!" she laughed, looking down at the murky water, which now came up to her mid-thighs. "It's been soooo long since I've gone swimming in here! It's great to be back!"
At the word "back," Emma bent down slightly and slapped the water with her hand, sending a huge splash of water slightly to the left of Daniel and Daisy, who nonetheless ducked for cover.
"Hey!" exclaimed Daisy, "Watch it! That almost hit us!"
"Oh come on!" giggled Emma, wading up to her waist and splashing again. "It's just water! Come on you guys, get in! Get in!"