After a strange drive back home, Daniel finally pulled the car into their driveway, towing the horse container behind, with Emma lounging fitfully inside. During the journey, Emma had called Daniel several times on the phone just to talk and hear his comforting words, and he had done his best to say the right things to Emma while also paying attention to the road. It was a delicate balance -- he knew that she was feeling on edge, and so he made a point to refute any insecurities that came up during their talks.
"I feel like a big old animal in here," she had complained to him over the phone. "A huge, giant farm animal."
"Aww honey," Daniel had replied, "Don't feel that way. This container was the only thing I could find that was...you know...self-contained...safe enough to take to go on the highway. It's just a matter of practicality, Emma. try not to overthink it."
"I can still smell the horses that were kept in here before!" she whined. "It feels like you're driving me to the Kentucky Derby or something...I feel like...like a giant piece of meat."
"Emmma," sighed Daniel, smiling a little to himself and shaking his head, despite a slight twinge of irritation at her slightly infantilized behavior.
"I know, I know," she answered immediately in an apologetic, retreating tone. "There I go again, being a huge baby again. And after all the time you spent putting all these soft pillows and mattress in here...oh Daniel, I'm sorry I'm being such a stick in the mud! I'll try to just shut up now."
"Emma...honey," chuckled Daniel, "Don't sweat it, ok? I know you're stressed out right now. Just...try and relax, ok?"
"O-ok," she said thickly into the phone, and promptly hung up. She didn't want him to hear her crying again, and or the next several minutes, she buried her face in one of the soft pillows, softly crying here and there. She wished that she could pinpoint what it was exactly that was making her feel so emotional and helpless.
'It's the disorder...it's as simple as that,' she told herself. But as soon as the thought dropped into her mind, she knew it wasn't entirely true. Yes, she was feeling scared, from time to time, of the uncertainty of everything. But her growth alone didn't seem to explain why her emotions and hormones felt so out of whack. A few minutes later, she called Daniel again...
But now they were back home. Daniel came around and unlatched the trailer door. His breath caught in his throat again when his eyes fell on Emma again. Yes, it had only been a couple hours, but already, he had almost forgotten how huge she really was in person now. Emma was palming the ceiling of the trailer, half-standing and looking rather uncomfortable, as she struggled forward under bent knees toward the entrance. Daniel unconsciously took a couple steps backward as she came on -- her massive, curvy body seemed to fill most of the entire trailer opening as she stepped out.
"Aww, we're home!" cried Emma, clasping her hands together joyfully as she looked at the house. Her gaze lingered uneasily for several seconds at the front door, and Daniel could tell she was thinking exactly what he was thinking: how on earth was she going to fit through it!?
But Emma had already expelled her negative emotions on the ride back, and she was determined to maintain a sunny disposition.
"Haha, well...uh, it's...everything looks a little different now, doesn't it?" she chuckled, walking towards the house as Daniel followed with her huge bag.
"I'm sure it does to you!" answered Daniel. "You were...like, how tall when you left? I forget."
"I forget too," murmured Emma, now at the front door and staring at it curiously. It was just too crazy -- the door itself only came up to her elbows. For a couple seconds, Emma just stared blankly down at the door, almost as if it was some kind of joke.
'It's like...a big dollhouse door,' she thought to herself. She raised her eyes, looking straight ahead, and found that she was actually able to see the black shingles of the roof, which twinkled in the sunlight, as if welcoming her to a new world.
"Here, let...let me go in first, ok, Emma?" asked Daniel, gritting his teeth with effort as he lugged the bag up the steps. Emma had forgotten that he had been standing behind her, exerting himself.
"Oh...oh! Sorry!" she replied, doing her best to step aside to let Daniel by. Looking down, she watched him unlock the door, and pull her bag inside...she saw his form disappear under the door frame far below her. Of course, since his head only came up to her hips, she had marveled at his relative tininess before, but there was something about watching Daniel vanish into that miniature door that hit home his smallness in a new way.
"Wow! You just...you just walked right in, no problem, huh?" laughed Emma, bending down at the waist as she ducked her huge head down under the door frame, watching him walk into the house. She inhaled the familiar, but half-forgotten scent of their home, and she felt a tide of happiness well up inside her.
"Uh...yeah...I mean, it's just a door, isn't it?" laughed Daniel, depositing her bag down and turning back around.
"Well, a tiny door for tiny people, at least," said Emma, half out-loud and half to herself. Daniel almost spoke up to correct her, to remind her that neither he nor the door were "tiny" -- she was the one who was the anomaly here. But he thought better of it.
"Now, how...how am I...gonna...fit through here?" Emma ventured, grasping onto the top of the door frame as she bent down even further. She felt absolutely massive in the space of the door, and momentarily, she felt like a monstrous abomination.
'Positive attitude!' she reminded herself as she arched her head and neck awkwardly down and through the door.
"Yeah...yeah, I think you'll fit!" Daniel was saying, coming up to her and holding up his hands anxiously in midair, poised to do something, but able to do nothing.
"I...think so too," Emma said, wincing slightly as she felt her shoulder rub up uncomfortably and tightly against the top of the door frame. "Ow! I just...need to make sure I just...arrange myself the right way here. Oh damn...now I'm stuck."