This is a continuation of the previous chapter.
I did not shower Sunday night, nor dress. I woke up Monday morning in a bed that smelled like my stall, and did not want to leave it. Showering and putting on clothes and pretending to be human made me very sad that morning.
I stopped wearing clothes at home. As soon as I was in the door, everything came off and I was comfortably naked again. I did not change my bedding. I woke up each morning smelling of sweat and cum and barn, a warm cozy scent that I just wanted to roll in like a dog. I showered in the morning now. I kept a plug in my ass, a small one for day, a big one for night. Evan liked fucking me and I wanted to be ready for him.
Tuesday night, I was in the building laundry room waiting for the dryer when Louie came in. He looked over my nude body hungrily.
"Shouldn't you be wearing a collar?" he asked, moving in and trying to dominate me.
I shook my head. "I wear a bridle and a harness," I told him.
He backed away. "Okay, this is getting too weird for me," he said, and left.
Wednesday night, I went from work to the bar, and to the back room. Three men fucked me, but none of them could make me cum. I woke up the next morning sticky and smelling of them, though, and that was good.
Thursday evening, I got as far as the stairs, going to the bodega on the corner for a few things, before I realized I needed to put something on. I did without rather than getting dressed again before morning.
Friday. I am naked as soon as I get home, but I am always naked when I am home. I put my things together, phone and note and such on the table in the kitchenette, and leave with just my keys. My owner has not texted me yet but I am impatient.
I pace up and down the sidewalk for a few minutes. Someone whistles at me. They do not whistle for me and I ignore them. Someone shouts "pervert!" at me from across the street. In this neighborhood, that could be a compliment.
The truck arrives.
I give my owner the keys I am holding. I walk up the ramp and stand quiet in the trailer.
My owner puts my bridle on. The bit is familiar between my teeth. I know the shape and taste of it now.
He puts my harness on me, adjusts my straps. The weight of them, and their grip on my body, is comforting.
My owner walks out and puts up the ramp. The truck engine starts. We are moving.
I sit down in the straw at the front of the trailer. The straw at the back is fouled. Other livestock have ridden in this trailer today. I am only one of many animals being transported. The feeling of being part of the herd grows stronger.
I wonder if I will be worked alongside any of the other animals this time.
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We arrive. The ramp drops down. The farmer snaps his fingers. He orders, "Heel." I hurry down the ramp and fall in behind him.
We go to the round ring. He clips my bridle to the hot walker. The machine starts, and I am pulled along in a wide circle. I fall into step and take the tension off the lead.
The walker starts slow. I plod. The pace slowly picks up. I walk, then faster. The machine stops. I am blowing to get enough air past my bit. Sweat streaks down me.
My driver checks my legs. His grip is hard and impersonal. He is not preparing to fuck me. He runs his thumb up my shins and makes a noise. I do not know what it means.
He starts the hot walker. I lunge forward at the fast start. The machine keeps going fast. I jog to keep up.
I look at my owner as I go past. I hope to see him aroused as he watches me running, naked and sweating. He frowns. This makes me sad. I have displeased him. I do not know how but I am a bad horse.
I put my head down. The hot walker is everything now. I think about breathing. I am thinking too much. I relax and let my body take over. It knows how to breathe.
The walker stops. I come back to myself. The farmer is checking my legs again. He makes the same noise, sort of. This time it sounds more angry. I am a bad horse. I do not know why. Maybe my driver will tell me. Then I can be a good horse again. I have to work harder until then.
The walker starts fast. It slows very soon, before I start blowing again. I walk, more slowly. The sweat on my skin turns cold. It dries. The walker slows to a plod.
It stops. My owner comes over. He looks me over and I am not aroused because I am a bad horse and he is looking at me like I am not pleasing to him.
"You're just not gettin' enough exercise durin' the week," he finally says. "Your muscle tone ain't gonna maintain without harder work daily." He looks away and frowns at something that is not me.
I have to work harder and then I will be a good horse. I know I can do this.
My owner looks back at me.
"You perked up a bit there," he says. He cocks his head and looks at me like he is puzzled by this. I cannot tell him that I will be a good horse soon, but he will know.
He takes me to my stall. I stand quietly while he takes off my bridle and harness and hangs it up. The bit leaves my mouth and I feel empty without it. He puts on my hackamore.
"Down," he says.
I kneel. He takes out his cock and brushes my lips with the head of it. My mouth opens. My lips wrap around the head of his cock. I lick the underside, once, quickly.
He shakes his head. "First, swallow," he tells me.
An acrid stream of piss trickles into my mouth. I swallow, worried that he is not drinking enough water. His piss is strong tasting and there is not much of it. He finishes very soon.
I run my tongue round the head of his cock again. This time, he sighs, and takes hold of my hackamore. Slowly, as his cock stiffens, he fucks my mouth. I relax, let my tongue fall. His cock slides over my tongue and into my throat. I have been sucking cock for a long time and do not gag.
He grips my hackamore with both hands, and controls me. My mouth is fucked. I take his cock as he wills. My mouth is filled again and it feels comforting. My cock is hard, straining at the metal ring through it, holding it up.