Chapter 3: Transvestite
And no I wasn't hard.
The minute I stepped out of Angels car dressed like a woman I lost all sexual feelings whatsoever. All I could do was think "what if someone saw me." The only good positive thing about the whole incident was that she was kind enough to take me out of town to do our "shopping."
Now for the hard part. She was actually going to take me in the store to pick up some more clothes and shoes that would fit me a little better.
She had me though, if it came down to the choice of living through some humiliation or losing my Angel I would take the humiliation any day of the week.
I felt very uncomfortable walking through the mall looking like some kind of 20-dollar whore but somehow I managed to go and do what and where I was directed. I could feel everyone's eyes on me as I passed them by. And by no means did this turn me on or excite me. All I could do was keep my mind on getting in and out of the stores as soon as possible.
The hardest part was trying on the shoes. When the salesman came over to ask if we needed help Angel grinned at him with the most slyest smile.
"He is looking for something with heels." She responded.
He cleared his throat and then cocked his eyebrows before he asked us to take a seat.
The guy was kind of cute although more on the chubby side. Humiliated I looked up into his dark, dark brown eyes and smiled meekly at him. At that point I wanted to find the nearest corner and hide but it was no use. Like I said I figured I might as well just get it over with and then get the hell out of there.
"Up until today I had no idea he was a sissy." Angel said to the salesman. "If I would have known, I would have never dated the faggot." She continued.
My face must have turned beat red. It was as if she was really getting off on trying to hurt me. I shifted in my seat and crossed my legs, the entire time trying desperately not to make eye contact with the salesman.
"I guess, um- whatever that turns you on." He mumbled under his breath.
"He needs a size 10 in this style shoe." Angel said as she pointed to a 5inch black pump. "I think it would go good with the black mini I picked up for him earlier."
For some strange reason I was starting to get a little more comfortable and with that I started to get a little excited. Up until that point I never knew that I could get turned on by being humiliated and degraded. I tried to hide my partially erect cock, but it was difficult in the panties and dress that I was wearing.
The salesman returned with the shoes and asked me if he needed my help putting them on. I think he was doing his best to pretend not to notice my stiffening dick.
"See." Angel remarked. "He really gets off on being a girl. Sometimes I think he would rather suck cock than eat my pussy."
"Is that right?" He responded. "I'll bet he has a hard time keeping a girl like you satisfied."
"You got that right. Look at the size of that cock." She laughed. "And believe it or not that is as big as it gets."
I thought for a minute that I'd be the butt of their jokes the entire time that we were in the store but just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, the salesman slipped on one of the shoes and much to my surprise he ran his hand up the side of my panty-clad leg.
I think Angel noticed his little reaction because her smile widened. "Too bad you are working, Kendra here could show you what a little cock slut she has become."
I was being offered up like some sort of piece of meat but believe it or not it was kind of turning me on. I reasoned with myself that it was all in fun and for the pure enjoyment of my girlfriend.
"How do they fit?" He questioned.
"Fine, a lot of room." I replied as I slipped the shoes off. "I guess these will do."