"Kiss me!" Debbie said. I went in and started licking her her luscious full lips and before I could get any further she pulled back.
"Jesus, you taste like an ashtray!" she proclaimed. "You know I can't stand you smoking! I thought you said you were going to quit! Or at least cut back!"
Debbie and I had been dating for about a year. At the time she was a gorgeous 5' 3" 23 year old redhead with hair halfway down her back and had a firm ass and perky tits. She had a smile to die for and I often dreamed she would smile at me with a cigarette dangling from her lips. But, it wasn't happening and I didn't think it ever would. Other than being a non smoker, she was perfect in every other way.
"Sorry Babe." I mumbled as I popped a mint into my mouth. I had just put a cigarette out 10 minutes ago and I was already craving another.
"I'm not sure what I'm going to do with you. I love you, but absolutely can't stand the fact that you smoke!" she told me. "Something is gonna have to give!"
I started panicking a bit. I loved her and didn't want to lose her, but my addiction to cigarettes was very strong. I was 9 years older than her, and at 32 had been smoking for 20 years, starting when I was 12.
"I'll quit soon, I promise!" I told her.
"I sure hope so. I really hate it." she replied.
I really didn't want to lose her, but at the same time, I loved smoking. That's when I came to a decision. She was going to become a smoker. Like it or not... I thought about how I was going to do this and came up with what I thought was a great idea. I smiled to myself and started planning.
I went out the next day and bought a few odds and ends that I would need. I also got some nicotine gum and a box of nicotine patches. The highest dosage they had in the store. Step 1. 21 mg of nicotine. I was gonna need it to start with.
I would chew the gum around Debbie and told her I was really trying to quit. But it only did so much for me though as I was a total addict to cigarettes. I would supplement the lack of intake from smoking less by wearing a patch as well. I didn't see the need to tell her about those. Not yet anyways. I still needed to smoke one or two when I was with her, and her look of disdain was apparent.
"I hope you stop soon!" she kept saying over and over.
I'm really trying Babe but it's very hard. Just give me a few more days, and I'll have this licked!" I lied.
Those were some long days when I was with her. As soon as I dropped her home, I would pull out my stash of Marlboro Reds and smoke about 3 or 4 in a row. It was starting to get a little rough, as my cigarette consumption wasn't really diminishing. That, coupled with wearing the patch and the nicotine gum, I was probably more addicted than ever!