My day actually started out relatively normal. I mean, it wasn't possible to be actually normal. This was my first weekday to wake up in this condo, so literally life would be a new normal regardless of everything else that happened this past weekend. So aside from the new place, my morning was relatively normal.
Megan was up before me and already in the shower, so I waited for her to finish. I know, I know, you're probably hoping that I went in and we had another naked confrontation in the bathroom. But no, I didn't this time. In spite of how it might seem after this weekend, my goal is not to submit my entire life to my roommates' sexual whims. Sure, we had a ton of fun, but maybe it was just a one time thing. (Spoiler alert, it wasn't)
I texted Christopher and scrolled through Instagram with my door open until I heard the shower turn off and the bathroom door open. I got up, went to head to the shower. I was actually startled when I turned to the door and found Megan standing there wrapped in her towel.
"Hey, Maddison. Can we talk for a second?"
Uhoh, was this about everything that happened over the weekend? Was she going to force me to eat her pussy again? Fuck, did I secretly (not so secretly) want to do that? Calm down Maddison, breathe. Just see what she has to say.
"Uh, sure. What's up?"
She stepped into my room, standing just a few steps in front of me.
"Well, I know this weekend was a lot. I know we all kinda got carried away in the thrill of it."
"Yeah, it was definitely a lot."
"Right. But, I know I loved it. It was so exciting to do things I'd never actually thought I'd do before. Being dominant like that, the constant sexiness. I mean, it was exciting for you too, right?"
Fuck, me. She is 100% right, but I can't say that aloud to her, right?? No, who knows what would happen if I admitted it...
"Well..."
"Oh, don't even pretend. I wanted to hold you to what I said yesterday. The feeling of making you lick my pussy was amazing and I want to see what else we can explore together."
"Megan, I'm straight, and I'm dating Christopher..."
"I know you're dating him, but you can't convince me you aren't at least bisexual. Not after this past weekend."
She may be right about that, but I haven't really figured out how I felt about the lesbian things that had happened over the weekend. Ugh, maybe this is my chance to explore whether I'm actually bi? She spoke up again, pulling me out of my thoughts.
"Look, I'm not trying to break you and Christopher up, you two are great together. I'm just looking to explore new kinks with you. You said Christopher is ok with us playing together."
She was right, he had said that. But still...
"I don't know..."
"Ok, please, just think it over today? I won't be offended if you say no in the end, and I promise I won't treat you any different. You're still my best friend and I love you."
"Ok, I can do that. Talk later?"
"Yup!" She looked cheerful as she left my room, but she still had one more move up her sleeve. As she walked out, she pulled her towel off her body, flashing her naked ass at me. My eyes were immediately drawn to her exposed tush. She's not curvy like Britney, but still. I swear, I've never been attracted to the female body before this weekend, but maybe she was right and I'm more bi than I realized.
Then she caught me. She looked back at me and smirked, knowing she'd caught me checking her out in more than a normal friendly way. I immediately turned away, hoping to minimize any reaction to catching me looking at her that way, but it looked like she didn't want to immediately confront me about it. I sprinted through getting ready for the day, and bolted out the door without seeing any of my roommates, thankfully.
I intended to think about what she said at least a little, but I almost did nothing other than think about it all day. I was distracted, struggled to focus on my work and even had a hard time paying attention during conversations throughout the day. I honestly felt turned on at the idea of diving into this submissive thing with Megan, but I was worried too. Like I said before, I've never really tried out kinky things, so it's just scary to me to leave my comfort zone. Maybe this is the time to really try...
Christopher gave me input too, responding to my texts throughout the day about it. He was fully supportive of "whatever I want to do." He did finally add his actual opinion, saying he thinks treating sex like less of a taboo topic might help me grow in confidence. Ok, to be fair, I'm not some super shy and reserved person, I'm just a normal woman. Look, we've all been walked on before, we've all just kept our opinions to ourselves when other people speak up. Maybe I do that more than others, but I'm not awful at it.