I awoke Saturday to the sounds of running water. My wife was already up and in the shower. My head was still swimming from that activities of the night before. Our playful cuckold game had taken us to a different level, with me being submissively used for the pleasure of my wife and her lover. More worryingly, the comment my wife made, before I went to bed, had me questioning our whole life style. Shortly after her handsome lover shot his load down my throat, she warned me of the "consequences" of my actions. I didn't know what that meant, but it didn't sound good.
I slipped out of bed and headed to the bathroom. I looked down to see my pink panties were now dry, but had a large crusty stain of cum in the middle. The skin of my cock was raw. My dried cum had the skin of my penis stuck to the cage. I tried to adjust myself to no avail. As I approached the door, I heard my wife's voice. I cracked the door and peered in to see who she was talking to. I didn't see anyone. I pushed the door a bit more. I saw her in the shower. She had her dildo "Jimmy", suction cupped to the glass enclosure. Her pussy was fully wrapped around the shaft. She was slowly moving her hips back and forth while saying something softly. I strained my ears to listen.
As my ears adjusted to the sound of the water, I began to hear what she was saying. She was telling James how good his cock felt inside her and how much she loved it when her rode her roughly. She told James that when he fucked her, she felt small in his arms and protected. My wife continued to jabber on about how she wanted to be used by him and ridden like a "little whore". Fuck, I thought, she is fantasizing about last night and getting off on her dildo. My crusty nub shifted painfully in the cage.
Watching her masturbate and fantasize about James, made me sexually aroused, but listening to what she was saying worried me. I stood there and watched for quite a while. Her grinding on the dildo became faster and more aggressive. Then she became more vocal, louder. She told James to take her "married pussy" away from her husband. Show my "sissy" husband how a real man fucks a woman. My heart sunk. Had I lost her or was this just a fantasy? I watched as she shivered her way through and orgasm on her dildo. She then reached over and turned off the water.
I darted for the bed and hopped in, hoping she didn't hear me. Once she was dried off, she entered the room and began fishing through her luggage for clothes. I made believe that I was just waking up. I said good morning and she mumbled one back at me. I sensed a lot of tension. I hated conflict with her. I got out of bed and approached her. I wrapped my arms around her from behind. I told her she smelled clean and wonderful. She thanked me and pulled away. I asked her what was wrong. She said nothing was wrong. I asked again. She said she had a lot to think about. I asked her if it was something I did and she responded that yes, it was something I did. I probed further. It took a while to get her to open up. I had her sit on the edge of the bed and asked her to explain.
She said she loved me dearly. She loved how open I was about her sexual perversions and how I allowed her to fuck other guys. Most husbands would have kicked her to the curb long ago and she said she knew that. However, our encounter with James last night got her thinking strange thoughts. I asked her to enlighten me more. She turned to me and held my hand and began to speak. My wife said that she knew that she had a sex addiction and she loved that I allowed her to live out her fantasies. She had always felt safe with me and wanted to be with me for life. So far, so good I thought. Then she said that when she made me suck Brads cock in Kauai, her juices really got flowing. It was her deepest darkest fantasy to watch two men have sex and I allowed her to live it out right in front of her. To her, Brad was a horny boy that she could get to fuck her. She had no emotional connection with him, just sexual tension. That is what she wanted her encounters to always be. Two ships passing in the night, then she would return her pussy to me, her true love. Ok I thought, this isn't all that bad.
Then she dropped the bombshell. James was different. He was professional, handsome, well-spoken and had all the traits of a true Alpha Male. When she saw me on my knees before him, she actually saw him as the true man in the room. She saw me, on my knees, cock locked in pretty pink panties. She didn't see me as a man. She said that at that very point she saw me on my knees, I was not an Alpha Male but a beta boi. Someone that could never fuck her like she needed to be fucked. I would never "take" her like James could. Yes, we made love and it was beautiful and caring, but sometimes she wanted to be taken. My wife wanted to be "fucked". I began to respond, but she put her finger on my lips.
She said that, crazy thoughts flowed through her mind about our relationship during the time he was riding her. She tried to fight those thoughts. However, once James had pumped his seed into her, all those thoughts came rushing back again. She said that as she watched his manhood penetrate my mouth it excited her. When he shot his load down my throat, it sent her mind into sexual overdrive. But when she looked down and saw that my cock had leaked cum all over my pink panties, she realized that I was what he called me, a cock-sucking-sissy-fag-boy. I tried to interrupt. Again, she stopped me.
Her eyes looked down at my crusty, cum stained panties, then back up to me. My wife looked at me for a long time in silence, then continued. She said that she had been listening to me for years, talking about not wanting to be the Alpha Male at home. She finally understood what I meant. The cum stained panties proved that I wanted to be submissive, no real man would ever suck another man's cock. Let alone, cum while doing it. The realization that I truly enjoyed being a sissy cuckold had finally stuck her. She said she thought that all this time I was helping her with her fantasies. She now realized that she was actually helping me more than I was helping her. At that point, she asked me to admit that I actually enjoyed sucking James manly penis.